talk to me tell me to kill mtsrlf or somethinr idk

>>82073310 (OP)
Don't you have a bf to tell you these things? Where's he at? Surely he's got time for you

>>82073310 (OP)
we warned you about transitioning bro

>>82073310 (OP)
I wish this post were bait. Go get a boyfriend, slag.

>>82073310 (OP)
drop your discord so you can be my girlfriend or fuck off

>>82073310 (OP)
Post vocaroo of you doing a deep man voice and say "I'm strokin my dick, I got lotion on my dick right now".

>>82073310 (OP)
i put him in a cum jar

>>82073310 (OP)
This is troon bait, real women don't get drunk or experience loneliness

>>82073323
nuh uh i have no one

>>82073338
im.goof

>>82073341
no

>>82073343
maybe after another drunk

>>82073347
poor kittyu :((((

>>82073310 (OP)
>>82073356
are you near north carolina by any chance?

>>82073368
im not american at all

>>82073372
fuck, well i tried. hope you get to feeling better soon. enjoy your drinks. drinking too since i have night shift in like 12 hr

>>82073356
>no
you cant be lonely then, ignore her boys.

>>82073310 (OP)
Why are u drinking your sorrows away femanon

>>82073376
whatew you dribkinf anon?

>>82073378
lonely as in no one to tapk i font need a boyfeiend

>>82073385
every depreessufe episode means drinking yome :D

>>82073391
vodka mixed with coke. I need to cut back actually but it's the only way i can fall asleep, otherwise i start feeling needles

>>82073395
areyou an alcoholic??? thats not goog anon

what vidka brand?

Im hung over right now. Kinda wish I hadn't drunk yesterday. The room is spinning and I cant sleep

>>82073356
>maybe after another drunk
You better do it! I got a lot riding in this

>>82073407
Usually skol. Yeah it's only been a recent thing (within the past few years) out of stress and shitty economic situation but it's better than constantly being high on dissociatives like in the very early 2020s

>>82073411
thata alwa6s how it is the say after. im noy looking forwar ato this

>>82073414
i will yry my best

>>82073418
iooo what disassociatives do yoy do? where are you from.ife neve4 heard od skol

>>82073310 (OP)
What you been drinking? I'd join you but it's 7:45 here and I'm at work.

>>82073443
How many shots have you had so far? I drank maybe 7 or 8 last night and got blackout drunk again.

>>82073460
suntory 196 but like the weatern verwioj not the japanese

whats your job anon im curios

>>82073468
ive frank 5 cans of ehat i aaud in the other reply im trying not to vomur tonifht

>>82073473
>suntory 196
Never heard of it. Jap whiskey or something?

I work in security right now. Hoping to move to police soon, we'll see what happens.

>>82073480
It's better to vomit when you drink too much than to keep it in and let your body absorb even more alcohol.

>>82073480
Try eating some popcorn or something. Might help.

>>82073485
itslemob and vodka ans shochu i think too

security is really nice, good jpb, hope you get to upgrade aoon :D

>>82073502
vomittinf is gross tho

>>82073520
i sish i had some D:

>>82073310 (OP)
lets see those drunk nudes baby

>>82073527
This, spread gash OP, you know you want to

>>82073527
ewww

id eather die rhan fo rhis

>>82073549
cmon just 1 quick pussy pic to help robots get through the work week

>>82073564
im nor qn ewhore :((((

>>82073569
pweaseeee???

>>82073569
Then why are you acting like one?

>>82073585
n oooo

>>82073586
im not im just drubk

>I want attention
>But I won't show boobs
>And I won't talk to you privately
>Now GIMME GIMME GIMME

>>82073524
>itslemob and vodka ans shochu i think too
Ah, I see. My buddies who went to Korea used to mix Soju (I think that's how it's spelled) and Sprite. My ass went to Germany and we weren't allowed to drink which was mad gay.

>security is really nice, good jpb,
The pay is good where I am but the job itself honestly makes me wish I was fucking dead. I stare at a gate for 12 hours a day.

But yeah, here's hoping I can get on with the PD

>>82073602
yes exavtly abon

>>82073609
why werent you allowrd to drink in germany? i thought dribking afe was low rhete?

that sounds better thah most jobs and if you get good pay it cant be all baf, but im praying for you anon

>>82073612
Attention is a mug's game. Are you really even having fun doing this? You could be watching a movie or playing a video game.

>>82073602
Nigga we all want attention. It's why we're on this piece of shit website in the first place.

>>82073612
Are you still drinking, OP? If you're at the point where you can't spell four letter words you should stop and drink some water, maybe get something to eat.

Not saying that to be a dick, but from experience. I have thrown up off of my back porch more times than I care to count.

>>82073622
>why werent you allowrd to drink in germany
I was on deployment. Used to be military.

