I wish I could become truly gay so I could just submit and be controlled by a real man

>>81972010 (OP)
looks like you're already gay, nigga

>>81972019
not properly gay. It's just porn addiction. I can't really fall in love with men

>>81972079
maybe you should quit porn

>>81972097
I go without for long periods of time but I have no romantic prospects so I come back to it

>>81972120
sounds like you need a real man to force you to quit watching porn

>>81972137
If I had a dad I probably wouldn't be like this

>>81972010 (OP)
I'm already tru-gay and i fantasize about loving relationships with men more than actual sex most of the time

>>81972145
lots of guys with dads fall down the porn rabbit hole. what are you fantasizing about, becoming a "boiwife" or something?

>>81972010 (OP)
honestly I would trade like -2 inches off my length for big fat hangers like that

I wish a cool strong guy would be attracted to me and lust for me, but even if I was gay I'm not good looking enough for that.

>>81972148
for me love and sex don't need to be totally separate
>>81972168
yes I want to be ultra submissive to a real masculine man. I want to take care of him and serve all his needs. I want him to need me and be happy because I do everything that he needs

>>81972178
big balls are nice but so is a big dick
>>81972209
yeah being gay is all about looks

Why don't you shit on a cock

>>81972215
>yes I want to be ultra submissive to a real masculine man. I want to take care of him and serve all his needs. I want him to need me and be happy because I do everything that he needs
nta but I sympathize with you OP, this is all I wanted in my 20s and I'm sure it's where most of the trans stuff comes from

>>81972225
I don't like poopy
>>81972228
Yeah I've had a sissy fetish in the past too. I'm kinda just cooked

>>81972215
>for me love and sex don't need to be totally separate
They're not separate for me at all, i just am so lonely i would rather get hugs and cuddles and kisses rather than get buttfucked atm, sex is a low priority for me

also you definitely sound gay i think you just haven't found the right guy yet so you think you "don't fall in love with men"
>>81972228
>I'm sure it's where most of the trans stuff comes from
tranny shit is fetishizing the idea of being a woman, if you don't truly want to be a woman you're just gay

>>81972243
>Yeah I've had a sissy fetish in the past too. I'm kinda just cooked
same, the whole 9 yards too. clothes, makeup, cage, etc

>>81972264
meh I'm bi at best. Had zero attracting to men when I was young. Big huge boners for women during that time
>>81972266
I wish anal was easy and felt better for me. I be a massive whore by now

>>81972293
>I wish anal was easy and felt better for me. I be a massive whore by now
yeah anal is such a pain in the ass...lol well it did hurt the first few times yes but the whole prep just ruins it. don't see how people love that.

the physical sensation isn't that great though you're right, but I did LOVE being pinned under him as he used me as he pleased, that made it worth it

>>81972293
Yeah you're probably bi. for me i just have almost no romantic or sexual attraction to women as a whole. never really have
>I wish anal was easy and felt better for me. I be a massive whore by now
Anal is overrated asf, it doesn't really feel that good for most people, it's more of a psychological submission thing rather than giving you mind numbing pleasure.

Honestly the prep itself is just too hard like that other anon said, you have to eat healthy so you don't have gross runny shits, you have to douche and shower all the time, it sucks.

I hope i can date a dude who doesn't care about sex that much. I'm willing to do anal i just feel like it's a huge inconvenience

>>81972329
yeah getting dominated feels so good. The one time I had sex with a man we made out while I was wearing panties. He kissed me so rough and gently but firmly fondled my ass. I also got on my knees and sucked his cock. Makes me feel so attractive and desired

>>81972353
yeah you're right. The fantasy for me is getting plowed all the time and getting pleasure from having my prostate crushed but that's not realistic

>>81972374
I just like the idea of getting fucked for pleasing my man and making him feel good and feeling owned and used. i don't really care about my own pleasure at all

I tried fingering myself and honestly it feels like literally nothing. I put 3 fingers up there. I thought id have a mindnumbing orgasm but i guess not.

>>81972419
I wouldn't mind feeling nothing so I can just let my master pound me for his pleasure. It's a different story when in hurts

>>81972365
>yeah getting dominated feels so good.
yes, it 100% fried my brain. giving up complete control and doing everything he says is incredibly hot on it's own, before you even do anything sexual. my bf, the only guy I've ever been with, had all sorts of rules and I loved it, I loved following them. just completely his toy, that was the best part

>>81972441
Lol im gonna admit im bit of a masochist, it hurt a bit the first time i did it and i really liked the pain somehow, i don't know why. maybe it's the endorphin rush

>>81972464
man that sounds so nice was he hung?
>>81972466
lol I'm jealous. It would be easier if I just loved being beat up

>>81972504
>man that sounds so nice was he hung?
he was like 6.5" so pretty big, he had probably 2" on me and much much thicker which I loved...until he finally fucked me and yeah it did hurt like hell. we'd even been doing anal training, probably broscience lmao but dildos that got larger and larger and I'd been wearing a plug for him

>>81972561
good it's very important for his cock to be bigger. Hopefully you can take him soon

>>81972581
it's very important that his cock be bigger, I agree! can't worship it properly if you're bigger than him

>>81972010 (OP)
I know that feeling, I actually turned myself gay

>>81972690
what the fuck they said you were born gay and it waasn't a choice...

>>81972732
To be fair, I most likely was born bi because I was attracted to women as a child. But when I discovered how vapid most women really are, along with how rare masculine and autistic women are, my brain just turned gay. It's easier to deal with autistic men and pre-op troons (large overlap, but still)

>>81972010 (OP)
debunked: it's photoshop.

you can all go home now.

>>81973000
>debunked: it's photoshop.
lmao you thought it was real???

>>81972732
You can be born gay or prison gay
>>81973000
who cares?

>>81973042
my balls are that big irl though

>>81973329
now you need to post them

pic is fake and hetero

>>81973364
so? It looks good

>>81973000
i mean it's ridiculous, even taking angle into account each ball is like 85% the size of his fist and the dick is longer and thicker than the forearm, like who the fuck are we kidding

And how does this make you feel OP?

>>81974076
lmao at the turkey neck

>>81972010 (OP)
Why not just be a straight man who admires penis

>>81974076
makes me feel good and weak
>>81974334
because I can't get a gf

>>81974543
but have you actually tried, being a weird sex freak is pretty cool too though, vr chat is good for that

>>81974745
I've tried everything. I'm a weird looking effeminate males with dad muscle building genes. Women are simply not attracted to me