I'm alone because I'm racist to myself. I'm very mixed and there's no combination in the world like me.
Like, in what world will I be able to find a girl in her early 20s who's Korean-Nigerian-Scottish-Hungarian-Mexican-Jewish-Iraqi-Hungarian. Yes, that exact combination.
I kinda want to date a girl, I don't care about appearance and such, but like... I'm disgusted at the thought of being with any of them because that's race mixing, and race mixing is how I ended up here. Do women even like gigamutts like me? Am I fucked up in the head?

>>81974479 (OP)
Most women don't care about racial mixing. Actually, the average woman can't even tell what races you're mixed with. You're brainrotted by racist internet propaganda.
So yes, you're fucked up in the head.

race is pseudoscientific and doesn't exist

>>81974528
I want to date someone but I intentionally sabotage myself due to the guilt of me repeating the same "mistake" that led to my own existence. I want to stop that overcome my fear and "disgust" on race mixing while being mixed myself.

>>81974557
nobody actually believes this bro, give it up

Get some chick with a BBC kink if you look black enough, idk

i'm irish-jewish-spanish-mexican-angolan it's whatever. most women don't care but maybe you only like extremely racist women. why are you disgusted by race mixing?

>>81974739
>why are you disgusted by race mixing?
everyone is

>>81974779
i'm not, original

>>81974779
>>81974789
Me neither. I want a half white half east Asian gf.

>>81974739
When I look at myself in the mirror, I see an artificial reconstruction of a human being, made out of people from all over the world. It's just not normal. In the past, people like me could not exist, this only became possible due to transportation and technology. It makes me feel like a project.

>>81974479 (OP)
you don't have to have kids. just let your mutt bloodline end with you. but that doesn't mean you can't fuck a bitch

>>81974858
It's just that it feels... disrespectful. Thousands of years of evolution made a beautiful white, asian, or even black girl. Only for some "beast" like me to do things with them for a day or two.

>>81974479 (OP)
have you considered just not being retarded? like just stop having retarded thoughts like this:
>>81974884