Thread 82041599

Playing tf2 and taking it easy

>>82041599 (OP)
>MEDIC
damn I miss tf2
Whats ur favourite class? Im stuck between scout n medic ig
But I like to sentry jump with engi on the 2fort bridge and watch the blue team struggle cause of my sentry up there
>I finally played that one drum game I always wanted to play
>https://files.catbox.moe/masipp.jpg
>im gonna get a arcade pass to save my progress next time desu
>also the steins gate maid coffee was great
>I got a maid larping as faris
>while leaving she acted like okabe with el psy congoroo towards me
>I had to laugh so hard
>ig I get the appeal of maid coffees
>lonely guy + cute japanese grill equals shutup and take my money

>>82034177
>I could never get into drawing unfortunately
sigh
me neither
i wish i could draw some kewl things
>I have a house in a small town so it's not completely isolated
what's it like? The town
>Are you going anywhere this summer?
no. I wanted 2 go work in norgay but that didn't work out
>well the chronicles will need someone to navigate through them
it should make things more interesting and realistic because everyone experiences dreamscapes differently, perceives them differently
the echoes i bring back with me after i wake up are often vague and incomplete, and they could be developed into a story each, hence origin story
i see. Do u wanna make like a story based thing?
>not really, but there are some cuts that get my heart beating faster, like wolf cuts or pixie cuts
pixie cuts r nice
do u like tomboys?
>>82040341
well how will your anon know u wanna hug them if u dont say who it is?
>>82032920
>oh i see. just like it should be right now but yeah too bad capitalism exists.
i wsh i lived in star trek frankly... I could visit all of u if we all lived there!
>what about in nearby towns? if you find a job in a hotel they might even offer you a room to stay in yknow.
i could try my uni town ig...
>make the cream yourself then!
how do u do that?
>>82032438
was it a painful experiment?
>>82031992
>That's good. If they were off at the time of the flood there's a good chance they'll be alright.
i think they were lol
>I'll drink it if I'm offered some but it's not something I seek out. Milk tea here is nice because it's quite sweet but it's not something I get very often.
do u always drink tea with milk?
>>82041715
>Whats ur favourite class? Im stuck between scout n medic ig
i enjoy playing demo with the loch n load. Still suck at it tho lol

I've got a meeting with my supervisor next week. Hopefully I can work out what I'm supposed to be doing after that.

>>82041318
>I'm convinced that they push the clocks way higher than the chips can handle to make up for how bad they are compared to AMD ones.
I wish I knew enough about semiconductors to understand why that is. Are their chip designers just worse?
>Instead I decided to buy one of those recent cooling pad models that isolate the bottom to push more air into the laptop, seems to work pretty well so far, and it also keeps the dust from getting inside
I've not heard of those but that sounds pretty neat.
>Can it run on any system?
For now you can play around with it and try to install it on other things but whether your hardware will work is pretty hit and miss. I'm not sure how much longer it'll last since they moved from Intel chips to their own ARM ones. Up to Monterey ran pretty great on my t460 but Ventura gave me some issues because the onboard graphics stopped being supported. Worth playing around with if you're into tinkering.
>What would be the disadvantage of using it over Wiener?
Stuff is more likely to break since you're running it on hardware it's not designed for but I didn't have any problems with it until I updooted too far.
You can also develop Mac/iOS software if you're enough of a sadist.
>Oh yeah they've been pushing some weird stuff lately...
I do see some irony in moving to diet-China and it somehow being less restrictive in a lot of regards. Still, I want to do what I can to avoid being deported in case I do or say something I shouldn't.
>more security and (optimistically) performance updates
I think 11 is supposed to have better task scheduling for my CPU but I've not had any issues with that yet so I might just hold out until the extended security patches stop in like 2032. The right click changes are enough to put me off.

>>82041879
>do u always drink tea with milk?
I try to. Here they used condensed milk so it's better.

have you played the community server where its players vs a whole stack of engineers, pretty fun hey

taking it easy during lunchtime
today i ran out of beef stroganoff, so from now on i gotta eat outside
i heard there's a really good place nearby where i could bring my food back home, coworker should take me there on tuesday
so maybe i'll get to have lunch at home more often, we'll see

>>82041879
>Do u wanna make like a story based thing?
each dream is a story of its own, so kinda
mostly just someone wandering through dreamscapes and how that affects their mood once they wake up

>do u like tomboys?
why yes, i am a tomboy respecter and enjoyer, how could you ever tell? :^)
pixie cuts don't have much to do with it though, i guess it appeals to my tomboy preferences but to me, that one is more about acting like a tomboy than looking like one, i'll take the former over the latter anyday
pixie cuts mostly appeal to me because they're unusual, and i like unusual

>>82041930
p.s. sending out a tight hug for yuyuko anon, a pat on the backs of eiki anon and hu tao anon along with a nice handshake, and all of the above for kaguyanon
take care of yourselves out there, anons
i appreciate all of you for keeping me company

For Ice-T
>https://files.catbox.moe/udqm6g.jpg
Professional gangstalking
>>82041879
>i enjoy playing demo with the loch n load. Still suck at it tho lol
Yea demo is fun overall but I suck too, he is the most trickiest one to master methinks
>tfw they nerfed his n0 damage sticky gun for sticky jumps
Big sad, it used to be so easy n brutal
Or just funny, I rike it when game mechanics can be abused in absurd ways
ALSO
ISNT THIS THE GUY WHO OWNs THIS PLACE?
Why are they using him for train ads?
Anyhoo Goodnight

Feeling british rn (spilled tea all over myself).
>>82041879
>was it a painful experiment?
It was quite pleasant actually, a fertility drug test. And yes I did grow breasts because of it. Watching too much hentai for years does wonders to a brain.

>>82041915
>I've got a meeting with my supervisor next week. Hopefully I can work out what I'm supposed to be doing after that.
hopefully no more ai haha
has he said anything about ur report?
>I try to. Here they used condensed milk so it's better.
I used to drink tea that way but rn u prefer it without milk. I always drink coffee with milk though
>>82041925
i haven't
what's it like?
>each dream is a story of its own, so kinda
mostly just someone wandering through dreamscapes and how that affects their mood once they wake up
U could have them be some sort of traveler of the astral plane who travels to different realities or something!
>why yes, i am a tomboy respecter and enjoyer, how could you ever tell? :^)
I like em 2!
>pixie cuts mostly appeal to me because they're unusual, and i like unusual
what other unusual things do u like?
>>82042370
>Yea demo is fun overall but I suck too, he is the most trickiest one to master methinks
yeah
i still kinda suck at sticky jumping...
>>82042435
do u have lewd dreams often?
>Feeling british rn (spilled tea all over myself).
eawl gwey?

Dear OP, sorry for not dropping by recently, only I've been busy watching a puddle evaporate. Glad to see you haven't tinkered with the thread's winning formula by trying to introduce any quality into it.

2day I was craving chinese takeout
so I got chinese takeout
don't let ur dreams be dreams everynyan
>>82034337
>perhaps you could backup your save in case it crashes?
I think the save itself is corrupted desu
>or you could get another version of the rom file
will do that now, hope that fixes it 4 gud dis time
>i just want to pick berries and tend to chickens all day
That'd be a comfy pursuit, but do u think you could do that 4 a long time without craving moar stimuli?
>colour me interested, what is this about?
gibs 4 all once ai replaces low skilled labour and shrinks the demand for bretty much all jobs that can be augmented by ai
u might think the rich wouldn't support that, but they will push the hardest cause no wagies = no stuff to sell em!
>cope but yes
being a practitioner of the art of philosophical narcotization helps desu

resisting the urge to drink beers

>>82041879
>I could visit all of u if we all lived there!
what if earth gets exploded by a death laser or something?
>i could try my uni town ig...
then go try! you got nothing to lose
>how do u do that?
oh i dunno. im not a chef lol. look up some recipes. god, i wonder for how long i'll be able to keep up the "i want to be a chef" facade.
>>82043272
>don't let ur dreams be dreams everynyan
thank you for this incredible inspiring message anon
>I think the save itself is corrupted desu
sad. hope the new version works. would be a shame if you cant experience getting farted on by an oversized pink gorilla
>but do u think you could do that 4 a long time without craving moar stimuli?
if thats all i knew about life, yes. i wouldnt want more because i wouldnt know there's more. globalization was a mistake because it makes people crave for things that in a pre-advanced communication world they wouldnt even have known existed. this is perpetually making everyone crave for more and never be content with what they have because "it could be better if i had this". you'd just be content with picking berries if thats the only thing you know you could do.
>u might think the rich wouldn't support that
they wont because
1- it could benefit humanity and possibly make labour not a necessity for people in the future (they dont want that, society is averse to evolving right now because its not profitable)
2- if there's no lower class anymore then it means no more people buying cheap and useless shit (that costs less to produce, thus more profitable if sold in huge amounts) so unless the entire lower class that has jobs replaceable by AI gets purged, then they'd suddenly have a billion unemployed people that need a new job. and they dont want poor people to have good jobs.

tldr: i hope everyone on this planet except people i like dies.
>>82043272
>the art of philosophical narcotization
teach me master

>>82042728
Not often but I like having them. It's fun.
>eawl gwey?
Greenfield.

>>82041879
>what's it like?
It's uuh... old looking, and very small
There's like 500 or less people that live in it, kind of remote but still close enough to some more populated areas
>I wanted 2 go work in norgay but that didn't work out
That's a shame... Are you enjoying the summer at least?
>>82041915
>Are their chip designers just worse?
I think they'd rather spend resources implementing backdoors than focus on the actual product
>that sounds pretty neat
Until you look at the prices...
>they moved from Intel chips
Heh, wonder why
Do older versions still get updates at least?
I don't like when software is on a time limit... It's especially bad on Android when older devices eventually stop getting updates and some apps drop support for them
>develop Mac/iOS software
I could blame Apple for indirectly making my life worse...
>somehow being less restrictive in a lot of regards
I've heard things are bad in China and Korea but I don't know the details. What I do know is that the West might be equally fugged soon
>The right click changes are enough to put me off
If you mean the context menu you can disable that, in fact Talon already does it for you
I don't know what they were thinking when they decided to add a double menu... The first one is also very sluggish sometimes

Adding skogsbaer in my skogsbaer yoghurt. Now that's what I call baudrillardian ha ha.

>>82041599 (OP)
factorio, drugs, and suicidal ideation

>>82044937
>There's like 500 or less people that live in it, kind of remote but still close enough to some more populated areas
Will u find a wife there?
>>82044937
>That's a shame... Are you enjoying the summer at least?
I feel like i'm wasting my time desu
>>82044642
How was ur day?
>>82043491
Let's hope that does not happen...
>then go try! you got nothing to lose
I will try then
>oh i dunno. im not a chef lol. look up some recipes. god, i wonder for how long i'll be able to keep up the "i want to be a chef" facade.
U dont wanna be a cook?
I thought u liked cookin 4 other ppl
>>82045226
Whats wrong?
>>82045172
Whats that?

>>82043491
>thank you for this incredible inspiring message anon
np np, hope it didnt inspire u 2much and made u give in to ur beer cravings
>would be a shame if you cant experience getting farted on by an oversized pink gorilla
fomo hitting hard with this one...
g2g back to it tmrw...
>if thats all i knew about life, yes
there's smth peaceful about blissful ignorance...
>"it could be better if i had this"
are u personally thinking like that?
luckily I'm quite content for the most part, atleast when it comes 2 material possessions, i think...
>(they dont want that, society is averse to evolving right now because its not profitable)
It'd be profitable for employers though...and every other higherup that has more influence on politicians than the average wagie...
>i hope everyone on this planet except people i like dies.
hehe I like that idea
>teach me master
just cope and gaslight urself until u think life is good, young padawan!
>>82045226
>factorio, drugs
scientists have yet to unveil the difference

>>82046371
>How was ur day?
Rediscovered a bunch of old games from over a decade ago. They're really fun and also have suprisingly banger music in them. I was also set on to look for my Madagascar (ps2) cd disc but it mysteriously went missing so I ended up getting a digital copy from net.
I also learned about Disney themed DDR game today and its insane soundtrack, really feeling like I'm discovering a lot more new things now that I have free time.

