>>81904054>Well, would you say you don't love yourself? Not that anon but I'm similar. I just feel I'm underachieving and I try to hold myself to high standards. I don't think I'm doing too badly and I like the way I am in general, even though other people (especially women my age) do not feel the same lol. Plus, I feel being more careful is worth it especially at my age, which it is because it's worked for me at my job so far.
>What kind of traits are you looking for in a partner? I want someone who's a self-improoooover like myself, someone who can endure the bad times to eventually get to the good ones.
>Generally bravado increases when you drink, so I'm surprised it seems to be the opposite for you lolI distract myself from loneliness with interests and hobbies, and alcohol distracts me from my distractions lol.