Anyone else let themselves become hugely fat?

>>81946728 (OP)
jesus christ no i hate fat peoplr they stink and take too much space and theyre slow

>>81946728 (OP)
And im proud to be an american, for at least I know Im faaat

>>81946728 (OP)
he belongs on the Axiom

>>81946728 (OP)
nah it scares me :p

>>81946728 (OP)
lmagine the stench

>>81946728 (OP)
at one point i weighed 420lbs. i currently weigh 250.

>>81946728 (OP)
I can eat over 4,000 calories in a sitting and the most I've ever weighed was 280. I don't even know how this is possible.

>>81946728 (OP)
Only slightly overweight is acceptable or tolerable. Obesity is disgusting

Holy shit, ive always thought i was fat as fuck, thank you

>>81946836
Slightly overweight is even more infuriating because it means they could be genuinely attractive with almost no effort. So close yet so far.

>>81946860
Chubby dudes can be attractive. Morbidly obese, no.

>>81946833
Well done

ladido

>>81946808
dont be scared, its fine

>>81946728 (OP)
Yeah
Not intentionally, just mindbroken extreme absolute apathy for a decade+
414 lbs max weight, 196 currently, dropped it in 15 months
Just starting to deal with the underlying emotional shit that caused it now that I was getting closer to goal weight and it's fucking hard as shit, way harder than the physical process. Been stalled for two months and fighting off the urge to binge eat and drink daily when it wasn't even a thought for over a year while losing the bulk of the weight. At least I haven't gained weight back but I really see why the yoyo is so common. Being that fat is essentially a mental health problem manifesting physically and that's the real thing you have to fix

Yeah sorry for this not being a gainer post lmao
Weird ass fetish

>>81946977
i don't wanna be fat, i find it gross on me, i don't care if other people are fat, but i rather stay skinny

>>81946835
you should do that all the time. see what happens.

>>81946835
If you did that every day at average height while living sedentary, you'd reach maintenance at a bit over 500 lbs
So there's your answer
Eat even more to get bigger

Calculated my old daily eating habits and they were regularly 4000-5500 calories. Shit ton of fast food junk food and soda, all day every day. Big ass cooked meals too, I'd just eat an entire family portion. Whole box of spaghetti with a lb of sausage, entire bowl of salad. Eating is a drug when you're fat and gay

>>81946728 (OP)
i like fat guys :3

>>81946728 (OP)
On the bright side I have never heard of a obese adult living past 50 so you'll die soon. Every fat elderly person was thinner when they were younger and active.

>>81946728 (OP)
No, because I don't have an appetite. Two, I have self control. Three, only gay men like fat guys.

And even though I'm like pic related I'm still 20% body fat and flabby, but I should be 15%.

>>81948533
Make me huge then?

>>81948533
R-really now

>>81946728 (OP)
Not anywhere that much but I became obese when my depression got worse, I'm still depressed but my BMI is down to 25

>>81948607
There are permanent fat threads on /hm/

>>81946728 (OP)
Yeah, I'm probably about 20 pounds away from being 500. I just don't care that much. I'm fat, I'm lazy, it's whatever.

>>81948836
Good lawd, do you post to the trash threads or something

>>81948568
As that kind of obese he won't live even past 40.

I'm probably the fattest guy on here.
350lbs at 5'6.

>>81948568
>>81948942
It's right here. Keep in mind the average lifespan is 78.

yeah i gained 20kgs

Surprised there's never a freaky femanon just farming numbers and belly pics out of anons on these fatass threads

>>81948984
That's a lot. How did that happen?

>>81949003
over like a year but i basically just gave up on everything
good news when the only thing in life i had was food because even internet and games started getting boring i got into cooking and recently i've done a 2 week fast and got even more into cooking so i've lost like 5kg during the fast and now i just prepare my own food that's delicious but i'm still fat, i oslo got a $60 stainless steel pan that i learned to use over last 2 weeks ($60 is a lot for a neet with stingy parents)

>>81949175
What can you cook now? Were you actually skinny before this caught up to you lol

>>81949207
yeah i was like 75kg at some point and over like two years i got to ~103 peak
stir fry, omlettes, bolognese, tika masala, rice (actually hard to do properly), aglio e olio, cacio e pepe, carbonara, tortillas, chicken cutlets, fried rice, teriyaki chicken, gulash, chilli, chicken breast, tomato soup, curry, i can make a good pizza also
but i knew how to do 1/3 of those before to be fair, at this point it's harder for me to actually find interesting stuff that i actually could learn than what i want to eat but can't make. lot's of trying to figure out where to get good ingredients and avoid wasting food and saving time
also i learned how to meal prep, i failed uni (undergrad for clarification if youre american which you probably are since it's 2am) and i'm going back and i hope that meal prep will help me be more organized but i kind of doubt i'm really scared of working dead and minimum wage though so maybe fight or flight kicks in this time, fucking hate living in tiny apartment with 2-3 other people on a side note, i might need to actually push myself and find some loser to be my "friend" and babysit me through studying

>>81949280
i'm 93-94kg now, as mentioned i fasted for 2 weeks lost about 10kgs but some of that came back naturally, maybe i'll do another 1 week again or eat every 72h or something idk

i could try new sauces for stir fry or paella type of dish

>>81946772
this song is playing every time i walk into my local shoprite, without fail. this rendition would be a welcome change to that ear cancer

>>81948836
good on you for accepting it anon. respect and godspeed to you