>if you get good pay it cant be all baf,
That's fair, and I am grateful for what I have. I truly do think God dropped this in my lap to help me out because it pays almost twice as much as other security gigs in the area. But I also just really, really hate this job. And I've wanted to be a cop since I was little. I really hope I don't end up hating that too

>>82073671
i dont wanna fuck up ob my video gams and dont have energy for a miviw rn. i do enjoy replyong to the replies in the thread, its like havingba low stakew conversation

>>82073672
i stopped a bit ago ans im tryinf to sober up befote bed, not puttingnin too much effort into typibf tootho. ty for carinf tho :D

oh that's really cool but sucks you coylsnt dribk

most kids wanna be a cop, job is a lot more fucled up yhan it initially seems, hopefully uoull be ok in it and actually enjoy it ans everything

>>82073672
>Nigga we all want attention. It's why we're on this piece of shit website in the first place.
Yes, but for us it makes sense. For women it's obnoxious because they can get attention anywhere and everywhere. I don't see why they should be able to come here too and monopolize it.

>>82073707
>that's really cool
Truly it were not. I spent more time holding a mop than I did a rifle. Mostly it was my unit though. Fuckin mad GWOT ended as I was going in, I wanted war.

>job is a lot more fucled up yhan it initially seems
I know a lot of the horror stories. I'm ready for that aspect, I think. I've already seen plenty of nasty shit first hand. And I've also been nearly murdered.

My fear is monotony, paperwork, corruption, and being hamstrung by incompetent leadership. The department I'm looking at seems chill though.

>>82073711
>women it's obnoxious because they can get attention anywhere and everywhere.
Not really. If she was able to go outside and get a bunch of attention she probably wouldn't be here. Same with you and me.

>>82073748
most people in the mililary will necer see war, so yoyre just one of many people. hopefully youll getcwhat yoy want out of being a cop

but the things you fear are basically all of what being a vop is, paperwork monpotony and corruption are all regular things in ot

althougj idk shit cause ive never workes a dat in my life lol

also to answer what tou were replying too, i like it here, r9k has been my home for years

>>82073784
>most people in the mililary will necer see war
That's fair, but I joined infantry during wartime thinking I'd get to see something. I was a dumb kid, sure, but I still resent it.

>paperwork monpotony and corruption are all regular things in ot
Probably. But people also tend to exaggerate both good and bad, and such things are subject to circumstance so I won't know unless I roll the dice myself.

>never workes a dat in my life lol
Oof. How old are you? Do you want to work or are you actively doing the NEET thing?

>like it here
I don't see why. I hate this place. But I keep coming back for some fuckin reason.

>>82073810
was it ine your country was actively involved in? cause if not you probably had no chance of getting shipped off

its worth the chance, i wish you luck!!!

i turn 20 this year and i nevet wanna work. im a neet and get paid more than enough from neetbuxx

once you come here youll never leave thats the rules, you get used to it, this site has had a hold on me for many years so ive come to love it even if its awful

Fuck off to where you came from, (troon) abomination

>>82073847
>was it ine your country was actively involved in?
Yeah, I'm in the US and it was Afghanistan. Granted, it was late, but I still hoped to go.

>wish you luck
I appreciate that anon. I will probably need it.

>im a neet and get paid more than enough from neetbuxx
I'd say to be careful what you wish for. NEETing is fun for awhile but you'll go stir crazy eventually.

>once you come here youll never leave
I know. I got pulled into /pol/ at 16 and I never left. Actually only started coming here recently

>>82073935
afghanistan? how old are you, anon? its probably for the best, itd suck to get blown up by browns

ive been neeting since 15 and im definitely bored but itll be ok, i cant work or anything so im kinda stuck

you shouldnt get too sucked in here cause r9k is specifically miserable, pol is funny by how bad it is, escape to the blue boards while you can

This is a prime example of why I hate both men and women.

>loser e-ehore comes here to complain about her easy life
>instantly, clueless simps give undivided attention for a crumb of fishy unwashed neet bitch pussy

many such cases, ignore these fucking threads

>>82073979
>how old are you, anon? its probably for the best, itd suck to get blown up by browns
25. And I get that but I've also had suicidal ideations for about as long as I've had conscious thoughts.

Granted, I do need to be here for my son but sometimes I wonder if a martyr dad wouldn't do him better than the reality of who I actually am.

>cant work
Something medical or just bad circumstances?

>escape to the blue boards while you can
I visit /wsg/ and /k/ fairly often.

>>82074012
>ignore
>still bumps it anyway

ty anon

>>82074012
>for a crumb of fishy unwashed neet bitch pussy
Nigger, this chick might live on another fucking continent. I'm here because I'm bored at work and I feel like talking to someone who replies.

>>82074025
It's my obligation to feed into the machine, no one can escape the cycle of e-ehore and dumbass horny sperg

>>82074021
aww anon, you should stay alive for yoyr son, even if its hard sometimes, and you feel suicidal and dont feel like you're a good dad, just imagine his life WITHOUT you around. foster homes are fucked. not having a dad is fucked. youre not as bad as you think you are, i cam see that from this alone

i have medical issues like back issues and mental issues so itd be impossible to work, but those are also bad circumstances (all medical issues are bad circumstances)

/k/ is a great board

>>82074072
>imagine his life WITHOUT you around.
That's basically the only reason I haven't taste tested buckshot. I'd be leaving him with his mom, whom I wish to Christ I had never looked twice at. But my kid is really fuckin cool, so it's a give and take I guess. Being a single dad since 22 has sucked fucking dick though, and there is no hope of romance for me now.

