alone on friday night with nothing to look forward to award

>>81964464 (OP)
WHAT ABOUT PLAYING SOME VIDEOGAME

>>81964481
because everyone is gone. laugh at me if you must. laugh at me if you want. it's all the same in the end.

>>81964495
Everyone's not gone anon. we'll still be here, if you let us

>>81964495
why would i laugh at you anon? are you okay? do you want to talk itt

>>81964464 (OP)
Awwww
Wish I could help you.....

>>81964587
i'm always second best. even second to nothing.

>>81964595
if i'm posting, then i'm usually not okay, nonny..

because me squirming and fidgeting is something funny. why not laugh at this dancing monkey?

>>81964821
>because me squirming and fidgeting is something funny.
it's not funny. what is making you feel this way? the last dancing monkey i saw was the one in a game named Mother 3. and he was suffering.

>>81964829
>it's not funny.
others disagree

>what is making you feel this way?
loneliness. do you feel that way too?

>and he was suffering
it's in the job description

>>81964821
>why not laugh at this dancing monkey?
Dance! Dance! Dance for me monkey! You better have one of those funny square hats and the red and gold vest plus cymbals.

>>81964821
>i'm always second best. even second to nothing.
welcome, to my very own lonely hearts club !

>>81965044
>others disagree
well, others are dum dum
>loneliness. do you feel that way too?
sometimes, not always. i am lucky to say i have found people on this board that help me feel way less lonely. have you ever met anyone like that?

>>81965052
strings in hand, pluck at my heart. to your tune i dance, marionette. use me, as everyone does. the show must go on.

>>81965089
i've always wanted to feel a part of something! where do i sign?

>>81965121
i've met someone like that. who helped ward the loneliness, kept it at bay. now their warmth is absent, harrowing i miss. i am frozen in winter's grasp once again.

how did things go for you?

>>81965206
>use me, as everyone does
If I can use you I'll not throw you away until your usefulness fades. Be my puppet, I'll give you some facsimile of warmth, some shadow of belonging. I can give you a place for as long as you earn your keep.

man shut UP bro

>>81965249
you can use more words than that to express yourself. use more colourful language. blue is quite nice.

>>81965224
i've not much appetite to earn, but i thank you for the offer.

chad told me to tell you he'd text you in the morning sis it's gonna be okay

>>81965206
>where do i sign?
i'd hand you a pen, but you already took everything.

>>81965263
>i've not much appetite to earn, but i thank you for the offer.
If you change your mind, all you need to do is everything you're told. Life is so simple when every choice is made for you. No more tears, no more struggle. Just the bliss of knowing that everything you do is the right thing to be done.

>>81965268
if i have the pen, then can you produce the paper? if there are things you wish for me to return, we can make an itemized list.

>>81965266
thank you for the hope, sis. while some would gleeful prod that this would make me do cartwheels and handstands, we are no longer in contact i fear.

>>81965272
i hold my agency in high regard, nonny. even if stripped bare to bone, but i will always have my own will.

>>81965263
man FUCK you im not tryna see this bullshit of a thread on my fucking screen i got free will i dont gotta listen to what u say to me

>>81965297
>if there are things you wish for me to return, we can make an itemized list.
a decade and a hymen, for starters.

yeah he said he changed his mind it's cool he'll get back to you
also i've always imagined you talk the way you type

>> 81965404
i live in section 8 you have a problem with how i talk?

>>81965465
>>81965313
Lowtiergod posts on r9k?

>>81964464 (OP)
shit i'm there too, it's sad anon it's very sad but we must continue forward, I might play some fallout 3 on a ps3 I got, game's fun but aiming is kinda awkward, videogames don't numb the misery these days, i know something that does in fact numb the misery but I know i'll feel worst afterwards so there's no point

I really really hope you find bliss
https://youtu.be/oyQNvgVJyRM

>>81965313
exercise your free will and close the thread then. have a nice night.

>>81965404
i sincerely doubt that sis, but i thank you for the encouragement anyway. i am as much an idiot with my voice as i am with my written words.

>>81965480
i don't think much will undo the burden of knowing people would rather perish, choosing 'nothing', over you. imagine coming second to nothing?

np np you should probably pick up an opioid habit atp it's basically what it feels like when you imagine them loving you back times ten or so
or you could maintain no contact and move on with your life
or both