>>82041599 (OP)
i remember when this was the 'hardcore' game lol back in the day of tf2 it was 16 slots 64-player servers like 18 and they only had maybe one matchmaking client lol those were the days
i remember taking a break from tf2 for a couple years then trying

>>82041715
i main spy, and yes i blame my team whenever we lose and act toxic in chat

>>82046720
what sort of games did u discover?
>>82046815
do u still play tf2 sometimes?

>>82045172
Adding Aisu's yoghurt in my skogsbaer yoghurt. Now that's what I call baudrillardian ha ha.

>I went to Tsukiji Outer Market
>had some sushi and sweets for breakfast
>saw some real wasabi and exotic looking fishe
>was fun
>but its super hot today
>I saw big fish markets in Dubai so I wasnt rly up to explore more in this heat
>quick break in my hotel room
>then I will go2akihabara for moar arcade time
>>82042728
>yeah
>i still kinda suck at sticky jumping...
Im pretty sure I cant do it anymore, same as rocketjump ;_;
Havent played since way too long
>https://youtu.be/dzMq5_thk4o?si=qSbP7J_NqZ_zfNJ9
To be desu these kind of videos got me into tf2
>>82046907
>The Heavy is a Spy!
>The Heavy is a Spy!
>The Heavy is a Spy!
I spam that shittu as soon as I go paranoid and switch2pyro
brrrr

I want to sleep but storms keep waking me up. Can't take it easy like this...

>>82042728
>hopefully no more ai haha
If he makes me change my topic to AI I'm dropping out.
>has he said anything about ur report?
Not yet. Hopefully he read it and thought it was awful so he never makes me do another.
>I used to drink tea that way
With condensed milk? Is that common over there?

>>82044937
>Until you look at the prices...
How much do they usually go for?
>Heh, wonder why
The power draw on ARM is so much lower. It makes me wonder if we'll ever drop x86 for desktops. The x86 compatibility layer Apple uses works pretty well so I don't think it's completely out there.
>Do older versions still get updates at least?
You usually get 5-7 years of OS upgrades, all of which get 3 years of security patches. The next OS version is the last one to support Intel chips.
>It's especially bad on Android when older devices eventually stop getting updates and some apps drop support for them
At that point you have to weigh up the pros of getting security patches from something like Lineage (assuming your phone is even supported) and having an unlocked bootloader which a bunch of apps freak out about.
>I don't know the details.
I know you can get in hot water in mainland China for stuff you send on WeChat (so not even public social media posts). If things ever get that bad you should probably worry.
>What I do know is that the West might be equally fugged soon
The sad thing is it's what the general public wants when polled on it (at least in the UK). I don't even think it's manipulation or manufactured consent or something. The Jiminy Cricket-like conscience a lot of people have is just Joseph Stalin...
>If you mean the context menu you can disable that
Good to know. I have no idea why they'd change the default like that.

>>82047710
>what sort of games did u discover?
A 4 game compilation of "games for whole family", number 8 on top of that. We never owned any of the 7 ones before that and I wonder if it's still possible to get them online.
It's just typical stuff like puzzles, item collecting and similiar things. Another one is a dolphin racing game that never understood how to play properly.

>>82046371
>Let's hope that does not happen...
i kind of hope it does.
>I will try then
tell me how it goes!
>U dont wanna be a cook?
i dont even know if its true or just another lie i tell to myself.
>>82046630
>and made u give in to ur beer cravings
quite the opposite actually! i dont think anything is going to save me from drinking tonight though.
>g2g back to it tmrw...
i wish you luck and good rng
>about blissful ignorance...
yeah, i wish i didnt know all the things that i know. wish i didnt know how society really is, how insignificant i am, how people truly are, how flawed everything is. kill me please.
>are u personally thinking like that?
yes. mostly when it comes to romance. i think people are right when they say "media warps your view of things" because it made me crave for something so unrealistic, like genuine love.
i also think my life would be better if i was born somewhere else
>I'm quite content for the most part
thats good, i wish i could too
>It'd be profitable for employers though...
how so?
>just cope and gaslight urself until u think life is good
i am too disillusioned for that to work sadly.

I like Gold Ship quite a lot, now to make her my entire personality.

>>82051850
Whats a goldship

have you ever added an anon from this board? i added someone i had a nice conversation with a few days ago in league and now im way too nervous to log in...

>>82041599 (OP)
HOLY SHIT ITS THIS GUY AGAIN I AM SO PISSED. WHY DOES HE KEEP DOING THIS? THESE THREADS NEVER STOP, WHEN ONE ARCHIVES ANOTHER ONE COMES UP. WHY CANT THIS GUY SHOW MERCY TO US AND STOP WITH THE TORTURE???

>>82051906
>when I was 16y old I kept adding anons from here to ask for d*ck pics
>I had a big collection

>>82051864
Funny horse girl from the horse girls racing game.

>>82049479
>I want to sleep but storms keep waking me up. Can't take it easy like this...
how bad r they?
>>82050330
>If he makes me change my topic to AI I'm dropping out.
hopefully that doesn't happen then haha
would be rather rude of him
>Not yet. Hopefully he read it and thought it was awful so he never makes me do another.
how has your thesis been progressing?
>With condensed milk? Is that common over there?
No, wiht normal milk and no i just wanted to LARP as a British person
>>82051196
mayhap ur pc is 2 advanced 4 these games hehe
>>82051269
>i kind of hope it does.
but imagine hutanon! What if we all could b happi!
>tell me how it goes!
okay...
>i dont even know if its true or just another lie i tell to myself.
u might b running away, hutanon
don't run away!
>>82051850
man this horse game is really popping off innit?
>>82051906
i have added a couple of anons
they're good frens of mine
>and now im way too nervous to log in...
don't b shy! What's makin u nervous?
>>82051913
just take it ez anon

>was about to go bpd
>got some super spicy ramen in time
>>82051926
Oh, seems like the new big thing currently, im pretty sure I saw ads for it over here too already
Desu she seems a lil violent

>wasn't about to go BPD
>got spicy ramen anyway

>>82046371
>Will u find a wife there?
What..? No, I'm not into grannies...
>I feel like i'm wasting my time desu
How so?
>>82050330
>How much do they usually go for?
100+ coins, but the one I got was 60
>The power draw on ARM is so much lower
Intel is such a power hog in general, it shouldn't be allowed into laptops...
>drop x86 for desktops
I hope this happens, no more stuff that only works on ARM and vice versa
One problem I have with ARM though is how many different versions get made and it's kinda confusing, and it probably still creates some incompatibilities between them
>The next OS version is the last one to support Intel chips
So it's still gonna be around for some time, I guess that's fine
I'd be curious to try it out sometime but for now I'm just a simpol gaymer so there's no real use in it for me other than a fancy UI
I'd benefit more from switching to loonix since it would let me run Docker natively and host my stuff without Microjeet telling me I can't undervolt and use virtualization at the same time...
>Lineage
I haven't been on Lineage in so long. I kinda miss having root access but at the same time I use my phone very rarely
>not even public social media posts
That's messed up, such a cucked country...
It worries me that we might be next
>I don't even think it's manipulation or manufactured consent
I think it 100% is (if you exclude those who actually advocate against freedom of expression, i.e. fat ugly retarded w*men who spend all day on social media)
It's all a bunch of false pretenses to trick people into thinking nothing bad could come out of it
>The Jiminy Cricket-like conscience a lot of people have is just Joseph Stalin...
I don't think most people even have a conscience to begin with...

>>82052120
Are u drunk or just bored?
Sup
>saw a big plana poster today
>I thought I took a pic
>ig I can go back there tomorrow
>I wanna go back2 the steins gate maid cafe
>need to collect more stamps to get my steins gatw keychain or whatever
Also if I gitgut enough I will show u me playing that drum game at the arcade uwu
They have like thingies so u can record urself playing

>>82051950
>mayhap ur pc is 2 advanced 4 these games hehe
I thought so but the ones I installed from disc work just fine on Windows 7, suprisingly.
>this horse game is really popping off innit?
Hell yeah I love some horses.
Off-topic but do you ever wonder why they stopped supporting Windows XP? That was their best OS, hands down.

>>82052144
I just happened to have spicy ramen at the exact same time gosh.

>>82052173
You make it kinda sound gay

Also, I don't really care for Plana. It's just that the Inquisition is not yet over.

>>82052193
Crowrow
Name of the doujinshi publisher who has the pregnancy blue archive thingy u asked for
Knock urself out buddy

>>82052191
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wo_e0EvEZn8
>>82052201
Ah. You missed me by a few hours today.

get a room you niggers

>>82052219
Okej, I am drunk, gosh.

>>82052242
>not even 5pm yet
>already drunk

>>82051269
>quite the opposite actually!
but it was so inspiring!
>i wish you luck and good rng
Ty, I got a new copy now!
Let's hope it won't crash again once I start quests in harth
>wish i didnt know how society really is, how insignificant i am, how people truly are, how flawed everything is
on the flipside, navigating through the system with the knowledge of how flawed it rly is, is better than sticking ur head in the sand desu
>yes. mostly when it comes to romance. i think people are right when they say "media warps your view of things"
Yeah I get that. it's hard 4 me to connect to other ppl, be it platonic or romantic, maybe the only thing that I don't feel quite content about not having.
I spend most of my youth daydreaming and watching romcoms and the likes and it really messed with my perception of reality
But still, escapism is the only thing that makes me feel at ease, so I don't plan on changing much tbdesu
>how so?
machines would be less prone 2 error and can work 24/7, it's also more cost effective than having regular humans employed, which would make the whole UBI thingy possible in the first place
an employers wet dream methinks
>i am too disillusioned for that to work sadly.
Well its disillusionment that drives us 2 cope in the first place
Maybe u are 2 much of a realist for it to work though
>>82051906
I added some over the years, it usually turned out 4 be a very chill person or an unhinged lunatic, no real middle ground desu
hope ur new fren is the former anon
>>82051926
>dropkicks you in celebration
best horsefu

>>82052246
It is in Tokyo.

Is Dr Pepper Creamy Coconut 2025?

