paranoid that everyone in the friend groups I'm in secretly hate me as usual
mostly because of how many times its come true
and a lot of the demographic changing a bit, becoming either more mature or turning trans
wonder how long until I get backstabbed as usual

at least you're in one
my high school friend group kicked me out but i don't know if it was because of my actual personality or just because i was so socially anxious and dragging them down\
when i came back the summer after junior year three people in the group ignored me lmao