Anonymous
7/25/2025, 8:30:53 PM No.81959096
I'm sure it's a hallmark of insanity and one day I'll snap and kill 15 people but:
Whenever I feel negative emotions, I disassociate and almost step outside of my own body and reduce the world down to a very cold, analytical, indifferent black hole and tell myself the emotion I feel isn't real, it's an illusion, my brain is manipulating me into reacting in a way that fascilitates the continued proliferation of the species. There isn't even an "I" to feel these things, even that is a trick. And I feel the anger or the sadness or the despair bleeding out of me, and then I'm calm again.
Whenever I feel negative emotions, I disassociate and almost step outside of my own body and reduce the world down to a very cold, analytical, indifferent black hole and tell myself the emotion I feel isn't real, it's an illusion, my brain is manipulating me into reacting in a way that fascilitates the continued proliferation of the species. There isn't even an "I" to feel these things, even that is a trick. And I feel the anger or the sadness or the despair bleeding out of me, and then I'm calm again.
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