an organism's biological imperative is to breed but I hate myself so much that i would not want to pass on my specshul brand of mental illness to my child.

>>82076356 (OP)
We are obviously, for better or worse, outside the system. Not like I'd ever have the opportunity but I'd never want to have kids either. If I had a daughter she'd probably be okay but if I had a son like me he'd be completely fucked and I'd feel awful.

>>82076378
I still miss my bpd demon coworker. I wish she never got fired. I never felt this way about someone before.

>>82076424
>bpd demon coworker
Yeah they'll do that. But they aren't capable of feeling real, lasting emotion, anon. Their feelings are like dust in the wind. You can find someone with real care for you in the future. It's possible.

Why is the robot board filled with normies?

>>82076476
She felt like me in someway. Even then she felt like an alien but I felt like a real sympathy for the first time.

>>82076508
>felt like me in someway
They aren't real people either.

>>82076531
we could have been replicants together.

>>82076554
>together
Nope, bpd wouldn't allow that

>>82076356 (OP)
i dont care im an autistic adhd retard, i still wanna breed, i wish women were attracted to guys with autism

>>82076356 (OP)
same we should adopt children together

>>82076561
yea, but out of all the women in the world I actually wanted to get to know this girl. I never got the chance to ask her what her deal was though. If she actually was bpd or just an bitchy autist

>>82076356 (OP)
I've been called autistic many times but a psychologist said I'm too high functioning to be one. I actually don't hate myself. I wish there are more people like me.

>>82076576
but i don't think we have the skills to properly raise a child.

>>82076356 (OP)
how to cope with being ugly

>>82076356 (OP)
>No autism is just nerodiversity!
Just stop internalizing these stigmas, anon. I'm sure you'll find a job drawing furry porn or building ai gf's.

>>82076671
be very thin so you can feel like a tragic character instead of comic relief

>>82076672
getting talked down to by a heroin junkie makes me want to prove him wrong.

>>82076691
>Hasn't written a poem
>Hasn't played baseball
You aren't proving him wrong sperganon.

>>82076606
>we
hmmm i think id be a good dad honestly i could go more in depth about that and im also working towards a good paying job. what about you, do you think you'd have what it takes?

>>82076708
baseball is boring as fuck. poetry is for homos

>>82076715
maybe we need a normie partner to tether us to reality.

>>82076755
thats a crazy polycule youre crafting sir. wouldnt it be bad and confusing for the children though? Maybe like, just a relative would do

>>82076792
The dream is of course living with my comfy autist wife

>>82076708
The only one he was right about for me is the baseball one. But mainly because I've always hated team sports because autism.

>>82076805
thats not happening so we should just accept each other and raise our adopted children as a pseudo gay couple

>>82076805
>>82076832
Guys, how would you raise a kid properly? You're both autistic. I know I couldn't do it. How would you help them navigate all the normie problems they'll have?

>>82076846
probably heavily rely on the normie grandparents.

>>82076846
i can mask very well i just fucking hate normies and dont want to interact with them that much

>>82076929
I hate when you piss normies off and they say no one likes you when you legit didn't like them first. like they act like their shit dont stink when we got hypersensitive "noses".

>>82076356 (OP)
Are anyone of you autists (of any form) have autistic or autistic like parents? Do you really think your kids will be autistic?

>>82076995
Yes, my mom's definitely autistic. That whole side of my family are a bunch of weirdos and autists too. Some diagnosed, some not. And I'm an autistic man, so mostly likely will be dying alone. Don't want kids anyway.

>>82076881
>>82076929
Do you think that's good enough though? Do you think you'll be able to provide the love and emotional care that a child needs? My mom's autistic and she never told me she loved me and hated being touched so I was never hugged or anything either. I just don't think autists make good parents.

>>82076995
>have autistic or autistic like parents?
Yes.
>Do you really think your kids will be autistic?
Yes and probably inherit other bad mental illnesses

>>82077029
>Do you think you'll be able to provide the love and emotional care that a child needs?
I don't have the emotional shallow autism I am actually a very affectionate person, I am more so the eccentric a bit funny weird but high IQ autistic

>>82076995
my mom is a successful musician. i think the cultural revolution made her worse as an autist.

>>82077029
>I just don't think autists make good parents.
You need to understand people with autism can be severely different from each other. I can have all autistic traits you don't have and vice versa. It is impossible to tell what characteristics your child will inherit either, he can be relatively normal or he could be like type 3 non verbal autistic, he can even inherit autistic characteristics you don't have yourself.

Pfft, shut the fuck up. Stupid cringe little faggot. Your forehead would make an excellent resting place for my gretexe.

>>82077057
I'd rather you make my thighs as an excellent resting place for your head anon, I caress your hair while you vent to me about your traumas.

>>82077054
>It is impossible to tell what characteristics your child will inherit either
Is that a gamble you're really willing to make with a human life? Are you a woman or something? I couldn't imagine a male autist wanting to curse someone else with this existence

>>82077104
idk maybe i would be willing to let the chinese experiment on the embryo.

>>82077104
who said anything about a gamble i want kids but not biokids im the anon that wants to adopt children.

>>82077067
Quite tranny, ill use your gross hairy man thighs as chopping blocks.

One of the few small joys I can muster out of my shitty existence is knowing, as the only child, my father's bloodline will abruptly end with nothing to show for it. I consider not passing on my genetic inheritance a civic duty

>>82076356 (OP)
Isn't evolution all about trail and error and making countless dead ends along the way?