Thread 81928596

I literally cannot stop drinking. I had an alcohol induced psychotic episode a couple of days ago. It was probably the scariest thing I've experienced in my life, and yet I continue to drink. I feel hopeless.

>>81928596 (OP)
>alcohol induced psychotic episode
Tell us about it

>>81928596 (OP)
why do you drink so much anon?

>>81928596 (OP)
>Alcohol induced psychotic episode
I'm with the other guy, tell us about it

>>81928612
>>81928831
I developed a psychotic delusion that everyone on earth had evaporated and I was the last person left. I was running around the house looking out windows and because it was about 5am there were no cars driving or people on the street which fueled my delusion. I also became deathly afraid of my duvet (yes I know lol) because I thought it was possessed and was going to drag me to hell. It was terrifying. Full blown psychosis, first time I've felt anything like it. Eventually my parents found me and I recovered some sanity.

i'm mostly a binge drinker myself and haven't had that bad wds yet but considering kindling is a thing it's probably just a matter of time i'm in seizure & psychosis land myself
how long has your worst binge been or are you one of those guys who slowly works their way up but drink every day regardless?
my worst was around a month and i was drinking at least half liters of vodka every evening

>>81929102
I am a binge drinker. I went 3 weeks sober recently. But when I drink, I fucking drink. I'll go through a litre of vodka or other spirit a day for several days straight. There's a real masochistic element to my drinking. I don't even particularly enjoy being drunk anymore, and the negative results massively outweigh any positive ones. But I do it anyway. Over and over again. This most recent binge brought up some serious questions about where I want to go from here though. I'm obviously harming my brain, and I don't want to become permanently disturbed as a result of the bottle.

>>81929083
That sounds crazy. I wish I could experience that and then just go back to normal with no long term side effects. Kudos anon

>>81928596 (OP)
I wish I could afford to drink as much as you, anon.