>>82086543 (OP)Reading shit like this is depressing.
The world is supposed to be difficult for men, we aren't privileged, you've just been lied to by a bunch of heebies and groids.
You can take the path to saving your life by finding salvation in Christ. Anything else is going to be shallow and empty.
The reason why most transgender people kill themselves before 40 is because you cannot keep up the facade forever. It's like wearing a cosplay outfit everyday. When you're young and attractive everyone is going to be paying attention to the cute young cosplayer dressed in a bodysuit, but when you're 40 and start aging like a man does everyone is just going to consider you a freak.
Trust me, as a bottomfaggot myself who has aged past 30 it's really diffucult to find men who don't just fetishize you and want to use you for your body.
You're better off alone as an incel than a troon who will turn into a breeding ground for aids and other diseases.
Get right with the Lord and find salvation in something with substance. Turning yourself into a crossdressing blowup doll is not a good life for anyone who is actually thinking about what life will be like at age 50