>stop fapping for a week
>starts to feel a little gay
am I stupid or why this happens to me?

is normal it is ur inner child or sum shit

>>82051040 (OP)
I'm the oppposite.

>>82051040 (OP)
i feel gay whether i fap or i don't

after cumming instead of wanting to get fucked i want to get cuddled by a dude

>>82051040 (OP)
>nofap day 3
>consisering raping women

>>82051040 (OP)
>day 1 of nofap
>day 2 of nofap
>day 3 of nofap
>...
>day 1 of nofap

Yea I havent had sex in 15 years. And if I look at a girls big bum in her jeans literally come home and try to kill myself slowly. Dude this world is actually offensive to me. It should not exist obviously, what the fuck is this? Dude every person I have ever met had sex their entire lives. But me? Dude, thats so fucking ugly. Thats so gay and stupid. I can hardly believe the pain I am made to experience every day against my will, while all the people around me are literally orgasming. Dude how could something this bad actually happen? Because some faggot wanted to knock up my mom? Dude this world should honestly be totally destroyed lol if even like one person is suffering its just gotta stop man. u cant do this to ppl dude thats totally over the line. U cant force ppl to live in bodies only to experience pain. Extremely uncalled for dick. Hope u get wats coming to u.

>>82051040 (OP)
The only way a robot can last a week without cooming is if he has extreme health problems or is a severe alcoholic, so i dont believe you
>>82051872
You say all this hate the world bullcrap but then will go on and fap and watch porn LMAO. If you want to escape samsara you have to really REALLY hate the world meaning not indulging in any of its pleasures such as porn and alcohol, you're on the right track you have the right mindset, but do go all the way