Thread 82114871

drinking whiskey because i hate my life my self and everything around me
neet at the moment because i hate working but i hate being a neet
catch 22

I love being a NEET, as being a wage-cuck these days as an autist is hell.
I just wish that I could afford to drink myself to death.
Even as a wagie, I wouldn't be afforded the time to do that without outing myself as an alky.

>>82114871 (OP)
I've been drinking myself to sleep every night to sleep for the last two months since literally every chance I've tried to be a normie has constantly failed and even discouraged by people insulting me for trying, so being a NEET is a forced way of life because I'm too retarded.
I hate it too, but what else can one do I suppose. Complain and say it's the world's fault or get wasted every night and say it is what it is. At the end of the day the world keeps turning without me and I'm comforted by the fact that no matter my best efforts, it doesn't need me, and never needed me.
Least some of it tastes good innit?

liquor is probably better for practical reasons, easier to store and transport, alchoholics should just switch to it instead of fucking around with giant cases all the time.

>>82114871 (OP)
I can't fucking get drunk my life is hell dude

my boyfriend goes "why don't we fuck while we're drunk" and I'm like "nah sorry babe I can't get drunk"

"oh aren't you agnostic"
"yeah but I LITERALLY cannot get drunk"

we're both drunk dude