>>82052303
Bro that wasnt me if u thought that lol
Calm down with the drinking, why dont u just smoke the greens, not optimal too but alcy has a bigger risk to ruin u baka
Becareful baka
Im gonna finish that video l8r
The arcade closes in 2h, gonna walk over to akihabara soon
>steins gate maid cafe is already closed
>ig I can train to do a schizo phonecall like okabe in the mirror
>so I can do that when I get the faris maid again
>if I try it without training I will most likely start laughing as soon as I pull out my phone
Why dont u make a own thread, I was even looking for it
>inb4 I missed it so thats why you came over
>my hotel as a beer vending machine
I will get one l8r!
>>82052330
Idk, never saw it so far
>Dr Pepper tastes slighty better over here
I should hurry now
El psy congoroo

i might just sell everything i own and spend all of my money to fly somewhere cool and then starve to death there

>>82051850
funny horse does funny things
i like crazy horse that does mad scientist things
>>82051906
yeah, though most of the time it never ends well. hope you're able to make a new fren anon
>>82051950
>What if we all could b happi!
then reality wouldn't be real
>u might b running away, hutanon
i always do. running away is the only thing i've done for all my life. i can't wait until the road ends.
>>82052253
>Let's hope it won't crash again once I start quests in harth
yeah! did you get to the oversized stone frog fight yet? he's one of my favourite monsters.
>is better than sticking ur head in the sand
i dont think it is. im not navigating through anything i just keep crashing all the time. not being aware of how bad things are is a blessing and i wish i could be that way. maybe being a soulless robot is actually the best way to live.
>and the likes and it really messed with my perception of reality
it honestly should be illegal to air this shit to impressionable teenagers. like i swear to god if i didnt watch so much romance anime i'd probably be fine with being alone all the time and i wouldn't be suffering all the time.
>escapism is the only thing that makes me feel at ease
how dude. to me it feels like im only wasting time and running away from my problems. i can't enjoy vidya or anything anymore because everything i do makes me feel guilty.
>u are 2 much of a realist
i guess. i hate it

>>82052375
No, I didn't think it was you, but I did make a reference that at least you would get, you dumb Persian idiot. Don't ''lol'' at me. Anyway, shut up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5VJnxDLaZY

>>82051924
but why... you still have the collection?
>>82051950
>don't b shy! What's makin u nervous?
what if he wants to play and ends up being mad at me?
>>82052253
>I added some over the years, it usually turned out 4 be a very chill person or an unhinged lunatic, no real middle ground desu
its a league player so theres a good change its the later...
>>82052399
>yeah, though most of the time it never ends well
what do you mean with it doesnt end well? did something bad happen?

>>82051850
I like Taiki Shuttle and Mayano Top Gun.

>>82051906
One the whole anons I've spoken to are quite nice. A few were genuinely awful people.

>>82051950
>would be rather rude of him
I think he's trying to be subtle by not explicitly saying I should do it, so I might be able to use that to my advantage.
>how has your thesis been progressing?
I've done a bit of reading and not much writing. Hopefully we can pin down precisely what the topic is so I don't mess up my probation (Intro and first chapter).
>i just wanted to LARP as a British person
Now why would you do that? Just listen to the old XFM recordings instead...

>>82052131
>100+ coins, but the one I got was 60
That's a lot more than I was expecting.
>I have with ARM though is how many different versions get made and it's kinda confusing, and it probably still creates some incompatibilities between them
I might be mistaken but I think that's also what's holding RISC-V back but to an even bigger extent. It works fine if you have the kind of vertical integration that Apple does but that's the only OS that does.
>I'd be curious to try it out sometime but for now I'm just a simpol gaymer so there's no real use in it for me other than a fancy UI
Fair enough. It's a fun project just to say you've done it.
>I kinda miss having root access but at the same time I use my phone very rarely
That's my thinking as well. I'm happy with Graphene and I don't do anything with my phone now that would need root.
>It worries me that we might be next
The UK seems like the first Western democracies that will, I think. I'm pretty sure the British government has ordered cloud providers to store things unencrypted a few times which just seems like accident waiting to happen.
A bunch of government agencies can also wiretap you and then lie about doing that in court. It's very messed up.
>trick people into thinking nothing bad could come out of it
I don't think it's being tricked so much as it is people (read: people above the age of 50) thinking it is a genuinely good idea.
>I don't think most people even have a conscience to begin with...
I don't think I've spoken to enough people from enough backgrounds to say that with much confidence. I could go either way.

>>82052576
>One the whole anons I've spoken to are quite nice. A few were genuinely awful people.
what did they do to you?

>>82052883
I'd rather not go into specifics but stuff like constantly needing emotional support and giving absolutely none in return, lots of guilt tripping, and completely disproportionate reactions to minor things Like having to sit through an hour long rant because their thread on /jp/ got deleted, and then having them deny that they've been going for an hour despite the entire conversation having timestamps..
To reiterate, most anons I've talked to were absolutely nothing like that. But you should probably keep anyone who is at arm's length.

>>82053045
thanks for the warning, i appreciate it

i wanted to go to the manga shop today and try to talk with some people, but it started to rain like hell and its not stopping. im more and more convinced that the world itself wants me to stay alone.

>>82052507
>what do you mean with it doesnt end well?
they usually always ended up losing interest in me and it hurt my feelings. so i decided to stop adding people altogether. if someone seems really interested in talking with me and i like them then maybe i'll give them my email but i always keep some distance and expect nothing, im done getting hurt

Plant-based, gentile-owned ice cream so refreshing.
>>82052375
Relax guy, the owner is my cousin probs.

>>82052507
>what if he wants to play and ends up being mad at me?
why would they b mad at u?
just go talk with them!
>>82052576
>I think he's trying to be subtle by not explicitly saying I should do it, so I might be able to use that to my advantage.
ah that's good then
hopefully he'll back down eventually
>I've done a bit of reading and not much writing. Hopefully we can pin down precisely what the topic is so I don't mess up my probation (Intro and first chapter).
u still don't know ur topic...?
>Now why would you do that? Just listen to the old XFM recordings instead...
i used 2 be quite the teaboo...
>>82053338
>i wanted to go to the manga shop today and try to talk with some people, but it started to rain like hell and its not stopping. im more and more convinced that the world itself wants me to stay alone.
u can always go some other time hutanon, it's no biggie
>>82052399
>i might just sell everything i own and spend all of my money to fly somewhere cool and then starve to death there
starving 2 death is not a good way 2 go... trust me i tried
>then reality wouldn't be real
Y wouldn't i b real?
>i always do. running away is the only thing i've done for all my life. i can't wait until the road ends.
u could stop running 2 and face ur obsitcles. Ur not alone in this, we can face them 2gether!

>>82052399 (dubs)
>did you get to the oversized stone frog fight yet?
Tetsucabra? he's the quest that keeps crashing the emulator lol
oh yeah, still not working
I saw some1 in the azahar discord having the same problem since the latest version... so it might be the emulator itself that clashes with mh4u
>maybe being a soulless robot is actually the best way to live.
maybe, maybe...
> i just keep crashing all the time
Just like me in mh! (sorry bleh)
>like i swear to god if i didnt watch so much romance anime i'd probably be fine with being alone
eh, considering how we both got into romance animu at a young age, I think we had a propensity to feel that way regardless.
>i can't enjoy vidya or anything anymore because everything i do makes me feel guilty
oof that sucks
I felt the same when I was still neeting, but now its quite comfy again 2 escape into fantasy tbdesu
I'm not sure if it'll help u like it did for me, but having smol goals u wanna achieve and moving 2wards them helps dealing w/ feeling like u're wasting time
>>82052507
but u're a league player urself anon
>>82053338
>but it started to rain like hell and its not stopping
the rain gods seem 2 hate u just as much as they hated me a week ago

>hab a fun time at the namco arcade with that rhythm game
>felt like I was worse than yesterday
>but it was fun
>get a beer
>go for a tipsy nightwalk around akihabara
>SAD NEWS FOR STEINS GATE FANS
>I FIND OUT THE FUTURE GADGET LAB BUILDING WAS DEMOLISHED
>AAAAAA
>I experinced the tuned car scenes
>I kept saying Subarashi
>they told me I hab great hair (color)
>(its purple with strains of blue!)
>I dont wanna leave tokyoooo
>>82052399
>i might just sell everything i own and spend all of my money to fly somewhere cool and then starve to death there
Yea ur very cute, ubreminds me of myself when I was younger, same with the anti-capitalism n society viewpoints desu
Starving urself wont be so easy
And what if you want to stay alive for longer if you end up having such a good time at whereever u fuckoff too huh?
Desu it can get better but it will be a struggle to get there and stay a struggle afterwards xd
Ganbare
>>82052435
Made me lol irl
>RD2
Did you played it? I didnt
Not rly into cowboys
>>82052507
>but why... you still have the collection
I didnt knew much english and I was h*rny
And nope lule
I was super shy n worried with people I added from here
Some were pain but you can find some good people
>>82053338
>im more and more convinced that the world itself wants me to stay alone.
c u t e
Ur just bullying urself
The weather does not give a fuck about any of us, it just does its own thing regardless of anyone living desu
>>82053582
>Plant-based
Sissy moment, im gonna tickle you!

>>82053690
> always go some other time
no because its on saturday that usually there's people at the shop during the week there's always no one. maybe i will try tomorrow but i probably won't go anywhere because it takes so much willpower to get out of the house
>is not a good way 2 go
there's no real good way to go, as long as it gets the job done its fine
>wouldn't i b real
i was talking more about the feeling of happiness not being real
>stop running 2 and face ur obsitcles
but i did that, i stopped and nothing changed. i even overcame some of my obstacles and nothing changed. its fucking annoying
>>82053751
>Tetsucabra?
yes. funny frog keeps crashing you. how evil.
>might be the emulator
that sucks. have you tried looking for citra versions somewhere? you might still find them on github. i'd ship you my 3ds with the game if i could but yeah. hope u can manage to find a way to play it
>Just like me in mh! (sorry bleh)
heheh
>I think we had a propensity to feel that way regardless.
sure, but maybe it wouldn't have been so bad. i dont know how to even cope anymore.
>but now its quite comfy again 2 escape into fantasy tbdesu
i think while i was working it didn't feel as bad, it felt more like a moment of respite from existence and it was nice. but now all i can think of while watching something or playing vidya is "you should be doing something else" "you're wasting time" or whatever random insults my brain comes up with.
>but having smol goals u wanna achieve
i've never really had any small (or big) goals in my life besides getting a pc when i was a teen. i kind of just drifted through it all. did you manage to achieve your goals?
>just as much as they hated me a week ago
did you want to go somewhere?
>>82053829
>if you end up having such a good time
that's the point i'd like to die somewhere nice to have good closure. besides i dont think i could live in a forest long.
>it just does its own thing
well can it fucking stop raining whenever i want to do something????

>I literally smoke 100G of weede a month back at home nowdays
>just had one beeruuu
>im so fucking rekt xd
>>82053956
>that's the point i'd like to die somewhere nice to have good closure
If you actually hab a good time you may get hungry for moar, once u realise how good things can actually be baka
>besides i dont think i could live in a forest long.
Well not everyone is ted kaczynski
And starving would trigger ur inner survival instincts baka
>well can it fucking stop raining whenever i want to do something????
Maybe u need to be like fuck you world im still going to do my own thing regardless of the obstacle
Easier said than done desu
Eell nothing worth having comes easy
Ofc there are aristocrats n people born with a golden spoon up their ass
But even they have to keep their shit together if they want to keep what they have
Look into history n philosophy baka, none of our core troubles are new
Humans have existential crisis and question the reality of this universe since ancient times desu
Well the only way to win dis game is by not playing xd but now ur here so try to enjoy it as good as u can

>>82053338
>if someone seems really interested in talking with me and i like them then maybe i'll give them my email but i always keep some distance and expect nothing, im done getting hurt
do things work out better over email? this way seems really nice, as its way slower than something discord. do you give out your email often or do you have to really like them?

>why would they b mad at u? just go talk with them!
i think ill try it later in the evening to actually go online... well if he wants to play with me he could easily get mad at me if i play bad...

>but u're a league player urself anon
but i never rage at other people, or atleast i dont say anything to them. i usually play full muted because i cant take any flame, but that would be different if i play with an anon

>Some were pain but you can find some good people
i like your honesty haha, hope the collection made you happy. thanks for the encouraging last words, i hope the one i added is nice...

>>82053338
>if someone seems really interested in talking with me and i like them then maybe i'll give them my email but i always keep some distance and expect nothing, im done getting hurt
do things work out better over email? this way seems really nice, as its way slower than something discord. do you give out your email often or do you have to really like them?

