Anonymous
7/23/2025, 2:22:26 PM No.81929586
tried giving a nice guy a chance like everyone here tells us to
i'm a 4/10 white girl with an average body nothing special not ugly but definitely not hot
he was sweet and kind always texting me good morning and remembered little things i told him
but i just couldn't do it
i tried to force myself to feel something, anything, but every time he touched me it felt wrong
i couldn't kiss him without cringing, couldn't imagine having sex with him without feeling sick
he didn't smell bad, he wasn't gross, i just wasn't attracted to him at all
and the worst part is i knew he really loved me and i just felt disgusted
i ended it and he cried saying he'd wait for me said he'd do anything
and i realized i'd rather die alone than be with a man who makes my skin crawl just because he's nice
i can't fake it i've tried and i hate myself for it
but the thought of marrying someone i'm not physically attracted to is worse than being a virgin forever
i'm a 4/10 white girl with an average body nothing special not ugly but definitely not hot
he was sweet and kind always texting me good morning and remembered little things i told him
but i just couldn't do it
i tried to force myself to feel something, anything, but every time he touched me it felt wrong
i couldn't kiss him without cringing, couldn't imagine having sex with him without feeling sick
he didn't smell bad, he wasn't gross, i just wasn't attracted to him at all
and the worst part is i knew he really loved me and i just felt disgusted
i ended it and he cried saying he'd wait for me said he'd do anything
and i realized i'd rather die alone than be with a man who makes my skin crawl just because he's nice
i can't fake it i've tried and i hate myself for it
but the thought of marrying someone i'm not physically attracted to is worse than being a virgin forever
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