Anonymous
8/2/2025, 8:03:16 AM No.82050602
I fucking hate this website for introducing me to this fetish which has ruined my life! For years now I have been cursed with this Instant Loss fetish, with no way to act upon it! I get close every now and then, but it never is quite perfect, and afterwards I always feel like a total fucking human failure!
I figured the best way to live out my fetish was to adopt a sort of "tough girl" persona. But its actually done good for me? Like to really LIVE it, I go to the gym. And workout. Which has legitimately made me stronger and healthier. Like, the whole point is me to be perceived as strong, and then to lose instantly in a humiliating way, with me getting mating pressed.
But... Instead of people looking down on me, or thinking I'm pathetic, people think that I'm actually cool? Like they actually respect me even though they have no idea that deep down I'm a completely degenerate pervert. I challenge guys to armwrestling contests in the hopes that I lose. But a lot of the twigs that I arm-wrestle have weak arms? And its no fun if I don't legitimately lose.
Like the goal is:
>Challenge guy to armwrestling, or race, or bet of some kind
>Act super cocky, get really up in his face "HAH, theres no way you could beat me!"
>Lose pathetically and get totally humiliated then get dicked down as punishment
But the problem is, they end up losing a lot of the time. Or if they do win I've actually had it several times where the guy feels bad when we do those strip poker type challenges. And he'll just put his hand up and be like "Thats ok! Honestly I respect the hell out of you, you're way stronger than most girls I know!"
.... I just... I just.... I'm not... I'm not actually that honorable... I'm.. Just a fetishist. I can't believe my idiot fetish is actually earning me legitimate respect and praise... I hate this, why am I like this?
I figured the best way to live out my fetish was to adopt a sort of "tough girl" persona. But its actually done good for me? Like to really LIVE it, I go to the gym. And workout. Which has legitimately made me stronger and healthier. Like, the whole point is me to be perceived as strong, and then to lose instantly in a humiliating way, with me getting mating pressed.
But... Instead of people looking down on me, or thinking I'm pathetic, people think that I'm actually cool? Like they actually respect me even though they have no idea that deep down I'm a completely degenerate pervert. I challenge guys to armwrestling contests in the hopes that I lose. But a lot of the twigs that I arm-wrestle have weak arms? And its no fun if I don't legitimately lose.
Like the goal is:
>Challenge guy to armwrestling, or race, or bet of some kind
>Act super cocky, get really up in his face "HAH, theres no way you could beat me!"
>Lose pathetically and get totally humiliated then get dicked down as punishment
But the problem is, they end up losing a lot of the time. Or if they do win I've actually had it several times where the guy feels bad when we do those strip poker type challenges. And he'll just put his hand up and be like "Thats ok! Honestly I respect the hell out of you, you're way stronger than most girls I know!"
.... I just... I just.... I'm not... I'm not actually that honorable... I'm.. Just a fetishist. I can't believe my idiot fetish is actually earning me legitimate respect and praise... I hate this, why am I like this?
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