I've developed an odd fetish over the last couple of years where I find great comfort seeing women in pain and or suffering and often fantasize about abusing a feebleminded or physical disabled woman and love bombing them at their lowest point and giving them an illusion of loving warmth. Now if this was just a weird fetish of mine that stayed in the realm fantasy that would be fine but! It has started to bleed over to my personal life with me acting more aggressive or actively looking for ways to emotionally damage my female friends by making fun of an issue they can't do anything about and I genuinely contemplated hitting a close lady friend of mine when we had a moment intimacy together just to see the pained look on her face. I'm not sure if this is the appropriate board for this but I wanted to vomit out my nonsense faggot babble somewhere. I should probably look into therapy. And no I don't hate my mother, or sister, my relationship is stable and healthy with them. It's..just a fetish I developed overtime from watching videl get her shit pushed as a kid probably.

>>82081932 (OP)
I like the idea of mind breaking them but honestly as soon as they started crying I would feel really really bad

The reward for me is that they start to cry personally or make a sad noise. For example I have a friend with a pretty bad speech impediment and I often make jokes that she sounds like someone who got a brick bashed over their head and the little sad noise she makes that she tries to pass off as an awkward laugh simply makes my dick diamonds despite not having a single ounce of hatred for women in my body.

God I want to fuck you retarded

>>82081970
>but Chad won't take me, I'm just his side piece waaaaahhhhhh

Face fuck you and make you lose brain cells

>>82082173
?????
are you implying I'm a woman? because I'm not