Thread 82076952 - /r9k/ [Archived: 40 hours ago]

Anonymous
8/4/2025, 9:19:40 PM No.82076952
{Togainu no Chi} ~Akira x Keisuke~ Battling the Demon Within
I've confessed the closest thing to my chest anonymously on the internet and its making me so sick to my stomach I want to delete it.
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 9:25:27 PM No.82077001
>>82076952 (OP)
What was it, anon? You can tell your old pal anon, right?
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 9:48:31 PM No.82077182
>>82077001
I don't mind telling people on 4chan as much. Tldr I'm in love with one of my schizo delusions.
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:05:03 PM No.82077366
>>82077182
>I'm in love with one of my schizo delusions
nta. My schizo delusions are all rat bitches. How did you manage to do that?
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:08:18 PM No.82077406
>>82077366
Well I said schizo but I don't think it actually is, I lack proper words to describe it. I'm not hallucinogenic or hear things, just have really odd beliefs.
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:10:59 PM No.82077440
>>82077406
Define odd beliefs
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:13:04 PM No.82077465
>>82077440
"Odd" as in the average person thinks they're weird.

I believe its in my best interest to kill myself as soon as I can, I believe free will doesn't exist, etc.

And I guess I believe I'm in a relationship with an individual concept that floats around in my head.
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:30:26 PM No.82077663
>>82077465
>its in my best interest to kill myself as soon as I can
Maybe. Hope you'll live tho
>I believe free will doesn't exist
Maybe, but the illusion of free will is as good as free will.
>I believe I'm in a relationship with an individual concept that floats around in my head
Like a tulpa?
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:34:00 PM No.82077710
>>82077663
>tulpa
I've had that term thrown around a lot. I'm not sure, but maybe. It seems too "star sign crystal magic" for it to be labelled that way though.
Who knows what it is. I hope I'll find an answer some day.
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:37:38 PM No.82077747
>>82077182
that's really nothing to be too ashamed of, I thought you were going to say you hurt someone or something lol
you're just a silly guy who sees thing and you fell in love with them
don't tell everyone cus some people will judge, but it's no big deal
you're a cool dude
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Anonymous
8/4/2025, 10:45:32 PM No.82077831
>>82077747
Thank you anon. I know I don't have to explain myself to others, whats real to me is real to me. Though, I still wish I could be open about it sometimes.
I'm happy like this though, for what its worth.
Anonymous
8/4/2025, 11:01:43 PM No.82077988
>>82077710
Used to construct whole worlds in my head and was romantic with girls there. Maybe it's the same. Hope you'll either be happy with head bea or find a simillar girl irl.