>>82053829
>why would they b mad at u? just go talk with them!
i think ill try it later in the evening to actually go online... well if he wants to play with me he could easily get mad at me if i play bad...

>>82053751
>but u're a league player urself anon
but i never rage at other people, or atleast i dont say anything to them. i usually play full muted because i cant take any flame, but that would be different if i play with an anon

>>82053829
>Some were pain but you can find some good people
i like your honesty haha, hope the collection made you happy back then. thanks for the encouraging last words, i hope the one i added is nice...

>>82053956
>no because its on saturday that usually there's people at the shop during the week there's always no one. maybe i will try tomorrow but i probably won't go anywhere because it takes so much willpower to get out of the house
u can always go on another saturday, anon!
>there's no real good way to go, as long as it gets the job done its fine
it's not fine...
>i was talking more about the feeling of happiness not being real
why would it b not real?
>>82054276
>i think ill try it later in the evening to actually go online... well if he wants to play with me he could easily get mad at me if i play bad...
do u ever just chat with him or play any other games?

>>82053956
>hope u can manage to find a way to play it
finally fixed it. just had 2 use opengl instead of vulcan and tweak some settings there
wew I feel retarded
but happy
now excuse me, I have 2 let out my frustration at that stone toad
>sure, but maybe it wouldn't have been so bad
maybe
but I think there's smth nice about being able to have those feelings in the first place, even if it makes us feel lonely, it's also a testament of being alive
I'm overdosing on copium HELP
>it felt more like a moment of respite from existence and it was nice
yep! it feels relaxing after a hard day 2 come back and just enjoy animu and vidya, but if youre just neeting away, it becomes mundane and loopy real quick
>did you manage to achieve your goals?
some yeah, others I'm still working 2wards desu
>did you want to go somewhere?
Not rly, but I like to read books on my fav bench in the forest, but of course it always started to rain when I found the time to go there *sigh*
>>82054276
>i usually play full muted because i cant take any flame, but that would be different if i play with an anon
are u nervous cause that anon flamed a teammate?

>>82054248
>once u realise how good things can actually be
good things never last
>ur inner survival instincts
fuck em
>none of our core troubles are new
i know, i never said the opposite, but some modern problems simply didnt exist in the past. who fucking cares anyway. nothing matters
>>82054276
>do things work out better over email?
so far i've only given it to 2 people and one of them stopped answering, while the other hasn't (yet) so i guess?
>as its way slower than something discord
yeah, thats also a reason why i prefer it. makes me feel less anxious about having to answer immediately and whatnot, and i dont have to stress about being ignored cause i cant see if the other person is online or not
>do you give out your email often
if someone who's been nice to me asks, then i usually do, though i never bring it up myself unless i really like the anon
>get mad at me if i play bad...
also, i know league players can be foul sometimes (i play it too occasionally) but if theyre a nice person they wont. besides if they do get mad then i dont think they're the kind of person you'd want to be friends with, right? so it works as a filter too
>>82054693
>u can always go on another saturday, anon!
i've been meaning to go for a month and never found the mental stability to go
>why would it b not real?
i have never experienced it
>>82054895
>I have 2 let out my frustration at that stone toad
yay! have fun beating up the local wildlife
>I think there's smth nice
i think so too even if its just a massive cope ig. i think people that dont take love seriously miss out on the best things about life. but im missing out on them too anyways. christ i need to stop being so cynic. someone hit me
>others I'm still working 2wards desu
hope u can get to them soon anon
>read books on my fav bench in the forest
wao i do that too. here its not really a forest though its just a huge park with a big weeping willow and a pond, its nice to sit there reading. what do you like to read?

>>82052582
>I think that's also what's holding RISC-V back
Open sores hardware must be a hell of a mess to deal with
I wonder what people even use them for when you can just get an ARM chip for super cheap these days
>I'm happy with Graphene
I too am a happy Graphene Chad
>store things unencrypted
The fug... I hope they learned a lesson from the Tea app...
At least there seems to be a real concern with what's been happening lately so maybe not all hope is lost
>people above the age of 50
Those will always go along with whatever bs the government throws at them since they don't care about the internet as much as people like us do, it's not their problem. All you have to do is say "it's for the kids" and everyone will immediately agree that it's a good thing
>I don't think I've spoken to enough people from enough backgrounds to say that with much confidence
Just look at how heckin stupid society is...
>>82053338
>they usually always ended up losing interest in me and it hurt my feelings
I'm not one of those anons, am I?

Where is Aiste?
I was drinking too!
I guess he went out for a plant-based chickenburger with some plant based French fries
>>82054987
>good things never last
Well thats why u should enjoy them as much as u can while its there
>some modern problems simply didnt exist in the past
Meh its not rly much different if you ask me
We hab modern medicine, you dont wanna experience the struggle of life without it
Or famine
>who fucking cares anyway. nothing matters
Your life matters to yourself at least,
Or else you wouldnt feel so bad, treat urself better baka, you deserve it desu
Well Goodnights now

baka's going on another walk...
2 see how everynyan is having fun...
>>82053956
>but i did that, i stopped and nothing changed. i even overcame some of my obstacles and nothing changed. its fucking annoying
are u sure nothing changed? What change were u expecting? It doesn't happen overnight, u kno...
>>82054987
>i've been meaning to go for a month and never found the mental stability to go
gib urself some more credit! If u believe in urself more, u can definitely find the stability 2 do it next saturday!
>i have never experienced it
once i have never experienced the taste of coke. It doesn't make it any less real when i do taste it now.

>>82055147
>plant based French fries
THis bait ain't vegan.
>>82055154
Who's having fun outside? Aren't you guys being droned and havving gubbimint overthrown rn?

>>82055308
Ur late!
Im going for my plant based sleep now
Take caries
Don't forget2drink plenty of water
I did

>>82055308
>Aren't you guys being droned and havving gubbimint overthrown rn?
Nothing ever happens

>>82055349
Ogey. Goodnight, don't let the yokai bite.
>>82055391
Maybe I'll come visit to jinx y'all.

So this is what you guys have been up to. I kneel. This way outlarps all my fantasies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Teh64v-JQ1I

>>82054693
>do u ever just chat with him or play any other games?
i never went online since i added him a few days ago, he added he because we are similar elo and he wants to play with me because he wants to play with a support main

>>82054895
>are u nervous cause that anon flamed a teammate?
i never played with him before, thats why iam so nervous, i dont how he will act ingame...

>>82054987
>so far i've only given it to 2 people and one of them stopped answering, while the other hasn't (yet) so i guess?
has it been long since you got no answer? maybe it just takes longer becaue its over email. did you ever talk about how often you want to respond each other?

>makes me feel less anxious about having to answer immediately and whatnot,
see maybe thats why you still havent gotten an answer, they just want to answer slowly

>if someone who's been nice to me asks, then i usually do, though i never bring it up myself unless i really like the anon
makes sense, giving an email is kinda private

>besides if they do get mad then i dont think they're the kind of person you'd want to be friends with, right? so it works as a filter too
so you mean i should just play once and if theyre toxic drop them? im still worried about that one game im in with them...

also about the anons you gave your email, is there a something you want the chats to develop into, like being closer online (maybe even irl) friends, or just see it as a way to have a comfy chat?

Boomers and teens everywhere... such is life in a smol town...
>>82055421
Y would u do that, aisu... no jyinxing allowed!>>82055624
>i never went online since i added him a few days ago, he added he because we are similar elo and he wants to play with me because he wants to play with a support main
U should do some stuff outside of the game 2! That way u'll become better frens!

>>82055044
>I'm not one of those anons, am I?
no, i think i was the one who failed you that time
>>82055147
>enjoy them as much as u can while its there
which is what i will do once it happens
>Your life matters to yourself at least
wrong
>Or else you wouldnt feel so bad
i dont feel bad i feel hate and disgust, the "bad" feeling is just my brain lacking dopamine
>>82055154
>are u sure
i've changed, but at the same time i haven't. im better than how i was but i dont feel any better.
>What change were u expecting?
i dont even know. i guess i expected to not hate myself anymore if i worked hard.
>next saturday
its always the next saturday, next week, next month, next year, but in the end i dont do shit and i time is running out
>It doesn't make it any less real when i do taste it now
point is, i've never tasted it. would you believe in something you've never seen? maybe, if enough people tell you to believe in it. but others believing in something doesnt make that thing real.
>>82055624
>has it been long since you got no answer?
about 2 months or so. we used to answer each other at least once a day. it is what it is.
>so you mean i should just play once and if theyre toxic drop them?
it's what i would do if i met someone. if they keep being nice, then there's no reason for you to leave and you've possibly made yourself a new friend. but if they start being toxic then i dont see a reason why you should keep hanging out with someone like that.
>still worried about that one game
you're gonna be fine anon, considering you said they were nice and they added you i dont think they'll get angry at you. and even then, you can just mute them and block them after the match is over and move on.
>there a something you want the chats to develop into
if we seem to have a lot in common and we talk alot then i guess i dont see why we shouldn't try and be friends, (though im always wary about people) but i also dont mind having comfy chats too. dont need to become bffs or anything.

>>82055672
>such is life in a smol town...
sounds comfy, fuck big cities
>U should do some stuff outside of the game 2! That way u'll become better frens!
i wouldnt even know what...

>>82055711
>about 2 months or so. we used to answer each other at least once a day. it is what it is.
sorry to hear. maybe you could mail him again to see why he stopped, to get some form of clousre. also you said you gave it to two anons, how long does the other take?

>then there's no reason for you to leave and you've possibly made yourself a new friend. but if they start being toxic then i dont see a reason why you should keep hanging out with someone like that.
youre right i could just block him, but i dont know if i can be that rude to someone... whenever someone gets mad at me i tent to freeze up
>you're gonna be fine anon, considering you said they were nice and they added you i dont think they'll get angry at you. and even then, you can just mute them and block them after the match is over and move on.
i wanted to log in today but got to nervous again, i think ill try tomorrow.
>dont need to become bffs or anything.
sounds great, takes the pressure from both of you with a mind like this

>>82053338
>but it started to rain like hell and its not stopping
I got another black rain/flood warning earlier today. At least it wasn't that bad, I assume.

>>82053690
>hopefully he'll back down eventually
Hopefully. I usually like doing research but AI stuff is just painful.
>u still don't know ur topic...?
I wanted to do archiving in general but I think he wants me to narrow it down. I guess I can always expand it again if I run out of stuff to write.
>i used 2 be quite the teaboo...
I suppose there are worse things to admit to being.

>>82055044
>I wonder what people even use them for when you can just get an ARM chip for super cheap these days
I think ARM charges a license so it's one way to save a bit of money. Probably not worth the hassle though.
>At least there seems to be a real concern with what's been happening lately so maybe not all hope is lost
Yeah. They lowered the voting age in the UK to 16 and also made it harder to access social media, porn, and video games. This surely won't blow up in their faces...
>Those will always go along with whatever bs the government throws at them since they don't care about the internet as much as people like us do
It doesn't help that they're usually the ones legislating it as well. I'm pretty sure the regulator in charge of enforcement told parliament is was a bad idea but they went ahead with it anyway. Gotta be seen to protect them kids, I guess.
>Just look at how heckin stupid society is...
That's true. People are marginally less dumb in my ivory tower but can be just as petty.

>>82055154
Did you see anything nice?

