How do you compare to your siblings? Anyone else the family screw up?

I'm the only screw up in my family. Though I managed to traumatize my younger brother and played a part in his depression

>>82143792 (OP)
my brother is the only person i know whos more of a fuckup than me

>>82143822
how so
orignal post desu ka

>>82143850
abusechadded so hard he went to prison and came out the other side old, bald and alone

My older brother is a charismatic, athletic, and rich gigachad with a hot brazilian wife. I'm a wizard hikikomori.

I am the firstborn and a lost cause, too retarded and stubborn to drop le autism with music. Reading books for years and getting little social interaction did not help neither thought me anything. At some point I realized I was like learning dead people's gossip or something and drop it. But I am so autismal I return to reading every time I feel the time is right. All I want to do is learn to play guitar and that's my main goal. Not getting my IT job. My career was a failure, I was in and out university for being sent to rehab because I smoked weed to enhance the musical experience. I can go on and on about me but asked about my brothers too.

My second brother, for what I see is the coolest one. Gamer, shitposts on the internet, likes 2000's emo music without being annoying about it, he's very good at chatting IRL, like he gets the vibe or whatever. He's relatively normal. Consume japanese media (music, manga and anime), he's learning Japanese. I don't know man, I love my brother so much.

My third brother was born in 2003. He's a regular zoomer doing an engineering. He likes to play league of legends and underground hip hop. Can't read him too well, like he is into the stoic philosophy tiktok trend, always has a solution for everything and it hurts me to see him play suave and educated, like so in control of his emotions when we are literally kind of guetto Mexicans. I wish my brother all of the luck.

>>82143792 (OP)
My parents learned from their mistakes with me and my younger sister is less of a neurotic mess than me and doing much better socially. Otherwise we're equally weird

>>82143792 (OP)
No. I have three older brothers and they're all worse off than me. One has done right for himself and is independent but is currently unemployed and has always kinda had dead end jobs. Another is schizophrenic and pretty much entirely dependent on my parents at nearly 30 years old and lives with them. The other is a convicted sex offender and former alcoholic who also lives with my parents but has been sober for like a month or so now because of a court order. I went to college and am a software engineer making decent money. Still kind of a loser socially but better off than them.

>>82143792 (OP)
My oldest sibling, a sister who is now pushing 50 just recently got arrested for drugs again.
The sister below her has a stable job and family. Overall a decent person.
Then the sister below her is also a druggie fuck up but has yet to get arrested again.
And the fourth sister is apparently a painter and wants nothing to do with the family.
Finally my youngest sister has bounced around different relationships but is overall a really nice person and I like her a lot, though we dont talk much.
Then with my brothers, my oldest is kind of a whiny faggot but at least holds down a job.
And the one behind him is the most successful. Owns a farm, has a lovely family, holds down two jobs as an EMT and firefighter. Stays in good shape and is super competent with just about anything. He is the one Im closest to and a really good dude.
Finally there is me. No drug addictions, but kinda shit with money. I have my own house, though I share it with a couple roommates and get to enjoy my hobbies, mainly WoW.

I'm the social fuckup schizoid older sibling who manages to get by through sheer grit and slave mentality and he's the coddled ADHD baby who's functionally half his age but doing not too bad socially.
Good times

>>82143792 (OP)
>How do you compare to your siblings?
Oldest brother.
Middle bro got out of rehab
(for weed of all things) and works in IT;
lives with roomates.
Youngest lives at home, does odd jobs saving for driving licence and trips around the world (already visited a few countries) and has young gf.
Since I left the military (3 years of service and proud I survived it; my brothers dodged mandatory service, each in his own way) I am a neet (no exactly, I study cybersec online and got some certifications but can't see myself becoming an office drone), schizo, on disability, have my own place and a neet gf. Spend days reading/doing drugs (responsibly)/studying/visiting gf.
>Anyone else the family screw up?
In my first few years of neetdom I felt like a failure as I lived at home while brothers left and had jobs and gfs at the time. But as time went on and I got my diagnosis and disability, life got much better. I see it as us three took different paths in life but I wouldn't call myself a screw up, even though I can bearly go outside without losing my shit or in contact with any of my family/old friends.
Or maybe I am a screw up with no future but my preasent life could be (and was) worse. Idk.

>>82143792 (OP)
>How do you compare to your siblings?
I'm the tallest, smartest and honestly the most chill out of all of them, I am messed up in the sense I lack empathy and was severely abused throughout my childhood, but I'm not a raging psychopath or an anxiety ridden mess, I am gay though so that's probably also a problem, at least I'm getting an education though
>Anyone else the family screw up?
Literally everyone in my family is in their own fucked up ways, my dad and grandad was both wealthy bank robbers / scammers who was so psychotic that they literally sexually assaulted homeless men for fun, they got away with so much that I know for a fact that he had connections to the police and judges here, I don't think I'll ever see a man that was so consistently psychotic as he was, my mother have a victim complex where she was never in the wrong even when I vividly remember her giggling when I got sexually assaulted by a dog when I was a kid, my sister is the typical scammer who is retarded and will probably get in trouble sooner than later, and finally my brother is a naive, mentally ill daddy boy who I just feel sorry for

there's more to it but in general it's all kinds of fucked up and the only way I think I'll ever feel comfortable is moving out the country, cutting all contact and changing my name just to escape them, it's that bad.