I hate my life. Every thing about my life sucks.

If I was born in japan or china I would have an infinitely better life with a family culture and good food. I hate every single day knowing I had a chance to be born in south east asia yet I was born in fucking america. But because I was born here I have to suffer. I have to suffer as a garbage subhuman. Everything is perfect in east asia, 95% at least. They have better schools, better food, happier lives, better exercise, better community, better jobs, better culture.

Instead I was born in the west as a euromutt with faggot parents who one are dysgenic and stupid. I wasn't even gifted with the "good" euro genes like nordic blonde hair blue eyes I look garbage ugly with shit subhuman dysgenic genes. I'd rather be asian.

Even right now I live in relative luxury, it still isn't good enough. The only way my life can ever be made up and even began to be compensated for the garbage I was put in is if I become a multi millionaire and get everything I want. That's the only way it can forgiven. Besides that nothing matters. I don't care about anything. I don't want to do anything because its not worth it. I am 25 and I have only have despair and apathy, self hatred. I should be dead, and I hope for it every day.

>>82059989 (OP)
just get a job and move out, if you cant afford to move out, get a loan

Assuming you can work; get a job, save money, move out. maybe get money from parents if they are supportive. its not all that fun living in asian countries but you do you

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>>82060031
Nah im not going to do any of that. I'd rather just sit here and wait to die. I wont lift a finger. I just dont care about anything, not even my own wellbeing. I just dont care anymore about anything or anyone I just want to be alone and die

>>82060040
>I just want to be alone and die
exactly
move out and stop being a fucking burden to other people