>Beat off
>Write plans on how to change my life
This is how I've spent every night for the past 4 years.
same but instead of beating off it's getting drunk
whenever im drunk i make very ambitious goals and plan things that i WILL do in the next few days and then i wake up the next day, go to work, eat, shit, and then sleep like normal
>>82135707Yeah it's completely retarded. What mental illness is this? It's such a mental ordeal to get myself to accomplish anything. Even with something like watching a show, I find it difficult to marathon it, as opposed to not.
>>82135667 (OP)You're doing it wrong.
Instead you're supposed to write your plans down in the present tense, make a sigil, meditate THEN masturbate on it.
if someone stole my car and was dumb enough to bring it back to me thinking they're getting money all they'd be getting is an entire magazine through their chest.
Why write on how to change your life? That's something outside of your control. You will never be able to do it. In terms of fantasy it's kind of too broad. For daydreaming you have to put heavy restrictions on your life. Alternate universe with different physical laws, like magic, psychic, etc. Or genie three wishes. Time traveler to enlightenment period Europe + personal buffs. These kinds of things I usually keep in my mind even though it can pass hours.
For writing I prefer napkin mathing and paths trying. Start with compound interest calculator, tweak parameters, fun for hours. Until you start applying it retroactively. Then path scrying once it gets old or clear enough do napkin math. Calculate solar gain at different angles and layouts and sizes. Calculate rainfall harvest. Design cisterns. Read your state university agriculture extension research if you need some inspiration. This all assumes my life is going in a generally farmer path. If you want to be a racecar driver or pressure washer and hvac cleaning company your napkin math's will be very different. But the exact path doesn't matter, it's having a playfield on paper for your numbers. Be a yurt salesman. Now you're sourcing materials markup, innovations that decrease costs or minmax some aspects like insulation, weight, etc. Even the easy calculations are fun, like manually doing square footage of a circle. Then there's that nutjob who shat on the whole concept of yurts and built them out of wood 72' diameter and three or four stories high.
You'd think ai would be useful here but it mostly just makes shit up or fails to follow the simplest of prompts. But sometimes skimming 100+ year old bulletins and documents is so fun I wind up regular reading instead of skimming after I found the puzzle piece I was looking for. Last night's a good example of this. I wondered how big is a typical cistern? I found the pioneer front in Illinois had a 50 page paper on the subject of getting water where it ain't.
