I hate being in a culture where people are fake nice
>had a coworker who was super nice.
>realize they actually despised and wanted nothing to do with me even though we hung out regularly
Being autistic sucks because you never notice the hints that someone actually dislikes you. I'm completely oblivious to any of this

at least they aren't using their niceness to take advantage of you, anon. just know it could be so much worse.

I've learned to avoid interacting with all people because of this, been burned too many times by people pretending to like me.

>>82081178 (OP)
I'm autistic and I can't fake nice for shit at the most I can just be quiet around those I hate but god is it so hard to not say something.

>>82081178 (OP)
I hate neurotypicals so much it's unreal.

>>82081178 (OP)
i was always super nice and respectful to the people that i secretly hated because they were norms, annoying, absolute dickheads etc
don't think too deeply about it its just to get through the day anon

>>82081178 (OP)
That's because you're autism sucks. My autism is awesome, I pick up on the smallest little things and I instantly know when somebody is not being genuine with their words thoughts reactions. I am quite sensitive in that regard.

>>82081178 (OP)
>culture where people are fake nice
So all of them.

>>82082313
>I instantly know when somebody is not being genuine
this you?

>>82081178 (OP)
This is why I'm glad I NEET. Wagecucking with those types of people was unbearable.
One particular sociopathic 'climber' prick comes to mind. We did our best to fake nice eachother, but by the end of the year we despised each other and found it tough to keep up the pretence. I tried to ignore him as much as I could. On my last day, I was glad to refuse to give him my number. It would be absolutely pointless.