Oh what a jolly and amazing day! For 12 years I only ever talked to one friend. Today I joined a group voicechat and we all talked, and I talked normally even! It is like I haven't unlearned a thing! I was a social teen and child, so I guess this is just burned into my brain and got reactivated!


I thank my good lord my God Jesus Christ. Amen. I never thought I could do it. There is still hope..something I haven't felt for a decade now. Thank you Jesus that you hindered me from killing myself.

Now will the one friend embrace this and block you or try to clip your wings

>>81963848 (OP)
I don't get how you guys can be downright subhuman Gollum creatures like this

>>81963848 (OP)
I love the word jolly so much. Glad to hear you're doing well brother

>>81963866
Guess you're american. In europe that's normal. We have plenty of long term neets on government welfare or heritage bucks.
Especially nords will become hermits, it's their social nature.

>>81963848 (OP)
How do you do it? today i had to talk because an aunt came to visit with her bf, the dude was cool but fuck, talking with a stranger fucking dried me, like i ran a mental marathon.
Always that i have to make small talk is the same, i remain sad and fucked for the rest of the day kek. Mom made cake at least.

>>81963933
Peer pressure. You need at least ONE friend to pressure you in. I didn't want to do it, but I bought some wine and beer, drank myself some courage, and did it. The first step is ALWAAAAYS the hardest. Once you get over the first step, it's easy street.

>>81963978
>You need at least ONE friend
nuh uh, i don't even like talking to people, why would i try so hard?

>>81964031
Well then..enjoy being alone I guess?

>>81964094
i don't :c

>>81964116
that's some crazy development in your social life, dude.

>>81963848 (OP)
Glory to God! Christ is in our midst!

>>81964116
Just make one friend somehow bro..I know you can. Play some online games where people meet. I believe in you.

>>81964786
i don't enjoy being alone but i don't enjoy being with people either. Thus, i don't want frens, i don't want anything; and if anything, i just want to be left alone 'til God calls me to his kingdom.

So am I gonna have to be the one to comment that Frieren's feet are on the opposite legs

>>81965967
based feet noticer