>>82055767
>maybe you could mail him again to see why he stopped
i already did and received no answer
>how long does the other take?
usually they answer in a day or two. though they've told me it might take longer sometimes so i don't worry.
>but i dont know if i can be that rude to someone...
...but anon, if it happens it means they were rude to you first. besides, you're not being rude, you're just protecting yourself from a mean person! you got this.
>i wanted to log in today but got to nervous again
humu its okay. good luck tomorrow! also, if you need to practice with your anxiety, we can play a few matches together, no pressure! i am pretty proud of the fact that i literally never get angry, so, you're safe. and i also suck so you can laugh at me too.
>takes the pressure from both of you with a mind like this
indeed, i've kinda noticed how everyone nowdays seems so pressured into becoming friends or get into a relationship in a matter of weeks or days. i really dont like that and i think it takes time for someone to become a friend and even more time for something closer. at least its how it works for me. things are too fast for me...
>>82055788
>At least it wasn't that bad, I assume.
it didnt flood anything other than my soul with sorrow. hm, very poetic. perhaps i will make a poetry out of this. did you like the one i wrote the last time?
>>82055672
>Boomers and teens everywhere...
do zoomers/gen alpha in your town also dress horribly or is it just here?

>>82056221
>i already did and received no answer
oh sorry then. but he wasnt worth it then, i hate ghosters
>though they've told me it might take longer sometimes so i don't worry.
seems nice to atleast announce it. im sure you can be assured about them. what do you chat about, do you enjoy it?
>you're not being rude, you're just protecting yourself from a mean person! you got this.
i never flame i always play full mute because of how mean everyone is. youre right im not being rude im just protecting myself!
>humu its okay. good luck tomorrow! also, if you need to practice with your anxiety, we can play a few matches together, no pressure!
thank you, i will see tommorow if i need that or straight up play with the other anon. i dont know if playing with you before helps or makes me even more nervous, but ill keep it in mind thank you!
>i really dont like that and i think it takes time for someone to become a friend and even more time for something closer. at least its how it works for me. things are too fast for me...
i feel that. i need so long till i can trust people yet everyone seems to have moved one once i feel safe with someone. i never understood why people rush relationships like that... is the anon thats still in contact with you pressuring you like that?

>>82055711
>i've changed, but at the same time i haven't. im better than how i was but i dont feel any better.
big change is gradual, anon. U gotta have a bit moar patience.
>i dont even know. i guess i expected to not hate myself anymore if i worked hard.
It's a hard feeling 2 overcome. I hate myself 2 believe it or not, but I try 2 overcome those feelings as well. It's a constant battle. Let's try not 2 lose it, okay?
>its always the next saturday, next week, next month, next year, but in the end i dont do shit and i time is running out
sometimes, things just don't work out. The important thing is 2 not give up and 2 try again when opportunity arises.
>point is, i've never tasted it. would you believe in something you've never seen? maybe, if enough people tell you to believe in it. but others believing in something doesnt make that thing real.
I think believing in it is what keeps me moving 4ward. A little delusion goes a long way. Come, be delusional w me, anon!
>>82055767
>sounds comfy, fuck big cities
there r no ppl my age and there's nothing 2 bloody do! Trust me, they suck!
>i wouldnt even know what...
u could just talk about stuff
or play a different game
>>82055788
>Hopefully. I usually like doing research but AI stuff is just painful.
how does one do research? I always wondered that...
>I wanted to do archiving in general but I think he wants me to narrow it down. I guess I can always expand it again if I run out of stuff to write.
hmmmm
what about AI archiving! (jk jk)
is there something you're interested in that would narrow it down?
>I suppose there are worse things to admit to being.
aww it's not that bad... Britain has kewl thing 2!
>Did you see anything nice?
nope! Just boomers and teens hanging out. secretly i was hopping to run into a former classmate or something but it's a long shot i suppose
>>82056221
>do zoomers/gen alpha in your town also dress horribly or is it just here?
they dress rather normally. IDK what would b bad

>>82055711
>no, i think i was the one who failed you that time
To be fair, I never believed we could be frens...
>>82055767
>i wanted to log in today but got to nervous again, i think ill try tomorrow.
Literally me, except I've been doing it every day for...weeks...
>>82055788
>save a bit of money
At that point isn't it more expensive to make software that only runs on one particular chipset?
The only time I could see this working is if it's some big company who wants to either start making their own chips without reinventing the wheel or wants to not depend on proprietary hardware
>lowered the voting age in the UK to 16
This has to be a joke...
I think the UK is genuinely fucked for now, it's up to other countries to learn from their mistakes
You were lucky to get out of there...
>It doesn't help that they're usually the ones legislating it as well
The ones in power are even worse since they usually see the internet as a weapon against them, so they'll gladly take any chance to censor it

Still lots left. Can't grant you freedom yet.

>>82056296
>but he wasnt worth it then
i guess thats how i like to cope when it happens
>what do you chat about, do you enjoy it?
life, what vidya we like, what we're doing, how we feel stuff like that. he's been nice so far so sure i enjoy it
>youre right im not being rude im just protecting myself!
hm hm! you have all the rights to block mean people anon.
>if playing with you before helps or makes me even more nervous
heheh i understand, its okay. feel free to ask whenever though! hope everything goes well tomrrow. ah also, what champs do you play?
>i never understood why people rush relationships like that...
i think, it's because everyone is terrified of being left alone. and when they find someone they like, their brain goes "holy shit a person that isn't insufferable we must do everything we can to keep them close for as long as possible!!" and so they try to get close to you asap. in a way it's how i feel too, for me meeting someone that i can truly relate to and that i feel like understands me is like finding a diamond on the sidewalk. but they're not a diamond, they're just another person like me and they need to be treated as such. not as some incredibly rare object.
>>82056506
>U gotta have a bit moar patience.
never had much of that i fear
>It's a hard feeling 2 overcome.
i know, it sucks. i dont know why im so fixated on hating everything i do. i wish i could see what others see in me.
>sometimes, things just don't work out
feels more like its happening all the time...
>A little delusion goes a long way.
i know, but it has never worked for me. it's honestly so hard to delude myself into thinking things. reality is like a blinding light that can never be covered fully no matter how many blankets i put on it
>>82056615
>To be fair, I never believed we could be frens...
i guess i should've picked up the hint

>>82056615
>Literally me, except I've been doing it every day for...weeks...
ill do it tomorrow for sure, you can do it too!

>>82056506
>there r no ppl my age and there's nothing 2 bloody do! Trust me, they suck!
and cities are loud and so overcrowded doing anything is a bother! and people are rude here
>u could just talk about stuff, or play a different game
i thikn ill try to play league with him tomorrow and if hes nice ill be sure to do that, thank you!

>>82057048
you just send your message as i was about to send my gn message below, lucky timing!
>i guess thats how i like to cope when it happens
same, i just say it was meant to be like this. there are enough other people who respect you remember that!
>life, what vidya we like, what we're doing, how we feel stuff like that. he's been nice so far so sure i enjoy it
sounds really comfy! a bit like this thread i guess, but more personal id assume since its just you two. glad you enjoy it, bet he does too! or you have anything youd like to tell him he does different?
>hm hm! you have all the rights to block mean people anon.
i just feel so bad in the moment sometime is mad at me i forgot that i can just do that... but ill remember your advice this time for sure if anything happens!
>hope everything goes well tomrrow. ah also, what champs do you play?
i hope so too... the typical no skill support champs, mostly janna soraka and yuumi. ap twitch or senna if i wanna have some fun. what about you?
> like finding a diamond on the sidewalk. but they're not a diamond, they're just another person like me and they need to be treated as such. not as some incredibly rare object.
so people find someone whos not a total asshole and try to keep them because of that, really grim... but if you find someone you consider a diamond you should respect them just as you said. a diamond is pretty hard, if you grab them too tight itll just make your hand bleed!

>>82056615
>>82056506
>>82056221
thanks for the chats! really made my day, but gotta get to bed, so gn to you all (and every other anon in this thread!) keep taking is easy!

Become a patriot of Canada, banish every jeet back to Mumbai.

Gib American grifter podcast to spread ethnofuturism in. All I need in life.

The neighbor baka wanted me to come over have acouplabeers, but I was already stumbling around the bushes half drunk looking for blackberries before the birbs got them all. Not a good impression desu.

>>82057356
>hab a bad dreamu
>n0t enough sleep
Classic

>>82057140
>there are enough other people who respect you remember that!
ill try to, thanks
>sounds really comfy!
yeah i guess its nice to have a penpal. i wish people still used actual letters desu.
>anything youd like to tell him he does different?
not really, i dont want people to change in order to cater to my likings specifically, even if there's some flaws in someone thats okay. i'd only complain if something really bothers me i guess
>i just feel so bad in the moment sometime
yeah i understand what you mean, i was really anxious about this kind of stuff too in the past but i've gotten over it and now i just dont care.
>ap twitch or senna if i wanna have some fun
ap twitch is diabolical though i liked playing senna when i first started playing, she looks cool! also soraka takes skill wdym. i tried her and it was surprisingly hard to hit stuff and not die
>what about you?
im a panth top onetrick but when im bored i play a lot of adc too, mostly samira and ezreal.
samira is sooo fun imo (and shes basically dante dmc)
>if you grab them too tight itll just make your hand bleed!
indeed! it just sucks the average person doesnt realize this. i mean, i dont really blame people for wanting to be with someone so badly, nowdays loneliness is so common. it's mostly society's fault if everyone is so isolated and in their own bubble.
>thanks for the chats
thank you for being nice too anon! you have a good night too

My forever sleeps now.

>https://youtu.be/wf3_2lX7nqI?si=0W7R5rCzpagZ5IYt
>time2go out
>gonna visit another shrine
>>82057205
Sleep well in your plant based bed desu

is lurker chan really dead?

Subarashi desu

>>82057356
The neighbor baka wanted me to come over have sex with Aisu, but I was already stumbling around the bushes half mast looking for black hos before the boomers got them all. Not a good impression desu.

>>82059276
Of a broken heart...

>>82060619
>Of a broken heart...
who broke it?

>>82055711
>i dont feel bad i feel hate and disgust,
These are bad feelings!!!
Hate is just bad for you in the long run, unless you get some power and can unleash it on minorities or normies idk, eitherway its mostly bad for u
>the "bad" feeling is just my brain lacking dopamine
Well ur brain needs it indeed but its not that simple
Like when I was around 18 I was like
>oh amphet*mines give you dopamine??
>fuck around with them like a retard
>at the end I tried to overdose n die on them
>I wasnt able to move for 3 days
>bery painful memories
Anyhoo its probably a combination of not meeting ur physical needs and a lack of purpose
Gib any man all the time in the world, without anything to do or pursue, he will go crazy
Desu you can make it

>>82041715
Scout is my fave hands down, been playing on and off since about 2011 and nothing in the game surpasses the feeling of getting a couple of fully ramped up meat shots on a heavy with a scatter gun while zig-zagging like crazy and stuffing them before then can even take me down to half, or sneaking up on a sniper with the FaN and blasting them off of their perch.

Ceb shamed into making friends... Too bad I got one last chug to make.

I've decided to take up running again or work up to the 100 burpees a day meme since I could stand to not die of an early heart attack. It's 20 HKD each time I want to use my building's gym so I might go with the burpees...

>>82056221
>it didnt flood anything other than my soul with sorrow
I guess I'd rather my soul get flooded than my bedroom. Easier to dry out.
>did you like the one i wrote the last time?
You'll have to jog my memory...

>>82056506
>how does one do research?
For legal research I go through a bunch of cases and articles and pick out quotes I think are particularly insightful. Then I just sort of mash them together with some prose. It's more art than science.
Basically imagine you're writing a really long 4chan post arguing with an anon who actually knows what they're talking about, with a bunch of >inb4 [counterpoint]s where you explain where they're wrong.
>what about AI archiving! (jk jk)
I briefly suggested that and he thought it was a great idea...
>s there something you're interested in that would narrow it down?
I think I might narrow it down to software preservation since that's in vogue with the recent European Citizens Initiative, and I've already written about reverse engineering laws before.
>Britain has kewl thing 2!
Such as? Don't say Dr Who.
>secretly i was hopping to run into a former classmate
Stuff like that rarely happens. But I did run into people I knew on two occasions.

