I feel like I'll never be young again in my life now that no man over 25 is really handsome to me. The physique of people over 25 only inspires me to decline. You'll never get butterflies thinking about a girl again, you'll have to pay more for your rubbish relationships with women your own age who've already run out of oxytocin.

The physique of the 30-year-old woman expresses the end of the journey and the dream, whereas when you're 18 with a girl your own age, you feel you can fight anyone, no matter how many there are.

>>81915812 (OP)
>I feel like I'll never be young again
you *feel* it but in reality, you're still young
reality doesn't care how *you* feel, anon - just accept that fact and do the best you can do, be the best you can be

if you're so caught up on appearances, why not make an effort to *keep* that appeearance
it's a futile battle imo but if it's what you care about, why not?

I feel like it's weird that people expect me to behave my age. I am biologically a 25+ year old but I am living a completely alternate reality from people my age. Ever since I was a kid. I was alienated and not one of them. Missing various important milestones. I am just a kid in this aging vessel. I wanna kill myself

>>81915833
No one can keep their 20-year-old appearance, even at 25, it's very rare. I can try to become a better person, but I'll never feel things as strongly as I did before. Whatever I've had, it's inferior to before.

>>81915840
Me too, except now I no longer have constant euphoria like before.

>>81915884
now you're getting it, appearance is shallow, it's skin-deep
and what's shallow is only for the lesser Man, not folks like me

>>81915905
all humans are superficial we are all the same

>>81915916
>all humans are superficial
up to a certain point - but once you get to know someone deep, and i mean really deep, it doesn't matter anymore

why do you seek the adoration of many, OP? why won't you accept the acceptance of the few?

>>81915931
I don't want acceptance from others I just want to accept myself and I can never have that if I'm over 23.

>>81915949
>I just want to accept myself
what's stopping you? you're the one who sets your own self-worth
>I can never have that if I'm over 23.
what the fuck does this even mean? you feel like you don't deserve to be happy once you're over 23?

>>81915972
I've always understood that being an adult was going to be boring. When I was 7 I wanted to be reincarnated so as never to become an adult and now nothing has changed.

>>81916008
>"i never expected i'd get this far"
classic - you were depressed as a kid, it happens
well, what now OP? up for the challenge of being an adult or will you die like the rest of them?

>>81915812 (OP)
I'm 22, so why don't I feel butterflies when thinking about a girl?

Try being over 30 and unmarried.

>>81916023
i wasn't depressed

>>81916033
because you're adulte but your soul isn't yet rotten enjoy life