Thread 82056567

It's been almost a year and I still miss my ex boyfriend. Didn't even last much. Do you ever get over your first love?

>>82056567 (OP)
It's been 12 years and I still think about my first love.

Nope, even been 10 years with another gf currently, which isn't fair to her but I don't want to be alone. My first ex gf is always on my mind even though I know she doesn't think about me at all and is married. It's been slowly killing me.

>>82056639
>>82056657
Damn so it never gets better

>>82056639
well that's comforting, my breakup isn't even half a year ago (4yrs together)

the rope it is then

>>82056676
I was beginning to do better, but then a dream fucked that over, now everything just hurts again. Wish I could just move on so badly. It hurts even more knowing that my ex doesnt go through this shit, she moved on so easily.

>>82056742
the toughest truth is she never loved you as much as you did her

embrace the suck

>>82056676
>>82056696
It gets better. You might even be able to get over him but me, personally, I just can't get over her.
>>82056755
This. It is what it is.

>>82056742
I get that so much. I still dream about him and it ruins my whole day when I do
>>82056755
If they could fall out of love it means they never loved you

>>82056755
I mean, she did love me. Then she went to the airforce becuase of no money for college, it was working but the writing was on the wall. She got mad at me from being a sperg about things (overly worried about her leaving me lol) and it just fell apart and she left me before I was supposed to go fly down to see her graduate from her military schooling. While I floundered around single and horrifically depressed she easily got around and ended up pregnant and married outta wedlock. Then she got honorably discharged and is now considered a disabled veteran for guarding a shack for 2 years and getting into a car wreck off duty. Came back to me for a little but tossed me aside after finding someone else. Got divorced, Then she left him and got married to some other guy she's with now. Essentially my love of my life died as soon as she left for the airforce. And my ocd/tism refuses to let me move on.