I am Miserable and Resentful. I want to Kill Myself because I haven't Experienced what Others Have. I am going to Kill Myself Very Soon. I hope people who mistreated me over the years can see what I will do and feel responsible.

>>82055046 (OP)
Hello anon do you want to scream at the void in my DMs? Maybe I can offer you some comfort in these dark times

>>82055056
I dont even have social media. I will say it publicly because I don't care.

I WORK A JOB 40 HOURS A WEEK THAT I HATE BECAUSE I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND NEVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP SO ANY AMOUNT OF MONEY I MAKE GOES TO NOTHING. I DO NOTHING WHILE SOCIAL PEOPLE PARTY ON THEIR FRIDAYS.

Social people get to fuck and have fun on their Fridays while I rot in isolation because I dont know how to make connections that would lead me to that. Im 23.

I cant even watch porn because I resent them even though their lives are so obviously shit. Im lower than shit.

>>82055046 (OP)
wait I can tell your a man so you might actually mean it a bit. but "I hope people who mistreated me will feel responsible" means youre nowhere close to actually killing yourself lol. come on champ, you got work to do stop being dramatic. how are you

>>82055100
>I WORK A JOB 40 HOURS A WEEK THAT I HATE BECAUSE I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND NEVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP SO ANY AMOUNT OF MONEY I MAKE GOES TO NOTHING.
Kek at least you didn't fall for the medfag psyop
I work 80-100 hours a week and earn minimum wage. No I'm not joking

>>82055102
I barely slept because I stayed up until 4am on my phone because im so deprived of happiness I scroll on reels for hours. I woke up at 9am.

>>82055046 (OP)
>I hope people who mistreated me over the years can see what I will do and feel responsible.
They will laugh at you. They won, you lost

>>82055123
That is totally wrong. I don't have a degree in anything yet and I make double minimum. Sorry the system has done that. Totally wrong. Also 80-100 hours is insane, I can't even function at the amount I work, im crazy because of no free time.

>>82055131
I won you lost because you're in my thread sucking cock like the faggot you are.

>>82055159
>Also 80-100 hours is insane
surgical specialties got even worse hours residency drains your soul

>>82055126
oh yeah youre in your giving up stage. well you're not gonna kys and when you snap out of this bullshit you're gonna regret the time you're spending crying

>>82055205
Okay cool so then that equates to getting a gf and getting married. So basically my future is perfect and amazing, I just need to manifest it and always improve myself or my hobbies!

>>82055181
I cant imagine the determination you have but I respect it. Kind of off topic but computer science students are screwed I think. A.i takes their jobs and they just debug code that a.i writes.

>>82055286
It is not determination anon it is desperation I have 200k debt I cope by abusing adhd meds hard

>>82055300
Makes sense then. I hear people snorting cocaine or pills in the washroom at my work. Nobody should have to abuse drugs just to get by in my opinion.

>>82055267
what are your hobbies, and are you fat and brown or something I feel like getting a girl in 2025 in america is really easy since the advent of e dating

>>82055362
I totally agree with you anon i fucking hate capitalism

>>82055364
Gym, collecting, language learning. Im fit and white, 5'10.

Dating apps do NOT work unless you're a spineless little vermin who would sell your soul for the chance at some pus. I installed 2 dating apps, put legitimate time into my profiles, and realized it was all for nothing when I only got 1 match. I online dated in my teenage years and when I was 20.

Im socially exhausted from work.

>>82055364
>I feel like getting a girl in 2025 in america is really easy since the advent of e dating
not op but edating sucks cause what if you invest time into someone and theyre ugly

>>82055429
take the personalitypill bro youre gonna be around them for your whole life that means finding someone compatible is more important than looks

this is my only true friend. and the anons here :)