Anonymous
8/10/2025, 10:37:49 AM No.82136617
Very beautiful night r9k, it is always so beautiful, the stars and looking at the constellations //
But I am reminded of the time a r9k e-girl hurt me, this is a trauma that I don't know if my spirit will ever recover. She doesn't post here anymore, thank goodness (otherwise ptsd triggers), but it still sad, I wanna share it even though I know no one will care. I am an incel, very ugly, and I have mental illneses that I don't want to procure more into about, but this has made me cost the function of social activity. So because of this, this board has been my only social place. Now cutting to the story, I met a girl who frequently posted here through one of her threads, and then even got her discord. I talked to her about many things, and she did too, it was nice. So I ask her out, she declines... of course, she knew how I looked like. But then the next day, she asks if I want to see her naked. I felt a joy in my heart I couldn't describe with words, pure bliss. It was perfect, but I don't want to make anons envious so I will skip this part...
2 days pass by, she is telling me she regrets it and I told her I'm sorry, she said I was the first person she sent nudes to and she shouldn't have and various other things.. I said I'm sorry, but she starts insulting me and calling me hideous and that she did it because I looked so ugly she felt bad
I blocked her after, but I cried for at least a MONTH maybe everyday, I don't know how someone is so capable of being mean
I still feel the same, I thought I would feel better it being off my chest, but nope. Goodnight anons
But I am reminded of the time a r9k e-girl hurt me, this is a trauma that I don't know if my spirit will ever recover. She doesn't post here anymore, thank goodness (otherwise ptsd triggers), but it still sad, I wanna share it even though I know no one will care. I am an incel, very ugly, and I have mental illneses that I don't want to procure more into about, but this has made me cost the function of social activity. So because of this, this board has been my only social place. Now cutting to the story, I met a girl who frequently posted here through one of her threads, and then even got her discord. I talked to her about many things, and she did too, it was nice. So I ask her out, she declines... of course, she knew how I looked like. But then the next day, she asks if I want to see her naked. I felt a joy in my heart I couldn't describe with words, pure bliss. It was perfect, but I don't want to make anons envious so I will skip this part...
2 days pass by, she is telling me she regrets it and I told her I'm sorry, she said I was the first person she sent nudes to and she shouldn't have and various other things.. I said I'm sorry, but she starts insulting me and calling me hideous and that she did it because I looked so ugly she felt bad
I blocked her after, but I cried for at least a MONTH maybe everyday, I don't know how someone is so capable of being mean
I still feel the same, I thought I would feel better it being off my chest, but nope. Goodnight anons
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