>>81949708Whether or not you're different is for the most part, irrelevant. But, the chances are you're just a fairly normal dude who thinks he's autistic, but isn't. It's rampant around here.
The important thing is that you're alienated. But who's alienating you?
You are. You're the one who identifies as different. "I'm not like them". You are literally identifying as alienated. You are making yourself alienated. You are acting in a way that alienates yourself.
I, and most people in the world, do not give a shit if you're different. It's a non issue. You don't fit in because you don't want to fit in, or, as I said earlier, but more bluntly, you WANT to be different. You WANT to be an outlier, you WANT to be alienated. It's your identity.
Herein lies the issue, you're not doing anything with your differentness, it's just an excuse for you to alienate yourself from the world.
I'll even take the bait, what makes you so different that it's impossible for you to make friends in the real world?