I wonder what my younger self would say if he saw the person I am now. Would he kill himself so he wouldn't turn out like this?

No, he'd kill those who make him like that.

>>82130450 (OP)
Did you ever seriously think you were going to make it? How did you not figure this shit out in grade school?

>>82130490
Honestly, I thought my life would get better as I got older, but it doesn't seem that way

>>82130450 (OP)
He would, I thought I was special.

>>82130514
I realized I was never going to get a gf when I was in the 4th grade. Nailed it.

>>82130450 (OP)
I'm glad I was a weirdo as a kid, I had murder rape fantasies at 8 and was molested at 6, I still love myself.

>>82130516
But you really are special, I mean in the needs...

>>82130490
I did okay in school and thought that my classmates were dumb. They were dumb but I was just another dummy in a crowd of dummies.

>>82130516
I honestly thought my future self would come back with the delorean Time Machine and take me to the future, fucking asshole never came

>>82130535
They were just lil chads.

>>82130516
I guess he would think I have it all figured out, but look at me now, I'm on 4chan

>>82130551
Nah, my neighbor is an used cars salesman, other was a plumber. Their kids followed in their footsteps. That's the kind of suburb I lived in.

>>82130450 (OP)
I think I would tell my younger self to dodge some things that had happened later on.

i mean i got fucked by luck and i knew that before i was an adult. considering that, not that bad but still disappointed at not being more

>>82130490
I'm a failed normie. I had girls with crushes on me middleschool. But that was my peak. If my middleschool self saw me they'd kill themselves and the cousin that molested me