I have the most depraved fetish. Instant Loss. I crave for death every day. - /r9k/ (#82050602) [Archived: 28 hours ago]

Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:03:16 AM No.82050602
help me seriously what the fuck is wrong with me
help me seriously what the fuck is wrong with me
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I fucking hate this website for introducing me to this fetish which has ruined my life! For years now I have been cursed with this Instant Loss fetish, with no way to act upon it! I get close every now and then, but it never is quite perfect, and afterwards I always feel like a total fucking human failure!

I figured the best way to live out my fetish was to adopt a sort of "tough girl" persona. But its actually done good for me? Like to really LIVE it, I go to the gym. And workout. Which has legitimately made me stronger and healthier. Like, the whole point is me to be perceived as strong, and then to lose instantly in a humiliating way, with me getting mating pressed.

But... Instead of people looking down on me, or thinking I'm pathetic, people think that I'm actually cool? Like they actually respect me even though they have no idea that deep down I'm a completely degenerate pervert. I challenge guys to armwrestling contests in the hopes that I lose. But a lot of the twigs that I arm-wrestle have weak arms? And its no fun if I don't legitimately lose.

Like the goal is:
>Challenge guy to armwrestling, or race, or bet of some kind
>Act super cocky, get really up in his face "HAH, theres no way you could beat me!"
>Lose pathetically and get totally humiliated then get dicked down as punishment

But the problem is, they end up losing a lot of the time. Or if they do win I've actually had it several times where the guy feels bad when we do those strip poker type challenges. And he'll just put his hand up and be like "Thats ok! Honestly I respect the hell out of you, you're way stronger than most girls I know!"

.... I just... I just.... I'm not... I'm not actually that honorable... I'm.. Just a fetishist. I can't believe my idiot fetish is actually earning me legitimate respect and praise... I hate this, why am I like this?
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Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:09:07 AM No.82050639
>>82050602 (OP)
this isnt that depraved, its normal foidslop
>i want a man to overpower me
you have a retarded take on it but whatever. i think most guys do not associate arm wrestling or whatever the fuck as being a sexual invitation so you will probably have to be fucking the guy first then pull this on him
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:11:19 AM No.82050654
>>82050602 (OP)
I know this is fake, but why don't you find tougher guys to challenge? Like, join a unisex sports group (bowling, darts, billards, etc) or find some strong macho guys in your local bar / gym that you can armwrestle?
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Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:14:18 AM No.82050671
>>82050602 (OP)
you should unironically do judo and get thrown around a bit
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Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:21:40 AM No.82050701
>>82050602 (OP)
Fake post can't happen IRL
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Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:29:43 AM No.82050740
i hate myself
i hate myself
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>>82050654
>but why don't you find tougher guys to challenge?
A lot of the stronger ones won't take me seriously. And a guy thats twice as wide as I am and built like a brick shithouse? I don't want it to be too obvious. I tend to target middle of the road to loser type dudes. But as you can expect of losers a lot of them won't even accept my challenge in the first place! It takes time, and effort to find just the right guy, trying to find someone who's sort of pathetic, and would be pathetic to lose to, but just strong enough and confident enough in himself to win to deliver me the ultimate humiliation. Turn into an animal and have his way with me, but it never happens!

>>82050671
Maybe I should. If I do some kind of sport, maybe theres more confident cocky dudes who will properly accept my challenges.

>>82050701
>can't happen IRL
I've tried it so many times... And I've kept having to make it more and more obvious. "You know what, fine! Arm wrestle me right here and now, and I'll take off my shirt if I lose!"

And the goal is to like... Keep losing until... But it never really happens because... I mean honestly I think the fake confidence I put out gets perceived as real confidence and it intimates guys? Kinda how a goose can intimate a gorilla by just not backing down?
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Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:35:13 AM No.82050761
>>82050740
I see why it's hard now, yeah. Sounds like your best option is finding a kinky guy to do a roleplay scenerio with you, but that wouldn't be enough for your fetish huh? It has to be unscripted & natural?

I don't know... keep trying... or maybe go on a detox and try to move on.
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:45:46 AM No.82050815
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>>82050740
trust me, pick judo
skinny 15 year old boys will do picrel to you every training session
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 9:29:22 AM No.82051078
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you are lucky, imagine being a man with that fetish
BTW, would you like to get forcefully impregnated while mating-pressed?
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 11:13:40 AM No.82051570
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>>82050602 (OP)
Actual foid brained lmao. Graduate to just doing that to huge Chad guys and getting dicked down after they push you over onto a bed or being a brat and getting punished. Those are the only two good types of instant loss anyway.
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 11:19:15 AM No.82051594
>>82050602 (OP)
>>82050740
give stats i need stats to visualize myself pinning you down you must be some 5'5 brat who weighs 195 am i right
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 11:25:00 AM No.82051623
>>82050602 (OP)
>men won't indulge my extremely niche fetish which is often literal rape
>men aren't psychic either to know this, and no I won't inform them despite the fact that misinterpreting this fetish can lead to rape, crime and punishment

Don't be a fucking retard challenge; impossible difficulty for women
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 11:26:17 AM No.82051630
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>>82050602 (OP)
>wahh i'm a porn addicted retard and i can't enact my exact fetish WORD FOR WORD irl waaaaahhhh
are you fucking retarded just go masturbate and you won't give a shit after you moron
it's not that serious
Anonymous
8/2/2025, 11:45:47 AM No.82051740
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>"tough girl"
>mating pressed
>12 replies
good try