>abstain from masturbation for a day
>start wanting to breed old hags non stop till my balls shrink
>masturbate
>stop caring about hags and instead want to be in a wholesome relationship with a petite qt zoomette
>rinse and repeat
sexuality is weird.

>>81915929 (OP)
madonna whore complex but with oedipus sprinkled in there

>>81915929 (OP)
Blowing my old into older women is therapy for me. I go a whole month without sex and limited wanking then I go see my monthly slut whos a 45yo escort with a mommy body and my god. Its like reaching nirvana. My brain auto resets.

Afterwards she makes me a sandwich and we watch old war documentaries.

>>81915997
>we watch old war documentaries.
Is she actually into that?

>>81916018
Probably not but shes a whore so she's a good actor and Im paying her. I also fall asleep into her tits soon after I finish my sandwich so she knows she can turn it off or switch over to whatever shes watching on her streaming services. I wake up, I watch her pee, we shower, we fuck again, I piss on her in the shower then I leave. Its a good system.

>>81915929 (OP)
You know how apparently they concluded that women are more attracted to masculine looking men at peak ovulation or whatever? For men it works in somewhat similar ways, but our variation depends on the time passed since we last came. There is a lot that's arbitrary in those variations though, I remember one anon saying that he turns gay if he does nofap long enough.

>>81916085
This guy is onto something. When Im super horny and full of sperm Im attracted to big thicc mommy females. When I jerk off alot its lole "meh" that slut will do.

>>81916085
>I remember one anon saying that he turns gay if he does nofap long enough.

Thats sex demons taking control.

>>81916110
There's actually a funny passage in Nietzsche, I think it's in "Human, All Too Human", where he mocks Christian saints for giving their boring lives meaning by acting like they're resisting demons every time they're horny, but I choose to believe it's true because there's nothing hotter than a succubus dommy mommy taking control of your body and mind and warping your desires.

>>81915929 (OP)
For me, I could never make myself cum.
Yet I still want a post-fertile fuck-buddy that I can pump full of cum on a regular basis.

>>81915929 (OP)
This but it's always older hags

>>81916217
>For me, I could never make myself cum.
What do you mean?

>>81916085
>I remember one anon saying that he turns gay if he does nofap long enough.
As I have been incel for over 20 years, I am getting perilously close to going prison gay and using fags to suck me off.
Fortunately, I guess, most of the interested ones are just not feminine enough for me to proceed.
Fuck, I wish I could even get some willing GILF pussy to save me from this degeneracy.

>>81915929 (OP)
what does it feel like if you don't masturbate for a week?

>>81915929 (OP)
I get this instinct. I have a theory that many men still want the "petite qt zoomette", but we have the want to breed her, and our instincts shift to comprehending the 'hag' as what she becomes when we knock her up multiple times. Personally, I think it'd be hot to pump some brat full of cum and have her become my hot wife like that.