>>82056615
>At that point isn't it more expensive to make software that only runs on one particular chipset?
Probably, I assume that's why even the big players go with ARM.
It's nice to have open standards but there's probably a reason it's not widely used.
>You were lucky to get out of there...
I was on the fence about getting residency here but I really don't want to go back at this point.
It's not perfect but I can leave the house without getting stabbed and coom in peace. The MTR is pretty good too.

>>82056615
>they usually see the internet as a weapon against them, so they'll gladly take any chance to censor it
It's sad that our coomer in parliament resigned before he could save us...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQgZu6BkFCE

>>82061179
Oh yea taking down heavys feels like a pro gamer move as scouts
Big mock moment is when u kill a heavy with a fish lule
>remember the soda shotgun that used to charge crits shots
>rip
>>82061399
What are u talking about
Im currently in shibuya desu
Its 2overcrowded
And I will come back2shop here at the end of my trip
So i dont overspend uwu
>gonna get like fake glasses
>I dont need them but gonna get the ones for people with healthy eyes
>for asthetics uwu

>>82057048
>i guess i should've picked up the hint
You said it yourself though, we can't be frens...
>>82057140
>ill do it tomorrow for sure, you can do it too!
I don't think I can handle people up close anymore, but good luck to you
>>82061568
>since I could stand to not die of an early heart attack
I'm convinced this is how it'll end for me thanks to anxiety...
I was playing Celeste on my phone earlier and before I know it I was drenched in sweat with over 1k steps on my cardio machine... Would recommend trying this if you think exercising is boring
>I can leave the house without getting stabbed and coom in peace
It's funny how one of those is a serious issue but they'd rather focus on completely irrelevant matters instead
>>82061572
Woww what a preposterous crime he committed!
Let's be honest, most of these fat bastard politicians will either watch porn and then advocate against it, or even worse, pay for sex and consequentially promote sex trafficking

>>82052131
>What..? No, I'm not into grannies...
what if there was a cute girl there?
>How so?
well i feel like i should be doing something with my life yk? Idk, maybe the meds r turning me into a normal baka...
also sorry 4 late reply
baka 4gor..
>>82057048
>never had much of that i fear
it's something that u can develop!
>i know, it sucks. i dont know why im so fixated on hating everything i do. i wish i could see what others see in me.
we r our own biggest critic after all... Just try 2 at least consider the other point of view, okay?
>feels more like its happening all the time...
maybe the universe tried 2 protec u from something, not hurt u. Anyway, just try 2 stay in a healthy mindset and the opportunities will come!
I pwomise!
>i know, but it has never worked for me. it's honestly so hard to delude myself into thinking things. reality is like a blinding light that can never be covered fully no matter how many blankets i put on it
screw reality! Ur better than it
>>82057140
>and cities are loud and so overcrowded doing anything is a bother! and people are rude here
ppl r rude everywhere... I just wanna hang out with ppl my age...
>i thikn ill try to play league with him tomorrow and if hes nice ill be sure to do that, thank you!
yeah! Do that! I am sure he'll be glad 2 have u around!
>>82057151
ur welcome! It was nise tlaking w u!
>>82061568
>Basically imagine you're writing a really long 4chan post arguing with an anon who actually knows what they're talking about, with a bunch of >inb4
hmu, hmu...
would u reckon it'd b the same in stemcel sciences 2?
>I briefly suggested that and he thought it was a great idea...
haha ofc he did
>I think I might narrow it down to software preservation
sounds interesting!
what made u choose this? Familirarity?
>Such as?
history, culture, some food
dr who 2 ofc
>Stuff like that rarely happens.
yeah so it would seem... Man it sucks not having frens...

Bro, how is there a 300k member sub for just Indian railways.

>>82061001
>These are bad feelings!!!
well its not like i can choose not to feel them, they're always there no matter what i do.
>a combination of not meeting ur physical needs and a lack of purpose
i think even if i did have everything i wouldn't be happy simply because my depression wouldn't let me. my brain doesn't even know how to make dopamine.
>>82061568
>Easier to dry out.
you can always move out in another bedroom, but you only got 1 soul, and it gets worn out with time
>spoiler
nuh uh it was limited time only
>>82061907
>You said it yourself though, we can't be frens...
do you think i was wrong then?
>>82061992
>Just try 2 at least consider the other point of view, okay?
its hard to believe them when all i see are bad things
>2 protec u from something
i'd say its trying a little too hard and not doing a proper job considering i wanna kms most of the time
>screw reality!
unfortunately i cant really dismiss it, im forced to live in it

No clue how someone with IBS can be an alcoholic. It's bad enough with a normal tummy.

It should have been bigu...

>>82061992
>what if there was a cute girl there?
"Cute girls" don't live in tiny towns in the middle of nowhere, they have better places to be
I'd rather marry a squirrel at this point
>i feel like i should be doing something with my life
Such as?
>baka 4gor..
Um... pretty sure you missed a bunch more, be a responsible OP and do your work!
>>82062298
>do you think i was wrong then?
Like I said earlier I never had faith in it. We operate on completely different wavelengths and in some cases you've been against me and my views
That isn't to say I dislike you, but I can't trust you

>back at the steins gate cafe
>im bery happy again yay
>>82062283
>browsing through reddit
Yea alcy is rly bad
U make.me want to NOT drink tonight baka
>>82062609
Switch to weedeee or stay sober u giant baka

Almost done. Almost free.
>>82062703
Digu don't care about your milquetoast convos, whyteboy pretty sure.
>>82062717
Baka are you posting Instagram photos or what?
>Switch to weedeee or stay sober u giant baka
It's not the same without someone else's labor.

>>82062793
>Baka are you posting Instagram photos or what?
I hab a ded insta cause I needed a explanation for my dubai cousins, why I take my tomoko fig around for pics!
But nuh thats for Snapchat, mostly irl people but the id is Cebruz
>use it mostly cause it saves pics across devices
>plus chatting with irl people/old classmates etc
>It's not the same without someone else's labor.
Well
Wouldnt be the first time that online frens visited me to pick up some smokies...

>>82062793
>Digu don't care about your milquetoast convos
Neither do you or ceb, just a personal preference for what fish should've been put in this pond

>>82062793
>a bunny girl bar
>a witch bar

It's mintdone.
>>82062921
Baka deserves to be surrounded by fellow intellects. I geddit.
>>82062924
Pls don't post any 3D ''witches'' if you go in.

>>82062982
Silly
I went to the namco arcade
>https://files.catbox.moe/vqsj80.mp4
Literally me playing
I know
I still need to git gud
But I bet my own highscor3 dis time
Cirinos math class desu

>>82062982
>FamiChiki's
>some japanese beeru
>a steins gate related bridge
Life can be bretty great desu

>>82062982
https://files.catbox.moe/ciqmx3.mp4

>>82062982
https://files.catbox.moe/6gg0cy.mp4
>mein Leben war die Hoelle, Ja
>doch jetzt bin ich im Paradise
>mein bester Freund war Luzifer
>doch jetzt haben mich die Engel lieb
>wer haette das gedacht

I'm having some internet trouble but the movie night should still go ahead (although I'll have to push it back an hour). Tonight's movie is The Princess Bride unless the anons that wanted to watch it aren't here, in which case I'll have to improvise[./spoiler]

>>82061907
>I'm convinced this is how it'll end for me thanks to anxiety...
I'm pretty skinny but I'm nowhere near active enough. Better do those burpees soon.
>Would recommend trying this if you think exercising is boring
I used to put a podcast on while running and it was nice to zone out and focus on that. I got through a lot that way. I could probably bring a tablet with me and get through a bunch of tv on a treadmill.
>pay for sex and consequentially promote sex trafficking
Oh, absolutely. There have been lots of scandals about that or affairs or drug use or anything really.

>>82061992
>would u reckon it'd b the same in stemcel sciences 2?
Maybe in a qualitative meta analysis but probably nothing like any other kind of research.
>what made u choose this? Familirarity?
I just think it's neat.
>history, culture, some food
Fair enough. I think that people more easily appreciate cultures other that their own. What's unique is often just background noise to you. Like how people here are just used to the all cool, huge buildings.

>>82062298
>but you only got 1 soul, and it gets worn out with time
I feel like no matter how dinged up it gets you can always keep going and it'll heal with time eventually.
I don't want this to be a pissing contest of sad life experiences but trust me when I say I've been through a lot and feel pretty content now.

>>82063605
Well I really fucked up that spoiler

>>82062298
>its hard to believe them when all i see are bad things
there may be gud things as well
u just focus on the bad stuff moar often than not
>i'd say its trying a little too hard and not doing a proper job considering i wanna kms most of the time
u can still try 2 go out 2day hutao chan
>unfortunately i cant really dismiss it, im forced to live in it
we can forge our own reality
>>82062609
i don't get any tummy issues when i drink
>>82062703
>"Cute girls" don't live in tiny towns in the middle of nowhere, they have better places to be
sigh
ur right
would b kewl if they did
>Such as?
idk, hanging out w my peers? Making money? I really need money...
>Um... pretty sure you missed a bunch more, be a responsible OP and do your work!
what else did i miss?
i wanna b a gud OP!
>>82063605
>Maybe in a qualitative meta analysis but probably nothing like any other kind of research.
what's that?
>I just think it's neat.
have u ever considered being a stemcel?
like ever in ur life?
>Fair enough. I think that people more easily appreciate cultures other that their own. What's unique is often just background noise to you. Like how people here are just used to the all cool, huge buildings.
honestly being in hong kong would freak me out a little probably
I may have megalophobia...

>>82062703
>It should have been bigu...
what's this about bigu?

>monday already
>last day in tokyo
>until im back in like 3 weeks
>hiroshima hype
>cause I like history and the atomic bomb was one of the most important events in human history desu
>goodnightsss
>>82063605

hello my name is inigo montoya
you killed my father prepare to die
Hab fun with the movie desu

All out for real now. The last drop got diluted with kvass.
>>82063764
Maybe your drinking is all Westernized just as everything else. Plenty of water. All of of sunshine.
>>82063824
Will you visit Nagasaki too? That bombing is way more historically based I think cause the Jews nuked the center of Christoids in Nippon.

>>82062703
you could've just said no
>>82063605
i get that you're trying to cheer me up eiki and i appreciate it really, but "things are going to get better" just doesnt work on me anymore. things get worse. im glad you managed to get through your bad times, but we're not the same.
>>82063764
>there may be gud things as well
patiently waiting for them to show up
>u can still try 2 go out 2day
i guess. or maybe i will lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. who knows.
>we can forge our own reality
our reality has been forged by the people who came before us. we dont have power over anything other than our own lives and even that isn't even true for a lot of people.

>>82063947
Please dont tell me u still believe in a jewish conspiracy lol
Doesnt mean you have to like them lol
And they do bad things for society with hollywood, music industry n prn industry
And yes some of them are fascist
But its not as simple as >book of zion or whatever
Also nuh just the first bomb
Zzzz

>>82064005
You should really go to sleep now.

The movie is taking a while to sort out but it should be good to go in like 30 minutes.

