The attraction is there but I dont want to live my life as a gay dude. I actually would be fine being closeted and dating women for the rest of my life. Any tips for repressing? I dont want to think about dudes anymore

>>81895191 (OP)
This life is not for me if I can't put me peener en teh vageener

>>81895191 (OP)
>pretending to be gay as an identity sucks
Yep.

>>81895229
Its not pretending its realising that being attracted to men makes your life much worse so I would rather pretend to be straight

>>81895206
you're not as funny as you think, frankly this bit is just getting pathetic. dont you have anything better to do with your time?

>>81895191 (OP)
>repressing
lavender marriage has always been a thing

>>81895270
why? i envy gay men in some ways. you have cute marriages with low rates of divorce and you are actually kind to each other.
the hypersexual gay men i hate which is a lot of you though

>>81895533
Yes but as you can see I live in a place and have family where homosexuality isnt supported. And I would like to be considered normal by other people rather than a fag

>>81895191 (OP)
What is so bad about being gay? It seems awesome to me. I am mostly afraid of being raped or unwanted. Women ruin lives for sport