Day in.
Day out.
Day in.
Day out.

I wake up, I reach for my smokes, I check the catalog - no fun threads today
I head down, mom made lunch, I say thanks and grab a plate
I check the catalog again - still nothing, I reach for my smokes again
It's getting late, I head down again, mom made dinner, I say thanks and grab a plate
I check the catalog one last time - oh, finally a good thread!
I post in it, I fall asleep and forget all about it

>>81917797 (OP)
almost as if life isnt an anime and being utterly incapable of taking the initiative will lead you nowhere

at least youll take this moment to introspect, right?
(wrong)

>>81917840
>right? (wrong)
right (right) actually
i just got a job, i start tomorrow
i dont want to smoke anymore, quitting today
i feel like its time to leave but i genuinely don't know where to go - i've been on this site for the past 10+ years

>>81917877
buy your mom something nice

>>81917797 (OP)
> has a mother that clearly cares about him and supports him
> complains

Nigga, I'm not saying you have the perfect life, but you could be a bit more grateful (hell, help your mum for a bit: cooking takes no skill, can be fun, so you could do it instead and take a responsibility out of her back)

>>81918014
>>81918039
when i had a job, i was the one who bought groceries, paid the bills, paid the mortgage, etc.

i'm not technically a neet now but i've lived like one for the past 2 months, college messed something up on their part and i'm the one bearing the consequences

i hope my part-time job gives me a semblance of order
i really need to leave and be who i was meant to be: another cog in the machine

>>81917877
im proud of you
its going to be super rough at first, but remember who you were and the type of person you want to be

>>81918334
thanks anon
>type of person you want to be
i just wanna be useful
i hate being useless

>>81918377
i remember when i first overcame the neetness, its good
remember that human nature is to become adjusted and unsatisfied. seriously, my best friend is an actress and pop star in her country and she feels like a fucking loser. thats not a humble brag, thats telling you that your brain will eventually become used to whatever you do. remember the good feelings you have at first, and know that is important

>>81917797 (OP)
>I head down, mom made lunch, I say thanks and grab a plate
>I check the catalog again - still nothing, I reach for my smokes again
>It's getting late, I head down again, mom made dinner, I say thanks and grab a plate
Cherish these moments before it's too late, OP...

I don't want to hear about your problems
And I don't want to listen to your apathy (see)
You're not like me (see)
You mean nothing to me
All your cash doesn't make you any greener

>>81917797 (OP)
hug your mother and tell her you love her.
she won't be around forever. when shes gone, youll truly be lonely.

>>81919723
streetlight is kinda reddit, listen to three cheers for disappointment instead