Realistically why arent you fagmaxxing? It is ridiculously easy to get laid as a gay dude.
>shave
>be lean
>call yourself a twink
>say you suck good dick (even if you dont)
You will get 30 instant clicks on Grindr at least. Yes its THAT EASY

There's actually a lot of gay people I think so you shouldn't get too deluded...in the bible they are the "abusers of themselves with men". I am a religious nut lowkey that's why. Angels that fall from heaven become devils Spike, I would be a hardened criminal badass ofc. but then spiceboi moptop would get me.

>>81960318 (OP)
I'm a 33 year old gay guy and I've never been laid. Never even kissed a guy.
A guy I liked touched my shoulder while he was walking past me today and it made my day. That's how touch-starved I am.