I'm really scared that I'm dying and I'm too poor and retarded to handle all this.

>>82144746 (OP)
are you sick or something? dw anon I'm here I'll save you

>>82144775
>are you sick or something
I think so, anon. Cancer and probably kidney disease. Need to call and set up a doctor's appointment tomorrow but I'm always bad at making calls and setting up appointments.

>>82144746 (OP)
get well soon anon.
>>82144870
hopefully it's just a big scare.

>>82144870
if you think it's that definitely give them a call anon before you call them write down what you want to say and read it to practice or just go over though your head

>>82145086
>write down what you want to say and read it to practice or just go over though your head
Actually a good idea, anon. Thank you, I'm gonna do that.

>>82145078
>hopefully it's just a big scare
Definitely not a scare, I'm certain I have both but whether it's something that'll kill me in 6 months or something that'll kill me in a couple years, I dunno. I'm hoping I still have a couple years left to fuck around.

>>82144746 (OP)
what are your symptoms? why do you think you're dying?

>>82145164
>symptoms
I have a hard lump on the side of my Adam's apple that's slowly getting bigger. Which I'm guessing is cancer. I guess I could be wrong but I'm unsure what else it could be. And then I have high blood pressure, irregular heartbeat beat, foamy urine, and pitted edema. Which would probably indicate kidney disease.

>>82144746 (OP)
welcome death. it's the only way to free yourself from this miserable life. here's hoping reincarnation exists and you'll be a chad in a new life. the only thing stopping me from dying is this annoying sense of self-preservation