>>82073936i used to feel like that. like i was was still just my teen self piloting a body that physically ages. that's resolved some over the years and now there's more harmony between my mind and body and i can say that i feel like an adult. i think a lot of it comes from working through the different shit that my development feel so arrested in the first place. i feel a lot calmer and at peace in life because of that, too. i hope that you're able to get to a similar place. it's a weird world when you didn't expect to live this long