are there any personal blackpills youve taken recently? ive come to realize i am a follower, not a leader. i can never be a leader. i hate having power over others, it makes me nauseous having that kind of influence over people. i cant trust myself with it. whenever i am handed any power i just want to disappear

>>81947866 (OP)
>are there any personal blackpills youve taken recently
terminally online foids love a/b/o

>>81947866 (OP)
There are plenty of women who would be happy with me but I will never meet them.

>>81947866 (OP)
I am still wondering if I really am as capable as I think I can be. I feel I have underachieved for most of my life. I think I will know within the next year.
>it makes me nauseous having that kind of influence over people
I'm not a big fan of leading even though I can lead, but sometimes it's necessary. You'll need to delegate some of the power as well, so you won't be alone.

>>81947866 (OP)
Everything in the material world is about power. Money = Power, Strength = Power, Confidence = Power, Murder = Power
See how the Womens pussies gush as they write letters to the serial killed. See how they spam the fake dating profile of the buff male model.
Even if it's one of those druggos thats so fucked in the head he talks a big game, a few women will fall for that just from the perception of power.
I'm not interested in that retarded game

>>81947866 (OP)
urgghh

>>81947968
don't forgot height and fame as well, also power

>>81947969
women are comically evil creatures

>>81947866 (OP)
I was born a poorfag and might be a poorfag for the next 20 years or so.
Alongside numerous other reasons that I won't go into, this is one of the reasons I am against having children

>>81947866 (OP)
sex is normal. i had always thought it was gross and weird, but everyone wants it and craves it, both genders. they all look for pleasure in something i so terribly hate

>>81947866 (OP)

Pic-related was it for me recently.