>God will never leave me not forsake me
And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.
https://youtu.be/XZnrwvIYmuk?feature=shared

pic is false. my mind is ready to go and I've been pushing myself for decades trying to escape the rut of hell I was born into but effort and smart choices don't result in success - its who you know not what you know or what you do.

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What is your situation anon? Maybe another perspective will help.