>>82064154
I have never been more excited for a movie meow

:3

>>82064154
feel free to go ahead without me, im omw to the airport to take a flight back home

>>82041599 (OP)
>Playing multiplayer-only slop
I'm sorry

I truly hate all of you

>>82054987
>yay! have fun beating up the local wildlife
I just beat Gravios! sry for the late replay desu
>i think so too even if its just a massive cope ig
Hmm, maybe you have the makings of a philosophical narcotization practitioner after all
>hope u can get to them soon anon
Thx, I hope so too. Just have to stay consistent ig and keep the nihilistic thoughts at bay
>just a huge park with a big weeping willow and a pond
Sounds comfy, we have a similar place like that here but without a bench
>what do you like to read?
mostly fiction and history
some philosophy here and there
what about u?
>>82055588
y do bakas always 4get Engels when torching pictures...

>>82064522
reply*
oof

>>82063764
>what's that?
Like a big summary of other papers published on the same topic.
>have u ever considered being a stemcel?
I wanted to work at a Space agency when I took my A levels so I did a bunch of STEM topics. I didn't do very well in any of them.

>>82064191
I'm excited too! Never watched it before but I've heard good things.

>>82064269
Have a safe flight!

>>82063976
>patiently waiting for them to show up
they're there, u just need 2 find them!
>i guess. or maybe i will lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. who knows.
Nuuuu don't rot...
u will regret it lator...
>our reality has been forged by the people who came before us. we dont have power over anything other than our own lives and even that isn't even true for a lot of people.
if moar ppl were as delusional as me we could actually make a difference i think...
>>82064278
wut's wrong with it?
>>82064555
>Like a big summary of other papers published on the same topic.
off thatt sounds like a load of work... Trips checked btw!
>I wanted to work at a Space agency when I took my A levels so I did a bunch of STEM topics. I didn't do very well in any of them.
I wonder what would have happened in another world if u worked there...
>>82064269
have a gud trip!

>>82062982
>surrounded by fellow intellects
No I'm stoopid so I'm among bakas such as yourself
>>82063605
>podcast
That works too
I'd like to find some podcasts to listen to but I wouldn't know where to start looking
But yeah all you need is a distraction, then it becomes pretty easy to keep up with
>lots of scandals
I don't know how anyone could trust politicians or rich people in general, they're no doubt all criminals
Anyway please chink glowies don't deport Eikinon for replying to this...
>>82063764
>Making money
We should all be making money, no time to waste...
All I've done so far this summer was sit on my ass and stare at my putor, haven't been outside in months
>what else did i miss?
My point was that you shouldn't be replying to everything...
What happened to the generals?
>>82063770
Forgeddit
>>82063976
>you could've just said no
Did you wanna touch pps?
I don't know what you were (are?) expecting from me desu, your behavior is quite confusing sometimes...

>>82064522
>I just beat Gravios! sry for the late replay desu
awesome!! he's a tough guy. no pun intended. its only gonna get better from now on! lemme know what you think when you meet the edgelord monster.
>maybe you have the makings of a philosophical narcotization practitioner
perhaps i do. we shall see
>keep the nihilistic thoughts at bay
god knows that is hard to do
>without a bench
sitting on the ground means grass touching at max so you should do that anyway.
>what about u?
mostly just philosophy stuff. i haven't read a "normal" book in a while.
>>82065518
>u just need 2 find them!
why cant they find me instead hmm?
>u will regret it lator...
i mean, i'll probably regret going out too so, doesnt change much
>we could actually make a difference i think...
yeah, probably. how do you manage to delude yourself so much?
>>82065558
>I don't know what you were (are?) expecting
nothing. i didnt want to come off as angry or anything. to be honest, i only replied because ignoring you seemed rude. also stop being gross

>>82065765
>nothing
Okay then why did you even bother typing to me on the 'cord?
>i only replied because ignoring you seemed rude
See what I mean? It's just so easy to write you off as a meanie who's up to no good, so how could I ever trust you as a fren?
>stop being gross
Watcha gonna do about it, bakayaro

>>82065558
>All I've done so far this summer was sit on my ass and stare at my putor, haven't been outside in months
do u also feel awful about it?
>My point was that you shouldn't be replying to everything...
but i wanna talk 2 ppl...
>What happened to the generals?
i felt bad stealing britfeel OP image... Also i wanted 2 return 2 the good ol days and this seemed like the best way 2 do it
>>82065765
>why cant they find me instead hmm?
unfortunately gud things don't do that. U need 2 find them and take them urself
>i mean, i'll probably regret going out too so, doesnt change much
y would u regreddit?
>yeah, probably. how do you manage to delude yourself so much?
probably cause i'm on the schizo spectrum

>>82066390
>Okay then why did you even bother typing to me on the 'cord
because i wanted to share something i liked and thought you'd like with you, if you dont want me to do that any more then i'll stop
>so how could I ever trust you as a fren?
uhm you dont need some sort of justification to not be friends with someone, besides you've listed the reasons yourself, and i understand since i feel the same. im not accusing you of anything if thats what you're thinking.
>Watcha gonna do
i will cry about it!
>>82066675
>U need 2 find them and take them urself
gahhhh whatever i guess ill try.
>y would u regreddit?
everytime i go out and see other people it makes me feel bad especially if im just wandering aimlessly, so i'd just come back home thinking "why did i even waste my time doing that" and never go out for like another week
>probably cause i'm on the schizo spectrum
i guess it has some perks after all

Time to have a sleep.

>>82065518
>off thatt sounds like a load of work...
It is, but meta-analyses are usually the most cited articles in a lot of fields because they're like reading a bunch of papers at once, usually while pointing out where articles fell short.
>I wonder what would have happened in another world if u worked there...
I'd really like to be an astronaut but I don't think I'm cut out for that. They're exceptional people.

>>82065558
>I'd like to find some podcasts to listen to but I wouldn't know where to start looking
My top recommendation would be the old XFM Ricky Gervais radio shows. I've listened to those dozens of times and I still find them very funny. That or The YoGPoD. Both very low in production value. You may or may not enjoy them as well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luroK0A-qBk
>Anyway please chink glowies don't deport Eikinon for replying to this...
I'm sure the good people of the Hong Kong legislature are all beyond reproach. Shoutouts to the guy who said the quiet part out loud the other month.

Really need to quit drinking from the same bottle I pee in.

>>82066966
HAHAHAHAHAH
that woke me up fr

sipping limoncello and taking it easy
>>82066762
>gahhhh whatever i guess ill try.
Good! Now that's what I like 2 see!
>everytime i go out and see other people it makes me feel bad especially if im just wandering aimlessly, so i'd just come back home thinking "why did i even waste my time doing that" and never go out for like another week
but if u don't try u will regret it even moar!
>i guess it has some perks after all
eh idk
i feel like i am disconnected form most humans desu and that's very lonely
>It is, but meta-analyses are usually the most cited articles in a lot of fields because they're like reading a bunch of papers at once, usually while pointing out where articles fell short.
i see! Didn't u do similar work as well?
>I'd really like to be an astronaut but I don't think I'm cut out for that. They're exceptional people.
what sort of stuff would u like 2 do as an astronaut? There r many roles in space
>>82066966
y not just go 2 le bathroom?

>>82066966
>https://youtu.be/N4qoDzQeWoQ?si=0wJmSKFPfY4I1uIP
>if we go on a hike together

I am owed life in 60s California.
>>82067534
>y not just go 2 le bathroom?
Cause I'm disconnected from human norms.
>>82067551
>if we go on a hike together

https://unidentified-awareness.fandom.com/wiki/Teddybj%C3%B8rn_Man

Broken keyboard keeps me getting trapped in a game that requires a keyboard to play.
Also, I think every game should have its files ready and easily acessable, no matter if it's a pc release or not. I want to see those innards, dissect your game like a frog during a biology class. You can't just make the greatest music since SilvaGunner and keep it locked in files.

>>82067783
U wanna be a serial killer in 60s cali?
Thats a scary link, dont worry
I work in construction n work out I can protecc uwu
>>>I was laughing big times in some fancy store in shibuya yesterday
>>>>>>>they sell work-pants as fashion pieces
>dad even has it in the same color
>mine still looks very similar but just in orange
>orange is the new black so mine is even better!
>saw people walking around with it
>HAHAHHA
>a shame I didn't went to study fashion for tailoring
>cause of my families tailoring business in Dubai
>I wanted to join them
>and I swear I hab better taste than shittu u see on the katzen walk
>tfw idk if I leave4 Kawagoe today
>or hab a big chill day
>eitherway gonna get my luggage ready
>need to send it 2 kyoto
>I dont wanna leave akihabara ;_;
>I will be back!

>>82068096
I believe us old folks owe the beautiful people of this general some peace and quiet now.

>>82068232
0h damn ur rly drunk aren't u

>>82066675
>do u also feel awful about it?
Nope, I feel like this is the last time in my life I get to be a carefree hikineet so I'm trying to have fun until it lasts
>i felt bad stealing britfeel OP image
You didn't make it though, and nothing stops you from posting whatever image you want
The point of having generals was to make them easier to manage and not have it all depend on you, but you do you
>2 the good ol days
Not gonna happen desu, those days are gone and the threads are completely different now
>>82066762
Guess I'll stop reading too much into it, but I see no point in keeping up appearances so there's no need to bother really...
>>82066839
>XFM Ricky Gervais
Baka is trying to turn me Bri'ish...
I don't know if I could get into comedy podcasts, I usually only listen to people talk when they have relevant things to say, like tech related, gayms, important news or educational stuff
Maybe I should try some audiobooks instead...
>>82066966
Kimoi
>>82067789
>and keep it locked in files
Sorry but if you want those it'll cost you an extra 10 bucks. The composers worked very hard on the music so pls understand it's fair to charge a lil extra for it
Oh the game has DRM? Then I'm sorry but you don't actually own those files, you're just being granted permission to run the game until the company decides you've had enough, so stop touching the files

>>82066966
Really need to quit having sex with Aisu in the same hole I poo from.

>on my way to kawagoe
>the local train ride was worth it already desu
>akihabara time once im back in the evening

>>82069179
>Not gonna happen desu, those days are gone and the threads are completely different now
I hate how sad this makes me

>>82069179
Well excuse me, mr. Ihateitwhenpeoplehavefun, I already pirated the entire thing so I might as well get all of what comes with it.

why is simply existing such a pain.

>>82067534
>but if u don't try u will regret it even moar!
i guess so. i feel like no matter what i do it always ends up in regret anyway.
>i feel like i am disconnected form most humans
i mean i feel the same and i think a lot of other anons here do too. in way this disconnection lets you connect with other type of humans though right?
>>82069179
>I see no point in keeping up appearances
im not just keeping up appearances, i genuinely wanted you to listen to the songs i sent you and i genuinely enjoy talking about music. we dont need to be friends for that. and also, would it really feel better if i just ignored you completely whenever i dont know what to reply? i think that will hurt you too and i dont wanna do that.

>>82062609
No clue how someone with IBS can be a sex-with-Aisuholic. It's bad enough with a normal tummy.

>>82067534
>Didn't u do similar work as well?
Sort of. Mine was closer to a literature review.
>what sort of stuff would u like 2 do as an astronaut?
Manned moon or mars missions. So extra unlikely.

>>82069179
>Baka is trying to turn me Bri'ish...
Must be my colonial instincts.
Probably should have linked the Chinese one given the other topic https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LKW-0VvjH0
>Maybe I should try some audiobooks instead...
That might work better. I don't really listen to anything important or educational besides the odd Radio Lab episode, some legal podcasts, and the Private Eye podcast to keep tabs on what's going on at home.

ive been feeling so uncontrollably horny the last week, i cant take it easy like that... i hate the human body so much i dont know how to handle this

>>82072611
>why is simply existing such a pain
Bad mindset, bad lifestyle
Find ur Ikigai desu
U can do better, I believe in u
>>82072694
High testo moment
Oof goodlucks, it can be horrible
Just don't fall into 8h edge sessions

>>82072694
Truly sad that we as a species need to jack off to survive. Truly tragic.

