Thread 81895337 - /r9k/ [Archived: 216 hours ago]

Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:23:25 PM No.81895337
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the only reason i havent killed myself is because i want to feel clean and like a good person before i die. do you have weird motives for living?
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:39:58 PM No.81895498
>>81895337 (OP)
>do you have weird motives for living?
unironically bread
as in, i want to eat every kind of bread that exists on this planet
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:45:54 PM No.81895554
>>81895498
do you keep a list of the breads you have eaten?
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:47:12 PM No.81895563
>>81895337 (OP)
not really I overcame my suicidal feelings

now all I do is look forward to the next thing to spend all my mania on

c:
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:47:54 PM No.81895571
the more time i spend being alive increases the chance that something fucking insane will happen to me so im waiting for that to happen if it does
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:50:09 PM No.81895590
>>81895554
not really, but that's a neat idea
might just make an excel sheet now
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:54:45 PM No.81895634
>>81895337 (OP)
Every time someone makes a mean comment about looser men (some cheap pseudo-Darwinian comment, how we all are secretly evil and deserve our fates, etc), I feel a sudden desire to live.
So yes, hatred unironically keeps me alive.
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 6:57:47 PM No.81895668
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>>81895337 (OP)
I decided at 28 I'm going to live over 100 years old to make sure I get to live to experience the day everybody I've ever met is dead and gone forever. I told my toxic parents I'll be dancing in the sunshine when they finally die. Also trivial stuff like there's going to be good anime and movies that will come out I will enjoy watching especially for the first time. Humans might come up with some more cool stuff from developing technology and science. Three of the guys I grew up with already died at 27,29,33 and they missed out on some cool shit already. Suicide is for retards you are going to die eventually so just relax.
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 7:03:17 PM No.81895737
>>81895563
thats nice anon
im glad youre free and seem happy
>>81895571
what kind of insane things would you like to happen to you?
>>81895590
gl on your quest!!
>>81895634
well, thats certainly a motivation. i try to avoid those comments and people, its a part of my weird cleanliness desire. i want to let go of all my hate before i leave. if it keeps you alive tho, then im glad its helping you live
>>81895668
i want to die earlier tho.
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 7:07:37 PM No.81895791
>>81895737
There's nothing stopping you from jumping off some cliff or bridge then. Most "suicidal" people are just pouting like toddlers that their life sucks and isn't what they want they don't really want to die. Kid nobody really gets what they want that's life get used to it. Life is brutal, unfair and mostly stupid.