I began crossdressing at the age of 8. I didn't think much of it until I realized I started it shortly after getting molested by my sister at that age. I never truly did understand how much that shit warped me until now. Jesus fucking christ it was over before it ever began

>>81903434 (OP)
i realised the same about my bisexual desires a while back. just kill me now.

>>81903434 (OP)
weird how sexual abuse manifests into our lives

>>81903449
>>81903484
Sorry it happened to you anons. We didn't deserve it

>>81903434 (OP)
what'd she do to you and did you end up on estrogen by now?

>>81903601
She would attempt to jerk me off and would make me lick her fingers after she touched herself. I didn't understand anything that was happening at the time but I remember hating it, especially the second one. She would also tell me a ton of things about sex.

Yes i am on estrogen now

>>81903749
what do you suppose is the mechanism by which molestation causes crossdressing? was it "well, little girls don't get molested like little boys"?

>>81903434 (OP)
>getting molested by my sister
Is she hot?

i feel your pain anon

i was SA by an older woman when i was 9, and my father has been emotionally distant and its the reason ive developed a femdom fetish

>>81903770
I dont think there was any logical reason in my head as to why I wanted to start crossdressing. It just started to happen

>>81903833
Im bi and I coincidentally also developed a femdom kink. I can be dominant with guys so its just a thing with women

>>81903779
No.