>>82072726
>High testo moment
any way i can lower that in healthy ways?
and i already fell for the goon trap a few days ago. i didnt do it agian but i still wake up every night horny as fuck

>>82072759
im so horny even if i dont jack off ill just cum during the night, fuck being this species

>kawagoe was great
>when I saw families taking pics I offered them to take a group pic for them
>they gladly accepted
>shower time
>then akihbara time desuu
>got my Shinkansen ticket for kyoto tomorrow
>I hab a Windows seat
>https://youtu.be/h05SKJyzQL4?si=-rzwa9awAplD_uNd
>I would had been literally Charlie if my parents just dropped me one moar time as a baby lol
>>82072809
>any way i can lower that in healthy ways?
Idk rlly desu
Find something to do and stay away from anything with any slighty s*x appeal?
>and i already fell for the goon trap a few days ago.
A lil wont hurt but it's a dangerous rabbit hole that can fry ur brain & make ur d*ck not work if actual lewds happen, we can see more 10/10 woman (or guys if thats ur thing) with n0 effort compared to kings in ancient times thanks to the internet, im n0 scientist but that sounds very risky
>i didnt do it agian but i still wake up every night horny as fuck
Maybe ur brain just seeks what you had the last days or ur system just rlly wants to reproduce
Girls bleed every few weeks if they dont get pregnant, we just get hrny n start to hump pillows
>im so horny even if i dont jack off ill just cum during the night, fuck being this species
perhaps that will calm down a lil the next years if ur that young
Or the gooning demons are chasing u
To be desu I had issues when lewds happened cause I was a full time goober
Not touching myself for a month fixed that, mentioning dis incase u ever end up there to not panic like crazy *cough*
Oof hopefully u can find a partner to hab lewd times together
A relationship is actually better than just l*wds, its FAR moar work but worth it desu
>deleted my prn folder
>buy doujinshis I know since years over here
Yeah these demons are stronf

>>82069179
>Nope, I feel like this is the last time in my life I get to be a carefree hikineet so I'm trying to have fun until it lasts
must be nice. I wouldn't mind living as a hikineet if it was feasible, but since i can't, I have 2 interact with society. And that gives certain cravings, doesn't it?
>Not gonna happen desu, those days are gone and the threads are completely different now
let me live in delusion, just 4 a while longer...
>>82072611
>i guess so. i feel like no matter what i do it always ends up in regret anyway.
it's just the way some things r. The trick is 2 find things u will regret doing the least.
>i mean i feel the same and i think a lot of other anons here do too. in way this disconnection lets you connect with other type of humans though right?
yeah, true. But those usually r ppl who live far away from u. Man i wish i could teleport...
>>82072658
>Sort of. Mine was closer to a literature review.
how do u tell what's good and what's not good in the paper?
>Manned moon or mars missions. So extra unlikely.
yeah but like, what role? There are pilots, engineers, various forms of scientists...
>>82072694
try distracting urself with something!

>>82071570
What do you dislike about the current state of these threads?
>>82072092
B-But anon... that's stealing!
>>82072611
>we dont need to be friends for that
Maybe you see things differently but in my case when someone talks to me in private it gives me the impression that they wanna be more than just acquaintances
Anyway we can drop this, I can draw my own conclusions now and at least I don't feel pressured about it anymore
>if i just ignored you
I don't think one should ignore people in general, it comes off as either arrogant or cowardly
>>82072658
>the Chinese one
Well... Is it true?
I've always thought Asian people look way younger than they are
>I don't really listen to anything important or educational
Speaking of educational stuff, I remember enjoying Animalnon's rants... I'd be more interested in listening to something like that than people talking about random daily life events
>>82072694
What's wrong with being horni?
>>82073517
>And that gives certain cravings, doesn't it?
I'm not sure I geddit
I can't be a hikineet forever so when the time comes I'll have to become a wagie too, and that means less vidya time, less goon time, less hanging out with my imaginary frens, a lot of suffering, but at least I won't starve under a bridge. What cravings should I be having then?

>went for a fancy meal for my last night at Akihabara for like 3 weeks
>had 2 beeruss
>uwu
>smoking a illegal cig infront of Radio Kaikan
>what would Okabe say to this???
>>>filthy Gaijin!!!!
>I started with it when I joined the tuned cars scene nihonjins smoking here

>>82073968
I'm not giving those corpocucks my hard earned dollar.

>>82074117
Being a Corp0dog is great if you climb auf the ladder :3
Thx daddy jeff bezoz for the confidence

>>82074158
How long have you worked at Amazon?

>>82074225
Around 7 - 8 Months, I was a Process Guide who wanted to become a Trainer but they wanted me as Teamlead
I kinda lost is after my private life went south too
>I was reported as "sick" for like 3 - 4 months
>they were hoping for my return so bad
*Process Guides are underpaid Teamleads
*Teamleads are babysitters for adults
Well now I manage our family business and befor that exp I had zer0 trust in myself
Heck if I can run a entire department at amazon on my own, our own business is doable too
Dad is just worse than any bad manager at amazon lole

>>82074225
I climbed up cause one day NO manager or teamlead showed up at time
>n0 instructor dared to start the shift
>I was like FUCK IT
>do the morning meeting
>do the battlecry
>WHO WE ARE ???
>[NAME OF OUR DEPARTMENT]
>give everyone their station
>after that I was the golden boy for the managers desu

>>82072726
i know i can, it just feels so pointless and i want to scream into the void how much i hate everything
>>82073517
>The trick is 2 find things u will regret doing the least
how do you feel like after going out?
>But those usually r ppl who live far away from u
it doesn't mean they dont exist in your own country. they're just well hidden and you need to go find them
>>82073968
>when someone talks to me in private it gives me the impression that they wanna be more than just acquaintances
i see, if that's the case then i wont bother you anymore. though if i may i'd advise you to try and stop seeing it that way because you're only setting yourself up for disappointment
>it comes off as either arrogant or cowardly
indeed, which is why i hate doing it now, i think its better to face things/people you dont like head on.

>>82074225
There was moar to it desu
>one of the fastest labour workers if I had such a position for the day
>nearly n0 mistakes
>labour folks liked to work under me
>it was ez
>show respect
>get respect
>some said they want to be my best soldier!
>like when someone didnt felt well
>I helped them to get back at home earlier without issues
>or if they had troubles with HR
>I went the exstra mile for them
>sometimes sacraficing my own break time for them
>>>some baka told me I wont get that far if I just help everyone
>well u gotta help the real ones
>the ones who want to dance on ur nose must be reported to the managers :)

>>82074225
To be desu I miss the prestige of getting called boss by hundreds of people
Welp ur ego loves it after
>learned helpless
>believing ur a useless loser most of ur life
>>>>>dad is my boss now
>welp he wanted to transfer the company to ME
>but he wont do as agreed on
>so I wont take up credits on my name for the biz :T
>>82074425
If ur that much like me its probably cause u dont have someone to love & love u back
But one day u will meet someone nice
And then feel like a baka that u didnt used the past time to be the best version of urself (for them)
Okies I need2stfu n go back to my hotelruuu
I wanna play at the namco arcade befor I leave4kyoto
Goodnightssss

I spend the entire day bedrotting and watching the Sopranos instead of applying for le part time job...
>>82065765
>mostly just philosophy stuff
are u into Schopenhauer, perhaps?
>>82072694
being horni is good for u anon
u just have to channel that energy into something physical like exercising, or learning a new skill
it also calms the intensity
>>82074364
>do the morning meeting
>do the battlecry
>WHO WE ARE ???
>[NAME OF OUR DEPARTMENT]
>give everyone their station
I wish I had ur confidence desu

>okies short nightwalk around akihabara
>one last ciggy infront of Radio Kaikan
>tfw bummed out I hab 2 weeks of Kyoto
>if I knew how.much I would enjoy Tokyo I would had kept it 1 weeks so the last time in Tokyo would be 3 weeks instead
>:<
>>82074656
>I wish I had ur confidence desu
Small steps at a time
>when I had to cut cake at a wedding while working as a waiter
>like 50 people lining up infront of me
>I start to sweat so.much
>it drops to the floor
>I was worried ir would drop on the cake!

>>82074669
was there anything between nervous waiter you, and teamlead battlecry you? enjoy ur ciggy

>>82073517
>how do u tell what's good and what's not good in the paper?
Typically by knowing about the field it's in. People like me don't write meta-analyses for medical papers, for instance...

>>82073968
>Well... Is it true?
Asians tend to look very young for a while then age rapidly basically overnight, which might be what was tripping Karl up. You don't really see middle-aged Asians.
>I remember enjoying Animalnon's rants...
Those were pretty interesting. I know he's been working on another one for a while which should be out soon-ish.
>yeah but like, what role?
Most astronauts are there to do research, I think. Being a shuttle pilot would have been really cool. Shame they retired them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBk6lCikqkQ

>>82074656
Will you buy some gabagool?

>>82074834
woke up this mornin'
and got some gabagool!
https://youtu.be/S6eqqOhETeM

>>82074710
A LOT
I was doing good with my education while the waiter time(weekend job)
Then one day I went melty
Threw away my vocational-school degree I worked for so hard
Like I passed the exams, all I had to do is show up for 6 more weeks
>went for my longest hikikomori run
>around a year n half
>after that I was still a mess for half a year
>things got slowly better when my parents managed to find a new kitty I clicked with
>tfw he died while I was gone on my last vacation last year
Amazon was actually during my vacay like
>if u move 300+km away for our new FC
>you can be a Trainer!
>plus 10.000yuros bonus!
>was like yesh im gonna grab my baby and have a new start!
>welp got the bad news the first morning I was back
>parents went crying in secret the first night I was back
>cause I kept looking n calling for him as soon as I arrived while they knew
>okies I better stfu now befor I cry myself
>oh no some tears xd
>I miss my baby desuu
Anyhoo if u make progress and fall bsck into ur hole
Shit happens
The true art is to get back up (((again)))
Zzzz now

0h one last thing
>Snapchat reminding me that today 7y ago
>I was out on a nightwalk in Dubai
>recorded videos for Dunsel
>;_
>hope Dunsel is alive n well desu
>he is gone since 7 years now
>we used to be such a menace together on r9k
>like me n aiste going full autism is pretty tame n harmless compared to that duo
>wellll we actually had the goal to derail & destroy threads we didnt like
>even if it was just because of one anon we didnt like being part of it
>we were good at it
>we were young n silly uwu
Dunsel be alive plss

>https://youtu.be/66cK524Qwis?si=62r00MbSUXx00qR8
Look Dunsel, Spongebozz finally dropped the Spongebob cosplay and recorded a track together with Kollegah
>Im still salty that Sun Diego/Spongebozz
>teased a heavy 1h long disstrack against Kollegah
>just to make up
>and announce a fucking vapoware album
>context:
>https://youtu.be/iy15smVyQeI?si=AD2iVYYrIZS_d6Cm
>they were best frens
>one of them became germanies most successful rapper
>the other one had to hide behind a spongebob cosplay cause of the hate he got
>then Spongebob guy was mad for Kolle telling everyone about the identity n betraying their old fre ship
>https://youtu.be/4fTAm0B4-YA?si=-7EF2xVY9-91ydV8
>Als wir Songs zusammen recorded haben
>Hat meine Mom fuer dich gekocht und deine boxershorts gewaschen

Here for Aiste
>https://youtu.be/C71rzt6FIWI?si=aP0DJLwvWPwuD7fW
He is like the only proud german jewish rapper lole
NYT or some other murrican magazine wrote about it cause of that once lole

Did Animal anon really get Lurker-chan pregnant?