Every day, I tell myself that there is a parallel universe where I didn't miss out on teenage love, where I am handsome, and where a girl can love me without hypergamy. She would be faithful and selfless toward me, being the only person who truly matters to her.

>>82051167 (OP)
several girls liked me in jr high and in hs

i just ignored them because i didnt want to talk to them

being alone with my thoughts was so much better

still is

that dream is only fictional.