>medical issues are bad circumstances
Fair enough. Sorry to hear about the medical problems though, that fucking blows. I have shit knees but I can at least still move under my own power, it's just painful.

>/k/ is a great board
Rarely. But it is neat

>>82074124
dont give up on romance, lots of women love single dads (more than youd believe, they look vulnerable and sweet and most women are total suckers for it)
whar happened with his mom, if its ok to ask?

whats wrong with your knees? that sucks too, im sorry about that. bad joints and bones at anything under 40 is so fucked up

>>82073310 (OP)
hello fembot, i wish i could be ur supportive robot bf
>tfw no drunk european fembot gf

>>82074359
>lots of women love single dads
Pretty sure they look at us the same way we look at single moms. I don't know though, I ain't a girl.

>whar happened with his mom
I was a fuckin idiot and overcommitted to my first girlfriend. Kept telling myself that she would grow up eventually, but every issue she had just got worse with time. She ended up sending a text that she wanted to get divorced while I was deployed and I threw my wedding ring off of a hill.

I wish I could go back in time and slap the dog shit out of 17 year old me. Girls with blue hair are a terrible fucking idea, every time.

>whats wrong with your knees? that sucks too, im sorry about that.
Fell in a hole while carrying the machine gun and 60 lbs of ammo plus my normal gear. My left knee touched the top of my left ear. Sprained my MCL real good, right knee is fucked from compensation.

I can still run and jump and all but I'm in a constant state of low grade pain, essentially. Oh, and I later shattered my left leg and tore a ligament in my ankle, so that hurts too.

>>82074442
nah, women are a lot different than men in that regard, men view single moms as bad news but lots of women love single dads. like i said, dont give up hope anon

ive heard nothing but bad experiences from guys with hs sweethearts going into the military, its a tale as old as time. the only benefit to it is you have your kid, so at least you still have a reason to keep living

girls with mental issues will always be girls with mental issues no matter how much you think you can change them or make things better

that sounds fucking painful. both the machine gun thing and shattering your leg, im surprised its only low grade pain and not a higher grade of pain. youre really lucky to get off that lightly

i managed to get more sober, so i was able to give a better, more sincere response this time. really do wish you the best, anon

>>82074615
>tale as old as time.
Wasn't gonna happen to me though. The sheer fucking hubris. Granted, I don't think the military did it to us. We're very different people, and it would have happened sooner or later.

>have your kid, so at least you still have a reason to keep living
Is it wrong to resent that I have a reason to live? I don't resent my kid, but I hate having something that ties me here.

>girls with mental issues will always be girls with mental issues
Yeah, kid me should've figured that one out. I guess the excuse I kept making was that we all have issues. That doesn't mean that you should accept someone being shitty and not making an effort to get better though, which I have had to learn and relearn the hard way a couple times.

>youre really lucky to get off that lightly
No kidding. I'm just glad I can still move. Need to see if I can still wrestle though, I'm kinda concerned about the leg since I broke it. I'm six months out and I've lost a bit of range of motion, but Im hoping it's not weak now.

>managed to get more sober
I noticed. You feel better sober or are you going back to it? I kinda wish I could drink right now

>wish you the best, anon
I appreciate that. I'll pray for you.

>>82074724
its not wrong to resent that you have a reason to live as long as you dont resent the kid (which you obviously dont as stated), its pretty normal for suicidal people to be upset over the fact they need to live. youll find your footing eventually and feel better about living. especially with seeing your kid grow up more

everyone makes stupid decisions, especially teens so dont kick yourself too much about it, we all wanna try see the best in people even if we know we're probably wrong lol

the weakness shouldnt be permanent as long as you do things to strengthen it, just dont let yourself stay weak and you should be fine

i feel much better, its best to get sober before sleeping anyways, id drink more but id like to avoid a hangover as much as possible

>>82074724
also, thank you, i appreciate that

>>82074813
>everyone makes stupid decisions
Yeah. I just feel like I fucked up a good chunk of my life early on. There's worse things I could've done though, so c'est la vie I guess.

>dont let yourself stay weak
I've done PT and I'm back to going on runs. Just scared that once I get back into martial arts I'll go to snuff a takedown or something and then have my ankle bend the wrong way and snap.

>>82074813
>best to get sober before sleeping anyways,
That's true. I hope you have a good night, anon. Sorry for bitching so much, I just don't have too many people to talk to I guess

>>82073310 (OP)
>femanon
>67 replies
Why are you guys like this?

>>82074874
everyone fucks up early in life, itll be ok in the end. and dont stress about the ankle too much, the more you worry, the more likely something bad WILL happen. not like snapping your ankle again in martial arts is something thats super likely. just take it slow and easy

thanks anon, its all good, im willing to listen. i wanted conversation anyways