Thread 81940423

>get abandoned once
>so depressed I can barely eat
some of us are too sensitive for this world

>>81940423 (OP)
Who were you abandoned by buddy

>>81940423 (OP)
Dude I keep saying this to complete strangers to see if anyone is reading. But god made all the walking tour videos on youtube lol. Like he actually controls the people on the screen. Its not an authentic view into the streets of these cities, everyone on screen is acting, even the cars. God parks cars with 666 in the license plate outside churches all the time. Dude god is literally alright its pretty bad. Im gonna give it to you straight here. God made tinder basically to lie to us, because he was not willing to give us children. And he actually is the one who gets to reproduce. And, he will be using his magic to prevent us from doing it. Its too expensive for him. Hes quite a mother fucking piece of shit. But it seems our reality doesnt have contact with any other extra consciousnesses. So yeah basically. Lol, hes already killed my entire family on purpose too. So yeah, thats actually pretty bad when you kill ppl and then have sex in front of them. So thats what weve got dude. Yeah. Hes in my house too and wont leave. Its totally not cool but he wont leave.

>>81940428
a girl with bpd, of course

>>81940440
ok

>>81940423 (OP)
well, better get used to it or die anon. unfortunately no one gives a shit about sensitive people in this world.

>>81940452
I care about u now what<3 <3

>>81940423 (OP)
Take care anon, you're not the only one with extreme abandonment issues. The pain now will subside in time and your heart will harden to those around you. It's a natural response to negative stimuli. Try not to ruminate on what happened because if it didn't happen then it would have compounded into greater sorrow once it eventually happened. I have no honeyed words to soothe you just the grim reality a lot of us face.

>>81940447
I'm sorry buddy but it is kind of on you, I feel like you should have known better. But we can all be a bit foolish sometimes, right?
If you had known her for like less than 10 months, that's just silly man. But longer? I suppose I understand in that instance.


But I'll give you some advice regardless, you need something to do to fill the time where you used to talk to her. You just need to go "Fuck that was retarded and I shouldn't give my heart to mentally ill women, time to move on with my life." and get off 4chan and other places where people moan and bitch about "AUGHHH WOMEN!!! BAD!!!" and "sob I just wish I wasn't alone, why do I have to be a virgin with rage", and do something fun like video games or a hobby where you meet with people.
You wallow in shit? You are going to feel like shit, and you have no one else to blame other than yourself. I know how to crawl out of this shit, and if you need some 1 on 1 personal advice, a way to get out, I can help you out, you just need to ask and I will try to help you every step of the way

>>81940560
This one was super short. It's like a free trial for the pain I'll have to deal with in the future. And you're right. I've at least unadded her and deleted our messages. But I can't stop checking her public twitter

>>81940573
I could see right through her, really. I just wanted to see the best in her. Maybe because I was like her in so many ways. Where I thought I was acting needy and overbearing, was exactly when she was pulling away from me

I can't really focus on anything now, but I'll be good in a week or so

>>81940494
you're gonna make me blush anon

>>81940632
That's so sad little guy, seems like you've got a good heart. Hopefully you take this as a learning experience. You've got to guard your heart a bit more readily, and not fall for love bombing. I know the high of bpd love feels so great, but the fall feels so much worse.

>>81940669
You're my favorite anon

>>81940686
>seems like you've got a good heart
She sees me a little differently, I suspect!
>I know the high of bpd love feels so great, but the fall feels so much worse
You're right, you're right. It's just the time I felt alive in so long

Man
I don't like myself very much

>>81940632
Where did you add her from, was it here?

>>81940891
>was it here
lolyes

>>81940965
What was she like? I'm wondering if it's one of the ones I've talked to on here

>get burger
>feel good

>>81940968
I always had to initiate, but when she was high energy she put more effort into the conversation than I could. She went from extremely affectionate to not wanting to talk and pretending she was depressed.

Had the bpd thing where she was super introspective about herself, but was obviously going to make the same mistakes over and over again

>>81941011
How old was she/anything else notable about her?
I don't get women off here. Then again it's the same as women everywhere, they're all lonely but have a million guys to talk to

>>81941035
>How old was she
Claimed 18. I suspect 17, at least 16 (I turned 21 just a few months back). She lied about it repeatedly, which was really fucking weird!! Like if you think I'm a terrible person you have no reason to lie. If you think I'm not, it's kind of cruel!

>anything else notable about her
Mixed, e-girl makeup, had a bunch of piercings and scars

>I don't get women off here
They get consequence free validation. Most of these girls had terrible experiences with men, so they don't experience any guilt after using us

>>81940833
>I don't like myself very much
Anon, you did nothing wrong. We likely all have been duped by bpdemons. I know I have.

>>81941102
Hm ok not someone I've talked to them but the peircings and scars together are a big red flag.
>Terrible experiences with men
How bad can it be at that age. They're just cunts.

>>81941158
Getting your feelings played with by a teenage girls is pretty fucking humiliating

>>81941173
>How bad can it be at that age
They get cheated on and picrel. I wasn't like that in the slightest, but I wouldn't be surprised if that's how she sees me

>>81940833
uhm, thank you! also, i read the other replies in the thread and im sorry you had to deal with such a person. bpd demons are not worth your stress and mental health especially if you're a sensible person. dont let what happened make you hate yourself more cause its not your fault.
also, they dont deserve your pity most of the time.