why haven't you ended your life yet? tell me one thing that keeps you going

>>81914577 (OP)
Every day is a most tolerable shade of grey

>>81914577 (OP)
I saved pictures of this girl off pinterest as well, very pretty. I like looking at girls online, but I am pretty lonely.

>>81914577 (OP)
just hoping that things get better (I'm close to giving up)

>>81914637
What's wrong my dearest anon?

>>81914577 (OP)
I don't have to work so my existence requires minimal effort. Might as well stay alive just to see what's going on in the world.

>>81914577 (OP)
I got a couple

1) My son needs a dad because his mom is a bitch (entirely my fault, I know)

2) An indescribably white hot hatred for the Jews (if I an hero they win)

3) Fear of Hell

>>81914577 (OP)
Well my instincts are kind of telling me to do the exact opposite and everytime l think about it l remember all the horribly mangled and rotten corpses and it freaks me out

>want to die
>think about how i can instantly solve all my problems via suicide
>therefore my problems don't really matter, since I can always take the easy way out if it gets too rough
>no longer want to die
>still miserable though
repeat

>>81914701
>I got a couple (2)
>3)

funny cat video on Instagram

>>81914747
He's religious you can't expect him to have higher cognitive function

>>81914644
just hear broken so I'm very depressed and I also can't find a job which is making me even more depressed :(

>>81914762
heart broken*
ugh can't even type right >_<

>>81914762
>>81914770
How did you get your heart broken?

>>81914747
>>81914758
>stuck up faggots have never used "couple" and "few" interchangeably
>they believe this to be a mark of intellectual superiority
Have you considered hanging yourselves?

>>81914774
um my gf left me, p-please don't hate me for having had a gf :(((

>>81914577 (OP)
I'm very weak and frail, my life is pathetic and what keeps me going are meaningless desires. everyone lives by meaningless desires,

I kill myself slowly tho, it's incredible that I still have a liver

>>81914774
my gf left me
p-please don't hate me for having a gf :(((((

>"Should I kill myself of have a cup of coffee?"
I choose coffee everytime

I choose coffee everytime :)

>>81914747
>>81914758
>faggots have never used "few" and "couple" interchangeably
>believe this is a mark of intellectual superiority
Consider suicide

>>81914577 (OP)
I want to fuck a beautiful girl like the one in your post, even if I have to wait untill I'm a disgusting 55yo sugar daddy to do it.

If it doesn't happen (it wont) I know that my copes are strong enough to keep me sane until I reach the natural end of my life (if I don't lose income before that happens...if that's the case, I just kill as soon as my savings run dry).

>>81914794
>>81914809
It happens. How long were you together?

>>81914876
not too long, 3 months but man I really did love her

>>81914828
You know it's actually perfect I can enjoy this kind of pseud thing.

>>81914902
ritsuko is best girl

>>81914891
You'll be over her before you know it anon

>>81914918
uhhh I hope so, I've been depressed for 4 months

>>81914902
life's all about delusion and coping, anon
i chose a few and made em mine, whats yours?

>>81914577 (OP)
>why haven't you ended your life yet?
I like to cum.

>tell me one thing that keeps you going
Cumming, I do it 13 times a day.

>>81915140
Fucking impossible, the skin would seperate from the shaft

>>81915151
>Cum
>Keep cranking it to cum again without stopping, cum really hard and feel like I am going to die.
>Wait 30 min
>Cum
>Repeat
I lube up all of the time. My dick is sore like if you worked out hard, but that just means it's getting stronger. I definitely have a problem though with fapping.

>>81914577 (OP)
>why haven't you ended your life yet? tell me one thing that keeps you going
Too pussy to kms.
No access to firearms.
If there's a chance to see my folks again, I can't sui.

>>81915198
nta but dude it feels so much better if you don't cum for 2 weeks, most mind blowing orgasm I've ever had

>>81915198
Nah, after the 6th time there is genuinely only pain, as you said of the "l feel like l'm dying" kind. Its straight up not possible to go further than that, let alone more than double, unless you're on drugs

>>81914577 (OP)
Too many people around to succeed, and a small slim hope that will be gone forever if what I hope for on the 25th doesn't happen. I want to try again when the opportunity arises, but only if the last hope fades.

>>81914577 (OP)
I'm a particular kind of bastard magnet and too many people have told me to kill myself over what I see to be very small things. Usually opinions, or just annoying them by being there.
I figure if me being alive makes people seethe to the point where they wish death upon me, I should continue to live out of mischief.

Never kill yourself, anons.

>>81915212
nta edged for 24 hours once and felt like my soul left my body

>>81915321
I didn't cum for 2 weeks but I was watching stuff that made me really horny every single day and just rubbing myself through my pants every day after 2 weeks of that I finally came not only did I blasted ropes (the cum was everywhere it was like a hentai it was amazing) I couldn't even think or open my eyes yeah I guess my soul leaving my body is good way to describe it

>>81914577 (OP)
32 y.o. man. Single. Haven't had sex in over a year, no relationship in 5 years. No real desire for pursuing either anymore, at least not until I've learned to love myself.

I haven't an hero'd yet because I realized that through all the bullshit, pain, anxiety about the future, and abject loneliness, I still wake up in the morning looking forward to something small. It really is the little things that you can find solace in when everything else is depressing. The shining sun. Light rain. The praying mantis on a tree in the park trail staring back at you as you walk close by. Small details. Those are what keep me going. Not because they're innately meaningful to my existence, but because they are expressions of nature still alive and well.

It gives me some hope (not joy, happiness, or even pleasure) to see the small things in life every day. You just have to start looking with more open eyes for nothing in particular. It's humbling. That's really what keeps me going now.

>>81914577 (OP)
ur mom's tight asshole lmoa

>>81914577 (OP)
The possibility of a brown fembot gf :3

>>81914577 (OP)
Japanophile type shit, ai bots, edging, good food, late nights and sleepy days

>>81914577 (OP)
is this bry? i swear i've seen her face before.

>>81914577 (OP)
i wish i could. i would have already if not for my father who would be sad if i were gone

i'm going to give life a try, reluctantly

>>81914577 (OP)
My mother. Once she dies, I die.

>>81915240
just go out and hang yourself in a forest

>>81914577 (OP)
Digimon. I'm a lifelong fan of the franchise. We're getting a new game this fall that looks really cool and an anime that I don't know much about yet but is still a digimon anime. It's enough to keep me going.

>>81914577 (OP)
I don't believe in an afterlife of any kind. That's literally the only reason. I'd rather be alone, miserable, depressed, and slowly losing my mind because of social isolation than non-existent.

>>81914794
Unironically kill yourself normalfaggot

I was going to. Mom started crying and everybody called me a selfish asshole.

Now I can only wait.

>>81914577 (OP)
fear of pain when dying and a faintest bit of hope because i havent tried EVERY solution. Trust me, if i had a gun i'd have done it years ago. life sucks so much im not even allowed to die painlessly. i must endure this torture

>>81914577 (OP)
I want to see women get what they deserve.