>>82109272 (OP)okay but it's a bit blasphemous. i'm no longer with the church and this was years ago so it's whatever.
i spent months not so discreetly flirting with a missionary who ended up baptizing me. being soaking wet with him in the baptism font while he held me in his arms and then pushed my wet hair out of my face is my most fondest memory. he was constantly making excuses to touch me even though we weren't allowed to really touch (like hugs were a no go). i miss being casually stroked, patted, and guided through doorways. i miss the weird religious lovebombing. i've never felt so loved and special (and horny).