How can I combine my desire to be feminized with my idealism? Like I gotta do great thangs but also want to be sissified.

>>81943942 (OP)
>coom in moderation

there you go

I dunno. Maybe try searching for women you admire and inspire you. and then try to emulate them in some ways.

>>81943972
nah OP is way too OCD to find a healthy balance in life. It's either he abandons this fetish completely or he succumbs to it in its entirety and becomes a pretty little princess

considering how low functioning your brain is to want to be put into a subordination position there is no possible way to also do a great thing which requires the opposite, sorry.

people remembered the mr. hands incident for a while though, you could try dying in some super gay infamous way

>>81943942 (OP)
not necessarily mutually exclusive. in many ways feminization porn and roleplay can act as a release valve for build up tension and stress. analysing why you desire to be feminized in the first place can help developing a healthy detachment to it, otherwise as long as you treat it as what it is, a fetish, it wont conflict with your personal ambition

>>81943942 (OP)
You need to fully repress it and never do it ever again. It's fundamentally evil and disgusting a road to sure destruction

>>81945318
can confirm it ruined my life. but the high I get every time is just so strong.

>>81943942 (OP)
I wish I could be into this but I only want to be sissified by a woman. If a man did it to me it feels like their only goal is just to fuck me in the ass, but a woman could do it because they want a friend too? idk

>>81945542
there are men like me out there who would want to be friends too
women who are into this usually just want your money
very, very very rare that they are really into this

You can 100% do this. I dated a super girly gay guy who got a real estate license as a teenager, worked out a lot, and worked on the side.

The fact that you think being feminine and being great don't mesh together tells me that you dont actually want to be feminized because of your lack of respect.

>>81943942 (OP)
Aren't there lots of very competent trannies in computer science/IT? You could apply this go getter attitude to your preferred area of expertise. Also, identifying as a minority foid, may give you affirmative action points boosting your career.

I can't tell if these threads are all made by one particularily insane tranny of if this is basically a permanent raid by some discord server.
Why don't you shit up /pol/ instead? That's where your opponents are, /r9k/ is mostly about depression. There's no reason for you guys to obsess over this place.

>>81946515
it's one person