Ive dropped out of college and NEETing so hard im starting to dissociate

>>82055244 (OP)
i neeted for 2 years and it melted my brain i genuinely cant live without a career aspiration

>>82055244 (OP)
I'm 25. I have a job but I still live in my parent's house.

>>82055244 (OP)
>mbv
>k-on!
choose

>>82055274
Im 22 and ive also neeted for a total of 2 years on and off
I have nothing to anchor myself in and cant tell what happened 2 weeks ago, or in may, march, February this year or anything from last year
Time passes fast but I understand its passing slow for everyone else. Everyday feels like a timeloop and im deathly afraid of the future, specifically the year 2030 because I know its going to be here within the blink of an eye, even though again, I understand it will come really slow.
>career prospects
Im from the third world and I have no career prospects

>>82055346
>Im from the third world and I have no career prospects
Im also from turd world and that's exactly why I have career prospects, I want to move out from this disgusting hell hole

>>82055244 (OP)
woah that's literally me haha are you me I dropped out and neeting for a year now

>>82055365
>Im also from turd world and that's exactly why I have career prospects, I want to move out from this disgusting hell hole
Its a rat race only the privileged get to escape from. I dont have any friends, I dont have connections, I dont have the looks to give me the advantage of the halo effect in any environment or help me to socialize with people, I graduated highschool with subpar grades in some shitty college and after meeting an internet whore I knew for years and got rejected I immediately got buckbroken mentally and dropped any drive to excel in my class. I quite literally have nothing left.

>>82055442
Yes I also have literally none of that I also didn't get an internet whore and I am still in the rat race struggling and carrying because I want to spite robots and /pol/tards by being a latino immigrant earning 300k-500k I LIVE because I SPITE I SPITE because i LIVE

>>82055456
How? I will be in my mid to late 20s if I hypothetically manage to ever put the work in and escape, my youth will be lost and Ill be forced to date abused hags instead of 18 year olds and ill be having existential crisis of nearing 30

>>82055497
it's not like im fucking anyone currently or would be doing anything else that's productive so im okay with dedicating all my life energy into this goal.
>my youth will be lost and Ill be forced to date abused hags instead of 18 year olds
you can date 18 year olds at 30
>and ill be having existential crisis of nearing 30
yeah to be fair if i cant start a family im killing myself when im 40 or 50 and giving all my money to my nephews and nieces

>>82055244 (OP)
>picrel
Having a poster of "loveless" really makes no sense. That album is all about the feelings of shallowness, lack of fulfillment, loneliness, and euphoria of casual sex. Why would a chud like that album? Is it just because of the name?

>>82055244 (OP)
i VIVIDLY remember this exact image saying 23 instead of 25, can someone PLEASE find it for me
>>82055292
?? both
>>82055533
>source: my ass
anyway it's a good fucking album, mellon collie is borderline chuddy and most of the songs are about teen love

>>82055520
Ok, what if I toil like you for half a decade and get no results? Depriving all my fun and comfort for nothing?

>>82055680
>>source: my ass
Go read the lyrics. Yes, they've never been officially released, but they have been pieced together in a way that sounds very accurate. I'm a total incel, but I do like that album a lot. However, it's an exception, since I usually despise the sort of music that has anything to do with the themes of love, relationships, or sex.

>>82055695
My life is not worth living anon I will never be normal so all I can do is accept ego-death and use my disgusting body and rotten mind to the benefit of those that deserve it; my family.

>>82055244 (OP)
Good luck trying to force yourself to enjoy life knowing you threw away college to sit at home and smoke weed. Seriously reconsider your life choices before you destroy your mind and life.

>>82055244 (OP)
Visit https://neets.moe

a neet imageboard

>>82055736
You have it backwards, people become shut-in NEETs because their minds are already shit. You put OP in a club or a gym and he'll just be a depressed dissociating guy in a club or a gym instead of at home.