>>81925271 (OP)Also 23 ;(
>>81927081Repeated failure. Something is broken in my brain.
Tried aged care when covid hit
Prolonging the existence of the demented was too horrible
Tried Electrical Engineering in Uni
Completely fuck up and fail everything in 1st semester with one hand on my dick the other doomscrolling
Get 1st job from doing placement from a cert course
Try to join army
No friends for referees
Quit 1st job 6 months in from nearly crashing while commuting
Been getting casual work at a warehouse
I am unable to focus. My existence is shameful. Living at parents' house, khhv, failure to start. I have saved enough to go to ukraine at the end of the year. Whether I can focus and direct myself to train will determine if I go be cannon fodder units or join "elite" units.