>>81904972 (OP)It was caused by my parents sabotaging my health and neglecting me. I gave up on ever having money, skills, love, sex, etc in elementary school. I was chronically diseased, frequently acutely diseased, obese, autistic, depressed, anxious, a selective mute, a compulsive liar, never loved by my family or taught how to do anything, and much more. I was lost and alone with terrible health that just kept getting worse because of my parents. I could barely function, I was incompetent and unloved, and I was physically unattractive. My mother specifically was a horrible person, so I always hated and distrusted women. That combined with everything else made me never talk to a female without them talking to me first, ever. I still haven't done it, and when they talk to me I keep it impersonal and get it over with as fast as I can. I have never tried to get a job or driver's license. The last time I tried to get friends was in 2010. I dropped out of school in 2012. All of my time since then has been spent on my computer in my father's house without neetbux. My siblings have had miserable lives too, and 2 of them have already died from the poisoning and nutrient deprivation forced upon them by my parents. Nothing ever got better for me until 2022. I've undone a lot of damage, but I will never be as healthy and attractive as every human should have been. I will never get to redo the last 3 decades with good parents and therefore good health. I'm stuck at nearly 30 years old with no skills, connections, money, friends, etc and the world keeps getting worse in every possible way. I'm going to keep improving my health with the very rare and valuable knowledge I've stumbled upon and see what happens. This is the only thing that has ever made me feel good in my entire life
