>>82067588 (OP)I stare at the ceiling for 10 hour every day
>I wonder if normies feel alone?a lot of them just seem bored. they drink and do drugs to feel something other than the mundanity of daily life.
>Doesnt matter how many people i meet or books i read i will never understand how people find community and love in this world...It's a great mystery. Other people just do it. They don't think about it. They just do it. They go with the flow, and it results in them having friends, partners, social hobbies, etc. If you have to think about it, it's already a major hurdle to get back on track.