I am so frustrated that I cannot change.
There's a folder on my computer of sexy girl pictures that I downloaded to reprogram myself to only like women but I've never opened it.
My stomach feels terrible.
There's a bloodstain, very tiny, on my carpet from when I used a dildo last year. I forgot about it until just know. I stopped seeing it.
Someone on twitter called me a fucking catfish. I never mentioned being a guy, and they said there's no fucking way a guy likes the anime characters I do, likes the music I do, says the things I do, knows as much about flowers as I do, You know what you're fucking doing you fucking troon! LIAR! The worst part is I was still desperate to keep him around. The one and only person who was attracted to me.
All actions I take will either be repeated or are already repetitions of things I repressed having already done. It is my destiny to repeat everything. I am in HELL.
There's a folder on my computer of sexy girl pictures that I downloaded to reprogram myself to only like women but I've never opened it.
My stomach feels terrible.
There's a bloodstain, very tiny, on my carpet from when I used a dildo last year. I forgot about it until just know. I stopped seeing it.
Someone on twitter called me a fucking catfish. I never mentioned being a guy, and they said there's no fucking way a guy likes the anime characters I do, likes the music I do, says the things I do, knows as much about flowers as I do, You know what you're fucking doing you fucking troon! LIAR! The worst part is I was still desperate to keep him around. The one and only person who was attracted to me.
All actions I take will either be repeated or are already repetitions of things I repressed having already done. It is my destiny to repeat everything. I am in HELL.
