>>81934122Here's the problem. There's no such thing as a bottom-of-the-barrel woman. Past the halfway mark, that barrel is all men all the way down.
Right now, you feel like you have no options because you believe no one wants you. If I showed you that I want you (granted you'd even allow that in the first place) you'll realize you DO have options, 99.99% of which are more appealing than me. Once you've made this realization, any love or loyalty you feel towards me will quickly dwindle away until you can comfortably justify crushing my heart into an even finer powder than it already is.
Don't worry though, the vast majority of people don't think like this, so you will eventually find someone to love because you're inherently desirable. Maybe you'll get lucky and it'll be someone who can keep you interested, but it ain't gonna be a broken thing like me. Have a good night.